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Friday, October 4, 2013

Pompous Me - Money Makes Me Powerful – Day 348

Please check out post below for reference on this Self Forgiveness:

Pompous Me – The Elite Within – Part 1 – Day 347

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief of myself in relation to the clerk as being inferior to me due to the fact that I created a self belief of myself that I am more then him because I have the ability to buy things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief of myself and those who look or appear or spend money, that these people are worth more then those who don’t spend money, don’t look like they have money, or don’t appear to have any money, and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge other people based on my perceptional image I have created in my mind of what someone with money looks like and what someone without money looks like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a split within myself within my interactions with others as decent and rude through changing my behavior whether someone looks and acts as if they have money and those who don't.

And from there I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become superior to those that I see appear to not have as much money as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief that those who have money are more worthy of life then those who don’t based on an inner energy of confidence when around those who don’t have or look like they don’t have money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to from this false sense of confidence from an energy feeling of feeling superior to others who don’t look or act like myself, I go into a point of rudeness or kindness if it suits me and my self interest, disregarding the other completely as I see them as not as important to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to treat another human being as kind or rudely based on the feelings I get within me and thus act on these feelings as if they are real, when in reality I am abusing others thorugh only considering myself and not considering the other equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe myself to be more important then any life form due to a false sense of security through having money, but realizing that money is not a safety net, this world is not safe, as I creating the fear through judgment of money attainability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never fully become aware and understand the person who does not have money, what there life is like, what they go through on a day to day basis having no money or having to struggle to survive, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thus not consider or care about my responsibility and participation within the way the other person/animal/nature is effected based on the way the system is operating where people have to survive through attaining money when it is not given equally to all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a protection shield that is through attaining and hoarding money and from there create a feeling of being happy and being superior to others because I have blinded myself from the reality that I am not superior nor am particularly happy as how can one be happy when others suffer in this world, using ignorance as a form of bliss is an illusion and unacceptable in this world where lives are being effected in horrific and horrendous ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel nothing for the other person/animal/insect/nature/environment who has to struggle to survive because I desire to feel special and more then others where within this acceptance and allowance creates a lack within an other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be selfish and not share myself and all that is here as earth’s resources equally among all and within this I forgive myself that I have created a judgment of others who have no money or appear to have no money and not do anything to alleviate their suffering through the principles that are obvious and common sense if I put myself in the other person who has nothing and is sufferings shoes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that money is not to be given freely to all and that I should have as much as possible as this will allow me to continue my desires to be special and feel good about myself as being superior to others because I have more.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider or accept that if I have more then enough of what I need, then I am taking from others there share that should be given to them so they can also live comfortably and have enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe because of my family generations and bloodlines that I am superior to others on this planet because we have been shielded from suffering by accumulating wealth as a fortress of protection but in reality what is fact is that I am an abuser and a taker of life that I have no right and no regard to take, life is equally here among all and thus I realize all have a right to equally be able to live and not have to struggle to survive or die because they don’t have enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because my family has accumulated wealth then that means that I am special, and important, more so then others who do not have this linage and money availability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hurt and abuse others in words, actions, and/or thought because I have accepted myself to be and live as if I am better then any other life form on this planet through the protection I perceive I have through having money availability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe because I have money available that I can do whatever I want and get whatever I want because I have the money to buy it and thus power through money availability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my money availability to become more powerful then others and desires this power as I can have control over others and have them do what I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I have money that means I have power to do whatever I see fit not realizing and seeing that there is laws here within the physical that are to be recognized and aligned with as this is what gives me life, the laws of the physical as life, and so by denying the laws of life as equality and oneness to all that exist through taking more then my equal share, I am no longer aligned with life and thus face unnecessary consequence that will not benefit me as life as I am creating this conflict within my own decisions by not aligning with life as balance in the laws that create this balance as equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be more powerful then others and control others by using money in this manner to get what I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider, see, or realize that this mentality of getting whatever I want and doing whatever I want because I have the protection of having money to do and get things with, that I have disregarded the consequences of my actions as only considering myself and my needs, I do not consider the other billions of life forms on this planet living with me who have the same needs as myself and so abuse deliberately through accepting and allowing self interest as desire over the laws that govern life as the physical equality and oneness with all that live.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make money my definer of life instead of realizing I am already life and so create the solutions or be a part of creating the solutions necessary to allow all to have equal opportunity to a life that is best for all and share the gifts of life here equally for all.

When and as I see I go into a point of definition outside myself through any material possession or idea and/or belief I have created about myself in separation with others, I stop and breath, and realize that this is creating a split between myself and others and so creating conflict within myself and abuse with others. I realize that this is creating the abuse in this world and that what needs to be lived is the laws of the physical which is life within oneness and equality in what is best for all anything less then this is an illusion and is based in self interest, and should be corrected through the process of self honesty and stopped as soon as possible.

I commit myself to live the laws of the physical through correcting myself as life and aligning with all others as life in oneness and equality in what is best.

I commit myself to stop defining myself by money and others by money, and see life here as the physical and I commit to walk the practical steps to support others in the best way possible.

I commit myself to investigate when I go into a point of definition or belief or idea of myself when I see an energy has moved me and direct it into the physical by stopping it and directing myself in what will be best.

I commit myself to see money as a tool to have society move and work towards a solution to create a living income for all to the eventual implementation of an equality system that will facilitate the processes and systems to create life here for all worthwhile.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Pompous Me – The Elite Within – Part 1 – Day 347

Recently a point has come up of reacting to another in rudeness. I want to investigate what triggered the point of going into a change within myself of being fine one moment and the next being rude and deliberate towards another. I was checking out at the counter and the store clerk recognized me, I had a broken card that he told me the last time I should get fixed and then this time I gave him the card, he looked at me and laughed. In the moment we met eyes, I was possessed with the energy of anger and irritation. I see here the trigger point was a thought as I was giving him the card that ‘he is going to say the same thing about the card’ and the energy that came with that thought was the same energy that I had the first time he spoke to me to get a new card, and it was for him to mind his own business and I will get a new card if I want to. So anger and turning into a rage because I was offended that this guy was trying to tell me how to do things, getting involved in my life when he doesn’t belong, and another belief I held within that moment is that he should just shut up and do his job, and within this belief there was an energy of superiority, like I am buying from him so he has to respect me, I have the power, I have the money.

Within this scenario, this is a pattern I have lived often times in my life, superiority through intimidation and manipulation to get what I want and to make myself feel better about myself. When I am told what to do or how to do thing I react extensively because I have prided myself in knowing and being able to do many things very well. I have this belief about myself that I am indeed superior to others in skill and so I, if I see it appropriate, can demand respect from others because I deserve it. And with this attitude of superiority with my beliefs that I am more skilled then others and so this garners me a certain respect, I treat others as if they should know this and adhere to these unknown knows about ME – Special ME. So I will then treat others rudely or not in consideration of who they as equal and one to me, and so abuse them in ways as in this case with rudeness and a pompous attitude and believe myself to be justified.

But I am fooling myself as I am really making all of this up in my mind, I am creating a whole point of justification for me to gain some good feelings about myself because I was able to make faces and become nasty towards another, intimidate them, to gain a point of self interest for myself because he has no right to say anything to me. In the moment before I handed the card to the clerk, I already decided within myself that I was going to react nasty to him if he said anything about the broken card, he was going to get it so to speak because I am better then him, I am the buyer and he is the seller, I have money and he doesn’t, and this is the elitist personality I have allowed and accepted for most of my life, defining myself by money, what I have, and so believing that who I am is defined by this and this makes me better, more skilled, smarter, and more deserving of life here then others who don’t have this. I am the money maker, the superior one and the clerk is the lower, he has to make the money and make me happy cause I am paying him to.

And so I abused and intimated this person, well I tried at least, through my face and through my body language to make it clear what I thought of him, and that he has no say in who I am and what I do because plain and simple, I am more powerful then him because in my mind I have a lot of money (which I don’t!) and he is just a store clerk, I make assumptions that he has no money and so he is a loser, and he will not tell me, the winner, the superior one, the one with the ability to buy life, what to do.

Man, I mean this mentality is what cause the slavery in this world, this elitist pompous attitude I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within is creating the way of life of death and suffering on this earth. Because I want to be special, I want to be more then another, and really I want to have power over others to make me feel worthy, in control, and have an idea of myself that I am special because I gain a sense of self worth, an energy movement of power and specialness, but none of it is real, none of it is worthwhile, and it's perpetuating the state of man as barbaric malicious beings on this planet. And so all this is showing me is my own chains, what I am tied to as beliefs, energy, emotions, and abuse, and so who I am within this life, an abuser of life not worthy to have the life that is given to me unconditionally. And so with this continuing within my living, the elitist-pompous personality, I am rejecting those showing me to myself through the belief that I don’t have to listen, I am too great, too special, and to important to have to listen to reality, to life, to my self here everywhere I look and so rejecting my opportunity to really live life, be life, and create peace through equality and oneness in this world, which is the greatest shame of self as the human race.

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Monday, July 1, 2013

There is Always a Price to Pay, Basic Income Guarantee is a Step Forward– Day 322

When we say there will be a price to pay, what we are saying is that there will be a consequence for our actions, individually and globally. Unfortunately, we are not taught this in a direct and common sensical way within our youth, yes it is spoken, but it is hardly ever lived. We see the forest being cut down, the people starving in pictures, the women being stoned, the animals with there tusks cut off, over and over and over again we see the horror of this world, but we don’t have any real recognition that this is our consequence, this is real, and this is what we have to face sooner now more then ever. So we follow suit like everyone else in this world, no action, no plan, feeling powerless, and the consequence of these inactions currently is a decaying environment, destructive people, disregard for animal and plant life, and a ruthless existence. We have made the very life that is here, that we need to survive on this planet a commodity, to be harnessed, used, and sold for a piece of paper, no matter the consequential effects it will have on life as we know it and this not in a positive way.

Today, I have read some disturbing stories of consequence, the death of 37 million bees in Canada, “Shortly after 50,000 bees were found dead in an Oregon parking lot (read more here), a staggering 37 million bees have been found dead in Elmwood, Ontario, Canada. Dave Schuit, who runs a honey operation in Elmwood has lost 600 hives. He is pointing the finger at the insecticides known as neonicotinoids, which are manufactured by Bayer CropScience Inc. This also comes after a recent report released by the British Beekeepers Association (BBKA) that recorded its largest loss of honeybees ever.” (Source: http://www.collective-evolution.com/2013/07/01/over-30-million-bees-found-dead-in-elmwood-canada/)

Also, there was a story of a famous clothes brand in America, contaminating and destroying an Indonesia waterway due to their chemical dyes for clothes, “Gap’s latest advertising campaign declares that we should ‘Be Bright,’ but by collaborating with toxic suppliers Gap’s clothes are turning the Citarum into a multicoloured mess," says Ashov Birry, a toxic-free water campaigner for Greenpeace Southeast Asia, in a statement. "Gap and other big brands need to work with their suppliers in Indonesia and elsewhere to urgently eliminate all uses of hazardous chemicals from their supply chains and products before it is too late." (Source: http://www.ecouterre.com/gap-banana-republic-old-navy-linked-to-toxic-river-pollution-in-indonesia/greenpeace-river-pollution-west-java-2/?extend=1)

These two examples are just a few of the millions of stories we can gather of this simple principle of ‘do onto others as you would do to yourself’ not being followed, and yes, we currently live in this world and need to survive, buy stuff, and eat for instance, but the exponential abuse is due to exponential consumerism, we don’t need in anyway all the waste stuff we are creating and increasingly we are using more and more of the earths resources destructively to get them. We as the consumer are creating these very consequential outflows, that eventually will come to bite us in our asses. I mean it already has, if the bees dying off in the millions is not a huge red flag then I don’t know what is.

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Sunday, March 10, 2013

Day 247 – The Vengeful Character – “Believing I Require Possessing” Self Forgiveness

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a need and desire for something/someone outside of myself and a belief of need of possession and ownership of that something or someone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see lack within me where I created this need and desire for fulfillment within myself of gaining back what I don’t think I have within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe who I am is lacking in anyway whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from others in where I have created this belief that I lack and thus require to attain from another this lack that needs now fulfillment within self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that to fulfill myself I have to attain all the beliefs within my mind that I think I lack such as something or someone in my world that is now gone or been taken away.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself then to create a belief that through this lack I ammissing something and thus create an idea that someone else has what I need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to then create the desire to take from others what is I have now believed is mine and they have with no care of the what the truth is just a fulfillment of my need to have this lack now filled within me with what it is I think am not getting from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create anger towards others if I am not given what it is I believe is mine upon request.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into ego in taking it personally that what is not given to me by another that I feel is mine is done by insult.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take others act of not giving in to me personal and not realize that they are just reflecting me back to myself in showing who I am being within this idea that I/We lack and we need things from external forces (this excluding the physical needs required to live in this world like air, food, water, ect.)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to then abuse the other within thought, word, and/or deed, and create a consequence within the other’s life as well as my life that is harmful.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed abuse onto others for my idea that what’s mine is mine and that those who what give me what I want/believe I lack is a personal attack on me and thus I must fight back to get what I believe I must get and need to live.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see others taking things from me as a personal attack onto myself and thus I must defend myself and my stuff.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when taken things personal and go into defensive mode, go into a form of hardening within myself where I will not consider the other in anyway whats so ever but only look at making myself right.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire my own self righteousness over the care and honor of all life that I am interacting with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider the other or others as seeing from their shoes so to speak, and thus only defend my own self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose the mind as ego in self interest over the life of others here and the abuse I am causing onto others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed taking things personal instead of seeing what is here and creating solutions where all benefit using the equality equation 1+1=2.

Self Commitments to follow.