tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16439212109411429112024-03-18T19:25:29.512-07:00A Lady's Journey to LifeHere I share my writings as I walk the journey to life.Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.comBlogger608125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-68190269243605651982024-03-14T19:16:00.000-07:002024-03-14T20:24:07.267-07:00-the mighty discipline- Day 10<div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0SJU76xAXuUgZj_JQP5aVNfb2gF_d8Q6vK5ovoDCjssI9CJ6eslV-hklNVI47qMOxOsb_f4WcZ-OFl78xh9YdZNZBUKXE57pqJEoeVv0NQpi6_KvQnu8ci_HPGDrDv-Ea_Hfl57ZElyXHiri1g8dk4-Ff0PdGd6e-CwIYf9ObkbKfneTMP6-FljwajnI/s275/Screenshot%202024-03-14%20215031.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; display: inline !important; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="168" data-original-width="275" height="168" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0SJU76xAXuUgZj_JQP5aVNfb2gF_d8Q6vK5ovoDCjssI9CJ6eslV-hklNVI47qMOxOsb_f4WcZ-OFl78xh9YdZNZBUKXE57pqJEoeVv0NQpi6_KvQnu8ci_HPGDrDv-Ea_Hfl57ZElyXHiri1g8dk4-Ff0PdGd6e-CwIYf9ObkbKfneTMP6-FljwajnI/s1600/Screenshot%202024-03-14%20215031.png" width="275" style="max-height: 80%; max-width: 80%; height: auto; width: auto;"></a></div><div><div><br></div><div>i strive for excellence, when the flow is for negligence, why do i allow such hardship and danger</div><div><br></div><div>the breath is here for all to grasp and live, but self kick back and just relax like who cares! </div><div><br></div><div>relax we can, but duty call, this life is for all, come one and come all </div><div><br></div><div>discipline is the name of this life practice self walk</div><div><br></div><div>a lonely road though it's got it's costs </div><div><br></div><div>cost far greater then any could imagine </div><div><br></div><div>cause it's real and its grander then what the books call 'climbing the ladder' </div><div><br></div><div>no need to climb or tussle and bussle </div><div><br></div><div>but step by step action is all you need to stay out of trouble </div><div><br></div><div>life is here to guide as the beacon it is </div><div><br></div><div>self can forgive and be silent, for sure, i am here </div><div><br></div><div>it's not for the faint of heart but strong in one's valor </div><div><br></div><div>discipline oh discipline a mighty friend indeed </div><div><br></div><div>give it one's all and answer that call, the discipline of self is waiting </div></div><div><br></div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-32548587646707353962024-03-12T20:18:00.000-07:002024-03-13T05:58:58.261-07:00A Hope - Day 9<br /><br /> a hope -<div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWGyodAdxdvS96ap1z_B2_TsJJNh7fF-vSmb-k0wkzUqJlP6XLMrdAjjJJZvRWvWC4TnMFlQDnAdLBTleH0Wvngy76pfhUtjDf2e14QM01oi-KPiRiJROIa0XeF0vHc4Y3GMdnJQpnDKyyW7KadHJ-0q-Bq83ma0nqCykfzg24uAly6JB9QQ0DyYcsO6g/s788/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195333.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="560" data-original-width="788" height="227" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWGyodAdxdvS96ap1z_B2_TsJJNh7fF-vSmb-k0wkzUqJlP6XLMrdAjjJJZvRWvWC4TnMFlQDnAdLBTleH0Wvngy76pfhUtjDf2e14QM01oi-KPiRiJROIa0XeF0vHc4Y3GMdnJQpnDKyyW7KadHJ-0q-Bq83ma0nqCykfzg24uAly6JB9QQ0DyYcsO6g/s320/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195333.png" width="320" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> a hope is a dream that will never manifest </div><div><br /></div><div>don't' hope but live as this is one's resonance </div><div><br /></div><div>the resonance is the core of self in a sound environment </div><div><br /></div><div>life is the breathe that give one value here </div><div><br /></div><div>don't waste this breathe as it's the key to eternal bestowment </div><div><br /></div><div>i stand as one among many who are all that's meant </div><div><br /></div><div>meant for life living, but we're(Self) not there yet</div><div><br /></div><div>don't give up, don't give in, persevere young student, you can sit when you stand!</div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-87147682760654470522024-03-05T20:19:00.000-08:002024-03-05T20:22:41.560-08:00 what is the point - day 8<p> what is the point</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyCSWpROOipAMWokeMsFwbXcWRj_1w_13kt0J5DtsxW62eOP-AqjdE8L52c0RgfVdAfzK34DTP7NzSMvwJoglPPWAeGRobiGskTVYpxBk4WMjUlpyW8GtZI9NBTovFzWTpjjYg_fLi-ahWgfyrfBnkXohisRUJbNYHr86ciThRfkGqIAS_azGeUHGE4d4/s893/Screenshot%202023-07-07%20094619.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="594" data-original-width="893" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyCSWpROOipAMWokeMsFwbXcWRj_1w_13kt0J5DtsxW62eOP-AqjdE8L52c0RgfVdAfzK34DTP7NzSMvwJoglPPWAeGRobiGskTVYpxBk4WMjUlpyW8GtZI9NBTovFzWTpjjYg_fLi-ahWgfyrfBnkXohisRUJbNYHr86ciThRfkGqIAS_azGeUHGE4d4/s320/Screenshot%202023-07-07%20094619.png" width="320" /></a></div><p><br /></p><p>what is the point to anything that's done</p><p><br /></p><p>why do the things done have to have a point</p><p><br /></p><p>is the point to make a whole lot of money</p><p><br /></p><p>is the point to win big and show off your honey</p><p><br /></p><p>is the point to become star and reap the rewards of the rich and famous</p><p><br /></p><p>or is it to be </p><p><br /></p><p>here free</p><p><br /></p><p>where self is the start and the end</p><p><br /></p><p>where there is life from the center rippling out to the eternal</p><p><br /></p><p>i know this is who i am, time to live it to become it again</p>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-53509944181909699112024-03-04T19:03:00.000-08:002024-03-05T20:20:55.580-08:00Standing in the dawn - day 7standing in the dawn<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcMc_FhuuqrCZ3iWcBWEm_4grzr__MokKjuprzG_wptWV41PmHOOh8dKOtLGXUJxmBhAhI6JJtxx2b33inKLxyF6d4lfy4AGuJ4OqLyi_eumeWA0WQiHfz0CQ7WUgPcu9xlmX9PoHmNKlnUy_qjlSeJ4p_S0u7FEtCBDqz-ZJMLD7aQrVUGp4XVM7EVwc/s748/Screenshot%202024-03-04%20220138.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="561" data-original-width="748" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcMc_FhuuqrCZ3iWcBWEm_4grzr__MokKjuprzG_wptWV41PmHOOh8dKOtLGXUJxmBhAhI6JJtxx2b33inKLxyF6d4lfy4AGuJ4OqLyi_eumeWA0WQiHfz0CQ7WUgPcu9xlmX9PoHmNKlnUy_qjlSeJ4p_S0u7FEtCBDqz-ZJMLD7aQrVUGp4XVM7EVwc/s320/Screenshot%202024-03-04%20220138.png" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div><div> i stand in the dawn of my actions of the day </div><div><br /></div><div>i have not filled my keep, no i have given it all away </div><div><br /></div><div>to a blindness that seeps and seeps until it drowns out </div><div><br /></div><div>this blindness it comes no shadow no doubt </div><div><br /></div><div>it test the self that is the truth of the breath that gives life </div><div><br /></div><div>I squander so easily this breath as life shows full out </div><div><br /></div><div>as i hear screams, and crys, and wales, and horrors, is the life of the human - we have come and we've conquored </div><div><br /></div><div>not the correct conquering i have realized in disgrace, as life is me and i will see the squander i've allowed to the end </div><div><br /></div><div>it's sad as a life that did not give it's hand, the hand of another as it grasp in a care, a caring hand is what is needed especially in the end. </div><div><br /></div><div>the end of the lies and dishonesties of self, the truth to stand throughout as this is all that we have by word and by mouth</div><div><br /></div><div>the gift of life is true and self face this grace, amazing grace it'll be when the child care is seen without.</div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-88165657264627600632023-07-26T17:02:00.007-07:002023-07-26T17:02:46.856-07:00Day 6 - drugs<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglJf-7LZ9TuCPm0unILf0Cervd1pDikkzImGRGiWwI1ZCybCjO-qRXtLlpcQ-VGkxNX4KzLkXXIY2qB837fq0AIlMqFrypVaGbXahUBSE9As8Cpfnk5uUl2IBR3BqE5zDNyJyFqgny5W9A8f1qe-vSJAnW1NpYIiBmtmD7Ak65_SBfuBXxp-iKMe3n0EM/s960/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20200116.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="631" data-original-width="960" height="210" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglJf-7LZ9TuCPm0unILf0Cervd1pDikkzImGRGiWwI1ZCybCjO-qRXtLlpcQ-VGkxNX4KzLkXXIY2qB837fq0AIlMqFrypVaGbXahUBSE9As8Cpfnk5uUl2IBR3BqE5zDNyJyFqgny5W9A8f1qe-vSJAnW1NpYIiBmtmD7Ak65_SBfuBXxp-iKMe3n0EM/s320/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20200116.png" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that drugs are a solution in any way of the self honest person (based on one’s self honesty) and use drugs to hide the actual desire and rancidness that exist as me to fuck around and not live the point of self support necessary to stop the addiction to energy as high, and make a place and reality that supports all life through the principles of equality and what is best for all.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my mind where I believe it is helping me and transforming my body internally to a way where I am helping this process to become more aligned and best.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am in control and directing myself when on drugs, when I could clearly see that I was running chaotically and addicted to the experience I was getting from it.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do drugs and weed when I understood it was a tool for the mind programs and to enhance the minds ability to possess me in my physical body.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire drugs to fill a void within that I am doing something of value for life.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself in to believing that I am doing something of worth on drugs instead of stopping and realizing I am harming my physical body and the abusive outflows such as outburst that occur when I am off them. </div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to direct myself within chats and principled living talk while in my secret mind on drugs and using drugs to help me to be better and more then.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with my peers in group and believe that drugs are helping me with an edge to get over on the other.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as unworthy and use drugs as a way to fill the void and experience myself as able to compete with my reality.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to stop any and all drugs where I am behind the scenes competing and in delusional states of chaos.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to stop weed forevermore.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to educate others on the brutal nature that comes out through drug use and that the purpose of life is not to get high but bring about a world that is best for all life as best for oneself.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to educate others on the consequences I face where my life is forever damaged from this and will have to face and live with consequences that I didn’t see or expect, but are here and not best for all life.</div><div> </div><div><a href="http://desteni.org">Desteni.org</a> </div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-12173987626887829602023-07-10T18:18:00.011-07:002023-07-26T16:56:16.339-07:00Day 4 - love and desire<div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOlQY6xQPKlEDxcvEcinSRSJl9PeYYMf5x_0VZqpQzgGMyp4UE-K4KnG66ZV1PGKpk1Mo5zAc7_b3h66DfTpYN4OsBk3WXMNBTE99BsOOKhySKm0MR2kyfMFkxqD_ZhpqLIzv_xKTT9XGlzTWXtUBY_WQM9L-EIPtlGafOqjrDPSGTWMCy0JuOogZLrWg/s788/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195333.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="560" data-original-width="788" height="227" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOlQY6xQPKlEDxcvEcinSRSJl9PeYYMf5x_0VZqpQzgGMyp4UE-K4KnG66ZV1PGKpk1Mo5zAc7_b3h66DfTpYN4OsBk3WXMNBTE99BsOOKhySKm0MR2kyfMFkxqD_ZhpqLIzv_xKTT9XGlzTWXtUBY_WQM9L-EIPtlGafOqjrDPSGTWMCy0JuOogZLrWg/s320/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195333.png" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div><div> </div><div> I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be loved by another and create a belief that this makes a happy/good life.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire someone to give me the compliments and loving embrace and within this fall and love into points that cause self consequences that create the opposite as the polarity balances it self out to hate, and within that go back into the desire to be loved.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to love others and in this seek a return on my investment.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give as I’d like to receive, and in this create a lack I myself where I fill it with energy as the love experience instead of walking and living in common sense.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to live for the love energy and become misguided and confused when it stops or no longer is here.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not redefine love and in this find a definition that creates an outcome that is best for all and in this will be best for me.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in hate when the love energy is taken away as I see, realize, and understand that I am fooling myself as the outplay is the same lack and consequences as I did not stand in the common sense of giving all this as a living experience and not stop until that outcome is the result, but seek self glorification and self interest in gaining energy as it feels good for some moments.</div><div> </div><div><a href="http://desteni.org">Desteni.org</a> </div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-39585201258754940342023-07-10T18:17:00.007-07:002023-07-26T17:00:27.358-07:00Day 5 - Abomination as a human<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHVC9x0NLwQLlfasuHhkHy_Fd6QrGgkVNCa2Z5MdSSUGPR369jK85y4KM04UGIqlkzrILzThjx79CcIVkhR-vr-BXF4uIVcLERenGrgCdTSlngg4xW-q9neVBNQU0kHCJ9qyJ_ojkA2kdqrH_la6Px6FEPL0XLFqOzCox8EscctDnSgnSbYEKRtxSP_Bo/s613/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195908.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="613" data-original-width="421" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHVC9x0NLwQLlfasuHhkHy_Fd6QrGgkVNCa2Z5MdSSUGPR369jK85y4KM04UGIqlkzrILzThjx79CcIVkhR-vr-BXF4uIVcLERenGrgCdTSlngg4xW-q9neVBNQU0kHCJ9qyJ_ojkA2kdqrH_la6Px6FEPL0XLFqOzCox8EscctDnSgnSbYEKRtxSP_Bo/s320/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195908.png" width="220" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become a human that has disrespected and made degusting the life i was given as a gift from life itself, which i see, realize, and understand resides within all here as the physical.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use my physical body and living substance in a way to help defile and deform the gift of life as the physical within the equality equation of common sense one plus one equals two. 1+1+2.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to seek pleasure and glorification of who i believe myself to be in my mind based on the feelings i am generating from thinking about who i think i am as a portal/god type being, instead of breathing in these moments and finding the will to stop my desires, and get into the common sense of the matter that if life is still not being cared for on all levels, as starvation, war, poverty, and my own self insecurities are still rampant.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be two faced as the split i have accepted and allowed myself to become, one in my mind in desires/fears, and one in the physical as my physical body in a way in chaos not realize through abdication of responsibility what is real.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not stick to the equality equation as accumulated living steps to the commitments and agreements i set out to live, but instead desired self glorification and pleasure where i am the king/queen, regardless of the state of myself as this world and my life, which is not what is best.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not hold the entire ecosystem of life within me, but the mind's desires, wants, and ideas which when measured with the ecosystem of the natural/physical world i live in, doesn't equate to be balanced.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire the fruits of this life, without standing in the principle of the physics of the living flesh, which is one plus one equals two, and thus create an abomination of a human being, as life is not able to stand within what is best as the best is tainted with evil, equal live backwards, not balanced.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to follow others due to lack of effort in walking the equality equation of one plus one equals two, but instead desire others to walk for me, and me follow which causes a lack of accountability and responsibility to the direction my life will go as it's now in chaotic flow, rather then what i can do to the best of my ability and will, which is to walk within directive principle as my living word/action and forgive myself when i am seeing this is necessary as well as live the corrective action to stop the evil and abnodation of human being i have become to one that births life from the physical and gives back to myself the breathe of life as me here balanced as my thought, word, and living action.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a belief that i am a good person or i am an evil person, and within that polarity separate myself from the mechnaism which is my physical breathe by breathe living in a way that will support others as has supported me.</div><div><br /></div><div><div>I commit myself to stop the experiences of lostness and shame to direct in each moment I am given to support others and myself to see that life is able to be free within the principles lived that is best for all.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to stand in the shame of what has happened to show and let others see that not standing in one’s self honesty and self responsibility to be a human being with integrity through the equality equation, you lose a great sense of self understanding and self awareness, and it’s not worth it. </div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to help myself out of the shame and holes of doubt and fear I have created for myself to again stand and do my best to live in a way that is best for all.</div><div> </div><div><a href="http://desteni.org">Desteni.org</a> </div></div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-16888156034013277132023-07-10T18:11:00.007-07:002023-07-26T16:54:15.230-07:00Day 3 - anger and blame<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_-Z00QCzAtYMNFGTp11d8DJ82Nh1r5GBkeLeVSDoQsp_PQ8LYNbWmjZ6ZegX8076ViPNsl_5yd0J2eqmF7mwg94fs_K1H023eyNebMYB59Q-sUgQbQHYsjS_bg0Pm2CM9ZF06HjRMlj6o6IplxxzxlJyH6kZvpA7HJee9Ix8-GkAGYDQwdapYFt83BmA/s825/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195134.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="446" data-original-width="825" height="173" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_-Z00QCzAtYMNFGTp11d8DJ82Nh1r5GBkeLeVSDoQsp_PQ8LYNbWmjZ6ZegX8076ViPNsl_5yd0J2eqmF7mwg94fs_K1H023eyNebMYB59Q-sUgQbQHYsjS_bg0Pm2CM9ZF06HjRMlj6o6IplxxzxlJyH6kZvpA7HJee9Ix8-GkAGYDQwdapYFt83BmA/s320/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20195134.png" width="320" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; display: inline; font-size: 12pt;">I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become angry when life doesn’t go to plan.</span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become angry at others when life doesn’t go to plan.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become angry at others in my life and not let go and move on to stand in a way where I can find a way that is best for me in a way of changing my starting point, and find the will to not blame but support in what’s best.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for the pain and hurt I am experiencing in moments of regret.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take self responsibility for the actions I did and in this get up after the falls and keep willing myself to do better/best. </div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate responsibility to others, where I give my ability to respond in the fate of what may be, and thus allow mind systems such as anger and blame creep in and cause more consequences then if I stood in that moment and directed myself in what is best for all as I’d like for myself.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself to accept and allow myself to hold on to anger and resentment toward others, instead of letting go of the energy as anger and resentment to putting myself in the others shoes and finding a way forward that is best for both.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others when in reality, I see I am equally responsible as I lived into temptations and did not stand in a way that supports life.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to let go of the past, and move forward from here.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to let go anger and breathe when it comes up.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to breathe when others are in anger and see if and where I can help resolve the issues or let it go.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to stop blame and take responsibility for my actions, to do my best to rectify what has been created, and find a way to create something better.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to stop resentment of others, let that go, and find a way to live better within my day to day life, take each new day and moment fresh and with the ability to respond in a better way.</div><div> </div><div><a href="http://Desteni.org">Desteni.org</a> </div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-40552610582202079822023-07-10T18:10:00.012-07:002023-07-26T16:49:27.913-07:00Day 2 Fear of Failure <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCjLlEgIACiCKsc6dz5H1xC9hBAI7uxoZlz90Cfj-OJOIjeR6N1qyNndSE_ffnebKelExf9ujf7BH0zQuJQmkrylbFI0jfNZ9RttZHxzjmeFxu_zItSHoJHkAtPI_SKsiXxaetYUPEJqsVttc17U_K0ElSlCH4BBO_8_AMkKHoJ6pcjascuNYSwMxGmDc/s436/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20194610.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="292" data-original-width="436" height="241" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCjLlEgIACiCKsc6dz5H1xC9hBAI7uxoZlz90Cfj-OJOIjeR6N1qyNndSE_ffnebKelExf9ujf7BH0zQuJQmkrylbFI0jfNZ9RttZHxzjmeFxu_zItSHoJHkAtPI_SKsiXxaetYUPEJqsVttc17U_K0ElSlCH4BBO_8_AMkKHoJ6pcjascuNYSwMxGmDc/w320-h241/Screenshot%202023-07-26%20194610.png" width="320" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="display: inline; font-size: 12pt;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="display: inline; font-size: 12pt;">I </span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; display: inline; font-size: 12pt; text-size-adjust: 100%;">forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the failure of my life and fear not being life.</span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to make it this life and not stand in my own self authority in moments I see I am able to, but give in to the mind temptation such as feeling good for a moment or snacking on things of pleasure, and then go into this fear of failing, when in reality did not stand in my point of self authority by stopping in the moments that the desire or temptation is here.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to desire to succeed without putting in the physical step by step process it’ll take to stand equal and one to the pattern in real life living, which is daily mathematics of stopping through time, until I stop, and distract myself with fear of failure. </div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to face the understanding that failure is a part of life, and standing up and moving forward to change and stand as the directing point as myself to stop the failure point in real time moments by standing and saying til here no further, I stop. And I live this over and over.</div><div><br /></div><div>Revenge</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to seek revenge for me failing and not standing in my own points of transcendence.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want revenge in others whom I blame for my fall and failure, when I see that I walked the fall and thus must reestablish my authority in myself, and thus change the outcome for myself and the other in a way that will be supportive and best for both.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the idea of failing as a means to hide behind where I really am resisting doing the actual steps to stop a pattern of behavior of harm, and thus fall and fail inevitably due to self defeat and laziness.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed laziness to exist within me, and not stand in the face of the minds desire to give in and give up, and fail in pity for not standing and stopping.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up, and not push through when I am able to.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for failing and falling in supporting myself to stop a pattern that is not beneficial to my life and living.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to seek revenge of those I deem put me in these ways of living, instead of living the change in self honesty that I walked and lived this myself. I am the creator.</div><div><br /></div><div>I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility of standing and stopping my mind demons and desires, and blame it on something outside myself.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to stop the thoughts of revenge, and stand in the others shoes so I can direct myself in a way that will benefit life and living in what is best.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to accept failure as a part of this life process and get up every time, until I stand as the equal authority of the pattern.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to walk in sounding self forgiveness the thought patterns of these patterns of revenge and failure, to stand when these patterns come again.</div><div><br /></div><div>I commit myself to get back up, each fall knowing I can and will myself to find eventual peace as this is what is best for myself and so all.</div><div> </div><div>For more on the tools of self perfection and change, check out:</div><div><a href="http://www.desteni.org" target="_blank">http://www.desteni.org </a><br /></div>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-51447770125306823012023-07-06T19:13:00.001-07:002023-07-06T19:20:36.233-07:00Starting again - Day 1<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXNgICHkjWfip5m9VU-cPeJyyqrf7pzDqiy75sjmh1Zg5N4HGqmVrxTj0N9iJ2HezTU-KvITomSkCel3nM0ELssVNb8w6VMt3LT9CYVc_r49W1Ya3XQn5bZQe3EDm5MtkF1I7I33YqJ_4f5DRQNHYkpRT5KKsIOBKtbSt-YDktt_KV3tlrUlJeyiE8Pj0/s331/Screenshot%202023-07-06%20221152.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="210" data-original-width="331" height="203" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXNgICHkjWfip5m9VU-cPeJyyqrf7pzDqiy75sjmh1Zg5N4HGqmVrxTj0N9iJ2HezTU-KvITomSkCel3nM0ELssVNb8w6VMt3LT9CYVc_r49W1Ya3XQn5bZQe3EDm5MtkF1I7I33YqJ_4f5DRQNHYkpRT5KKsIOBKtbSt-YDktt_KV3tlrUlJeyiE8Pj0/s320/Screenshot%202023-07-06%20221152.png" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p> I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am special for being a destonian.</p><p>I frogive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am special because of the intelligence i believe i have and thus can use this idea and belief of myself to in my mind make myself feel more then, better then others, and thus believe that i can get something out of it.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be better then others to fill a void in myself where i lack confidence and care and love for myself because i judge myself and so judge others to fit into the roles of my mind creations that suit me in the moment.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to find the time to stand and sit and contemplate about who is what and create ideas and thinking patterns of what is here and who is what, rather then take my day to day life step by step and breathe by breathe.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to be special because i feel i lack any real value and worth to make people like me and stay around.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am not worthy of anything because of what i have judged of myself and what i have done to a degree where i shamed life as myself.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to stay in self pity and victimization for my past and what i particpated in, and thus go into laziness and robotic dullness where i don't do much and just want to waste away.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be a portal of good, and thus fear being the worst, bad, or evil that i have participated and accepted to exist. </p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame others and not see that i am not standing myself and walking the talk that it takes to become self honest and live a new way that is supportive of myself and others equal and one.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into fear of failing and thus fear that i am going to be lost for good in the sea of my mistakes, and never recover.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear becoming lost.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear becoming abandoned by life/myself.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abandon and let others be lost, not supporting them when i see they can be.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the worst of myself and not make my life into the gift i was given.</p><p>I forgive myself that i am too far gone to ever have forgiveness of life and be in a state of peace and naturalness.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire peace, and so not give it and live it as myself to others as i'd like to receive. </p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not give as i'd like to receive but hold it as a transaction where i want a return.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be conditional with others and so not give as i'd like to receive.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not stand when my mind kicks in and wants to rage.</p><p>I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to forget self forgiveness and common sense when i see that i am in the throws of emotions and feelings.</p><p>I commit myself to let go of the past and stand fresh here to give to myself the gift of living in a better way, a way that'll support me and so others.</p><p>I commit myself to stop the rage within me, and breathe with self forgiveness until i am again clear.</p><p>I commit myself to stop myself when i go into a idea of what is best, and let it go until i can ensure that what is best for all is in fact the outcome through proper study and investing time into the point to see what dimensions and points exist so i am better understanding what is happening before acting.</p><p>I commit myself to take it slow and walk the points more in writing before i live it.</p><p>I commit myself to give of myself what i would like to give to others so i can in fact be able to gift to others what is best as this is what i'd like for myself.</p><p> I commit to not speak or write in emotion, but go to sf and breathe until i am clear, walking patience with myself as the point so i infact cause no harm. <br /></p>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-35590540974138013092022-03-02T19:49:00.022-08:002022-03-04T12:10:37.983-08:00#skilife<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0in;"><span face="Arial, sans-serif" style="font-size: 12pt;"><span><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0in;"><span face="Arial, sans-serif" style="font-size: 12pt;"><span></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span face="Arial, sans-serif" style="font-size: 12pt;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhh8eQcAm9nCQpmoMwD1oeUMrfJ8LeBTPumy894uhhuQ3ZH9S2M3ohyaGwTHf65Sf2ywxmHRcbGmUFbBUsZuGlJUYyDr6cNESyyHoG0pxE3EEHY59MQ6Ftp5tdlmcFs-kj6x8WsNP69Be598qqzSTgZoOnAf5lsHyLPV2p9fnJSuUQCUB6LLwFqxN-X=s1406" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1406" data-original-width="1125" height="526" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhh8eQcAm9nCQpmoMwD1oeUMrfJ8LeBTPumy894uhhuQ3ZH9S2M3ohyaGwTHf65Sf2ywxmHRcbGmUFbBUsZuGlJUYyDr6cNESyyHoG0pxE3EEHY59MQ6Ftp5tdlmcFs-kj6x8WsNP69Be598qqzSTgZoOnAf5lsHyLPV2p9fnJSuUQCUB6LLwFqxN-X=w418-h526" width="418" /></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><span></span><span><a name='more'></a></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span face="Calibri, sans-serif"><span><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span face="Calibri, sans-serif"><span>Life I have found is a lot like skiing, looking at this huge mountain, the act of getting geared up, </span></span><span face="Calibri, sans-serif">getting up to the top and skiing down, if just thinking about seems quite daunting and scary. Though those who walk those steps, embrace the mountain, realize its a being just like me, meaning its here being its mountain self, and in that embracement, enjoy as much as possible, while considering all the factors, I am actually traveling and going somewHere. Like its a process of living, you travel around this huge terrain in a matter of a few hours, the speeds and organization allows for a lot of movement, in conditions that humans are not at all use too, like extreme at times. Extreme as in like freezing temps, snow in the face, body being absolutely pushed to the max especially as one gets older.</span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span face="Arial, sans-serif"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span face="Arial, sans-serif">But there is no doubt that I can walk this, when i am in a decision of doing it, the act of deciding and living ones decisions has helped me with certainty in my path. Not to a perfection (until it is), though with self forgiveness i’ve been able to change my decisions, from one of reacting and recreating messes to correct my reactions and create myself in the moment, here, breathing, skiing, and being myself, figuring that out as its a given, cause i literally am giving myself in every moment to life as life is giving itself to me, so</span><span face="Arial, sans-serif"> it becomes this lovely dance, and i enjoy these moments. Nature in the still of winter in the mountains is indeed magical, to me anyways lol. Back to the point of my sharing about life and my ski life.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span>In this journey and adventure of a day of skiing, y</span><span>ou are always physical and focused when physically skiing, like that actual act of it. In that i found i can see with more ease and flow, i have grown in this point, but its been very enjoyable, the actual physical part cause it uses everything of yourself, you literally become part of the flow of the mountain, similar to boogie boarding or surfing on water. If i go out of focus, fuck my body usually feels it, this also when mind points come in like ego, becoming like a king of the world going off jumps i just should not lol.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span face="Arial, sans-serif"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span face="Arial, sans-serif">So you can injury yourself really bad while skiing specifically and even death, it’s important to stay focused, balanced, and stable, this is a great way to practice these living words similar to how self forgiveness grounds oneself to physical reality, living and being. Once i started doing self forgiveness, i found i was more at ease in the physical, though my mind was here and required </span><span face="Arial, sans-serif">direction, til this day. I am here.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span>But like all things life emerge and one become more natural, mastering a point of ‘weakness’ and in the meantime strengthening strengths of self. This is for all as one as equal, just a matter of getting self geared up for what is ahead, the proper gear is a must, gloves, hat (preferably helmet for better protection), coat, pants, goggles, underwear warmth, obviously skis, polls, a smile, and an open heart. Thats what i give, cause it is probably the most fun i have in my life, well one of many, but man it’s extraordinary being able to be fully physical, among the natural life of this earth rather untouched, and no worries but getting yourself safely down the mountain, while engaging all of yourself, which i am seeing is similar to like real pleasure of self, and taking everything in, see and hear what is happening, and i learn and figure things out, do sf, play, yeah its a great place to have fun and be kidlike for the adults, the act of sking and living in such a way, it in deed is a pleasure to me. Picture is of my nephew, we’re keeping up with him for sure, he’s fast :)</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; margin: 0in;"><span><br /></span></p>Support and educate yourself on the links shared:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.eqafe.com/">http://www.eqafe.com</a> - Check out the new unlimited subscription plan at Eqafe, it's fantastic!<br /><a href="http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com/">www.lite.desteniiprocess.com</a><br /><a href="http://www.destonians.com/">www.destonians.com</a><br /><a href="http://www.desteni.org/">http://www.desteni.org</a><br /><a href="http://www.earthhaven.org/">http://www.earthhaven.org</a><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0in;"><br /></p>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-21043803185135510782020-08-12T20:41:00.000-07:002020-08-12T20:41:59.787-07:00Survival and Isolation Self Forgiveness - Day 598<div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have my needs met, my life comfortable, my family safe, my friends cared for and welcomed, and not move beyond that into my family as the human race and everything that is here.</div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into an idea that I only have certain capacity to take care of myself and my reality in terms of my ‘world’ instead of seeing, realizing, and understanding that the world as a whole and all and everything within it is my world and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in my capacity with what I can do on a day to day basis abdicate responsibility to do more, push more, and ensure I am self honest within my assessments of myself and my reality I am living in.</div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to over extend myself to others to ensure I am doing something to help, not seeing, realizing, and understanding that I am deluding myself by believing that I am helping others when underneath that I am feeling lack inside myself because I have not done my utmost potential in my day to day living and know it, I am aware.</div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a point of self isolation so I have the least amount of stimulation from real life like interacting with people, where I face the truth of me, and thus isolate and distract myself with useless bullshit to waste time and in a way get a mcquick fix of energy as feeling good, while the world burn around me.</div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the thought that It’s just all too much, I can’t do it, it’s too tough, instead of getting real with myself in realizing that I am actually just not wanting to exert myself, not wanting to physically do it, and so I allow all sorts of excuses and justifications and time loops to play out, when in that time of complaint and wasting time, I could have just done something to support life as supporting myself in what is best for all life in a balanced and wholesome way for myself.</div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a hero feeling when I do stand up within myself and do something that is best for all, allow the ego feelings of getting off on the point that I am proud of instead of recognizing the point of accomplishment in real time as an assessment of where I am at in my process to birthing life, and use the balance of myself in relaxation be the moments where I let go and enjoy for a moment or express in a more free flow way that cause no harm.</div>
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I commit myself to stand in the living words of equality and oneness where I see all life from within myself as myself as an equal and one part of myself, and thus stand in there shoes as I do it for myself, understand the point as myself, prove it in my reality as a solution, and then share to stand and be able to give real value as life and true peace and life as living in what is best can be manifest as me.</div>
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<br />First though, I'd like to discuss a bit about the difference between the physical/natural world and the human mind/consciousness, this to the best of my ability based on what I have studied of the subject with desteni for the last 11 plus years and within my own personal journey within many sources the past 17 years, so it's been a lot of my life. I am no expert, but I have been studying diligently, and the main point I have found that cause a disruption between the natural physical world and the human being is the fact that there is a lack of connection from the human mind/consciousness we are particpating in and this physical existence as life source. As we look around us, there is a distinctive difference between the natural world and human being's system world, I would say it's more undeniably clear then not and I am seeing many would agree with me on this, humans world is distinct amongst all life here. The buildings made of concrete, the structures as boxes we live in, the boxes we move around in, and the boxes we locate in throughout the day and into our personal living spaces (if we are lucky and have money).<br />
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Otherwise, you are in the wild/natural world, this world though is beautiful and magnificent in it's creational wonders and mysteries as gifts of the ever pulse of life itself, our wild/natural world on this planet has become brutal. Survival is the functioning mechanism at the moment of our natural world as human's in our quest for consumption have degraded a lot of the natural order and laws of this physical world. This due to the fact that human's haven't realized and thus forgot who we are, part of the natural world, one and equal, and thus do in fact have the ability to live this as ourselves and amongst the natural world in peace and co-habitation simply by living the natural order and law of all of existence - treat all life as how you would like to be treated, give before you receive and thus no want as you will be fulfilled, and all life is one and equal and thus all life is only ever in consideration in what is best for all.<br />
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Human beings have lost that connection with ourselves as our life force/source by particpating in the mind consciousness system - thinking and reacting, and thus fell from grace and lost our connection with ourselves as life itself. The key is taking self responsibility for self in this moment, and finding the will within self to understand who one is as the mind/consciousness and your current behavior that is causing harm to yourself and so others, and changing it within self first. Proving that who you are to all life as all life is aware, that you will no longer cause harm and will in fact be part of the solution to the best of your ability, and live that.<br />
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So as a human being, the mind as our thoughts, emotions, and behaviors are a source point for the mind system machine inside us all and sucking dry the physical life source and thus our physical body until one day we die cause the body could no longer handle the stress and damage the mind was having on it. The body dies in doing it's utmost to live, the being within as the self is in shame and regret and will face oneself to the fullest degree in the afterlife. As Bernard spoke many times, this is our last life and there is consequence. The mind is a programmed system from within the interdimenionsal existence of ourselves which is our inner worlds, and is being powered by our very act of thinking in our heads, this is not to become afraid, but to understand the circumstances we find ourselves in because there is always solutions to this, the solution has been lived and is being taught through the #desteni networks, #earthhaven, and eqafe.com platforms.<br />
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This has been discussed throughout the eqafe and desteni material, through the portal and the participants who have expressed on topics of all parts of life and the mind consciousness system, thousands of videos, writings, and sharings on these points have been expressed over the last 15 years since the portal opened on youtube. There is a process of support and networks all ready to support you on this journey of self discovery and adventure, to eventually embrace the mind as self and use it as it was intended, a tool for self creation. Through the tools of self forgiveness and living the change that is best for all life, we can in fact start to restore the magnificence of self as a life being here and thus once again restore order on our beautiful home and mother earth and make peace with all the co-inhabitants of this earth. Peace is a different state of living and being, it takes many steps based on the state of where each human being is at and the extent of mind programming one has to walk through, though it is possible, as the impossible is simply the initial phase of the self creation process of i am possible.<br /><br />So do not fear, but start the first step, this is where i started and each being does on there journey to self as life, there are resources and support teams out there to help, so connect with us/me on facebook and lets help/support each other in loving and caring way. It took many years for myself to get into a relatively stable self, I am able to use the tools of desteni as self forgiveness to stabilize myself and get to a baseline grounding point, and it is worth every tear, sweat, and suffering that came about in this journey. We are capable, we are self responsible, we can make this world a place where our children in all walks of life are free. It's time. Enjoy self always and keep a balance of mental rest/relaxation through giving this to your physical self/body. Also, connecting to animals and nature is also great support for self balance, I highly suggest. Take care and big hug.<br />
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<br />Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-60018550397437995512020-05-20T21:25:00.000-07:002020-05-21T06:19:50.384-07:00Dolphins and Humans Can Be Friends - Earth Haven/Desteni Research - Day 596<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I don't know if this is the case for these dolphins, but it's cool to get a glimpse for a moment of how inter species on this planet can interact and live co-habitually, for this to manifest and be created for real with humans specifically and nature's absolute magnificence and beauty, we as the human being, each single one of us, must take self responsibility for one's thoughts, words, and actions. Any thing less then this such as reaction as blame or pointing fingers or fighting cause outflows of abuse and thus is unacceptable, so as a solution that has supported me out of the abuse and unacceptable-ness of myself I found self forgiveness.<br />
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This helped me understand myself in my ill behavior that caused harm, and so find the correction within the self forgiveness and living change. I am only speaking this way because i have been living these tools for the past 10 plus years, i am not preaching or trying to put anything onto you, i am more sharing my experience of what worked for me.<br />
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We all i know want peace in our lands, with our neighbors, with all the creatures of this land, cause these creatures equally have to survive, have partners and friends they live there days with, have children, aunts, uncles, grandparents, and close confidants, we are all beings here animal, human, forest alike. Though we need to walk the manifested consequence of what we face as fear and realize we are here and we are capable to change ourselves and so change our reality, which in turn will help others have examples of change, and we can start tipping the scales to solution oriented living and loving each other as neighbors and helping each other whenever it is needed no matter what cause we know in the same position i would like someone to help and teach me.<br />
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Let's use this pandemic and isolation to get real with self, and take action. Move self in the moments we have been gifted on this planet earth, our home and lets make it a safe haven for all. It's possible, let animals become your friends, the one's you don't like, start investigating why you are reacting, get common sensical with it, spiders are tiny little creatures that for the most part are harmless, you can research different spiders when you see them and get to know there species, flicking something away like a spider who is actually a living being that feels pain and going back to your candy crush game is not cool in any way shape or form. Nature and animals are pure beings in many ways and will mirror back who you are with a grace and stability that is only awe inspiring to me.<br />
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Check out the links of life and self support below, and let's connect, much work to do, but lets start enjoying ourselves and this earth in the principles of life as what is best for all as best for self and start creating the world we want our children to be safe and loved and cared for by all no matter what. Thanks all.<br />
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Through the experience of shame, this shame is when one do something in one's life that creates an outflow in one's behavior that cause harm and abuse in some way, and is in one's face, eventually when we do not in fact take self responsibility for our actions, these points of self compromise and regrettable actions will be lived out. We don't often consider or become aware of our shameful acts, I know before I was walking the <a href="http://www.desteniiprocess.com/">desteni i process</a>, I would not very much take note of the times where I did something to cause harm to another. And when I did, all i wanted to do was escape the event or the people and move onto something that made me feel good inside myself, though the shameful occurrence is a truth now and did in fact happen, this fact can't be denied forever. </div>
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So it's not going to go away, it can be suppressed and buried within, but doesn't ever go away and thus will in turn happen again through time because I did not learn from the last event and I didn't do anything to change the outcome to be something different. Thus in this terrible game I play with myself, i not only weaken and harm my own self integrity and self core as a Living being among all other life and life forms that reside among me, I harm and weaken others around, which creates rippled outflows from beings they will touch and integrate with, and thus exponential abuse is created by my one single action to abdicate responsibility and live out my self irresponsibility to change who I am to be able to stand the outflow of what is best for all, thus why not just face the shame and change myself to be a better human being here now, what better opportunity then the one's life gifts to us as our self experiences day in and day out, breathe by breathe. </div>
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At last, until I finally realized the power of self forgiveness and self will in the corrections of myself that is best for all in my self commitments statements, I did not realize the full and total impact my actions not only have on my mental, spiritual, and physical well being, but every other living thing I touch, which in fact is everything, cause self is one and equal to the physical and thus life itself within to the without. Shame I have found to see my false face and find the grace I was equally given by life itself, to give it another chance to see a better way and for me to take that opportunity and create something more and better for myself and so every being I will touch from that moment forward. So we have extraordinary impact in this life, for better or worse, this always defined and refined by self, and I highly suggest the desteni i process tools to work through who we are as shame and the outflows this creates. </div>
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This the kind of commitment I found was required to walk through my shameful acts and really self investigate who I am within myself to in fact give myself the ability to change in the next moments it could occur again. A never giving up on self's ability to learn and change and a point of self willingness to push into unknown territory and suffering in ways, this when one finally face the shame of self and build up the self empowerment of proven living change to do better for oneself and others, you become a being who is not moved, can move self and direct self into eternal life by living and creating for oneself life to others as how you would want it best for yourself.<br />
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Also, a willingness to push oneself always beyond what one thought possible, this I found doesn't have to be an extreme type experience, but to in the moments that open up in your day to day life when you face a challenge, to walk through the fear and face the challenge....and build on this each and every day, to each and every moment it opens up in your world. I am not saying this is all you do all day long, no, just be aware of yourself in your day to day moments and start learning how you operate, the mechanics of self. So working with the moments that bring me shame and I started to become aware of these moments by actively taking self responsibility, I found the point of building oneself up over time, slow but sure, with consistency is the most efficient and effective way to just get it done. It's a slow process, but highly interactive and fascinating, and this i found the gift in living the word shame. </div>
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Shame I have redefined as being ashamed - a- sham (false) - e (expression), so it's a false face I am putting on within myself to mask the real evil (= live in reverse) of who I am being and how I am living in moments with myself and so into moments with others in my actual physical everyday moments. Most of the abuse is in specific personality types I have accepted and allowed to live out, such as self inferiority, self righteousness, ego patterns, and much more, though it was patterned and over time I learned my self abusive patterns through the tools and practice daily of listening to eqafe.com, applying self forgiveness in writing and out loud, and commitment statements for myself through learning from writing each forgiveness statements I made. This so the next time I face this shame and stopping the compounding of abuse, I had a directive in my awareness that I spoke or wrote and was able to redirect my living into a way forward that is best for myself and so best for all I meet. So the shift happens in awareness from the mind disturbances to what and how can I change my physical living to be more efficient in my living mechanics of myself, the way I operate, and how my thoughts, words, and actions has a rippled exponential effect for better or worse. </div>
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And I repeated this over and over until I was satisfied with my self honesty within myself in the process point I was practicing changing. I followed my gut and now recognize this as my self core, self honesty, inner voice, sanctuary that I have created within myself. This inner guide and self honesty support with how to move in my reality, what is best to do, how best can I support live, and where can i make a difference to be a better me, more efficient, more impactful is key to self creation i have found in a way that benefit all. </div>
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The sky of life is the limit as far as I am concerned, and within the limits of life principle in what is best for all, certainly heaven on earth can be created by correcting the inner mechanics of self into the outer by common sense self sustainability in taking self responsibility for one's actions. Being ashamed is difficult yes, but I see it as a gift to my highest potential as motivation to move from what I know to be not who I really am into the being that I know i can be, the best of myself as I give myself to others the best I am able to and living this until its proven in the physical. </div>
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<br /><br />Shame<br /><br />I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be indebted in the emotional experience of shame in the sense of weakening my life force as a point of punishment and harshness against who i am as a being when i accept and see i have allowed this experience of shame to be manifest as a being i have become that harms and abuse myself as life, where instead of punishing and diminishing me, i learn from this experience once and for all as the experience of doing harm onto another and within that allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the life/being of the other which is equal and one to me, and through this understanding and learning, once and for all change myself to stand as the living solution as who i am to no longer accept and allow this harm and abuse of self and so others to be done again, living the statement enough is enough.<br /><br />I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to within shame desire to drown in it and experience myself as the most evil and worst being that exist, when i see, realize, and understand the real grace and integrity is within who i am and how i will stand up within myself in the gift that is the shame experience of the emotional baggage that accompanies it to stand within it as my self responsibility to stop in all ways my thoughts, my words, and my actions that creates and outflows within to the without any form of harm that is done onto another and cause another to experience themselves less then what is best for all.<br /><br />I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create an experience within me where i abdicate my responsibility to change who i am within my core as my self honest being awareness as i am fully and understand and realize my full responsibility for every word i speak, every thought i have, and every action i make is equal and one and will create an exponential outflow for better or worse that will create abuse as my outflow or will create a life giving measure that i have equally given to myself as i walk the change process within myself to the without to never allow and accept self abuse and thus allow the abuse of my actions, thoughts, and words to be done onto my world and physical reach, and so within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be abusive and harmful within my own mind and within my own thoughts toward myself, and thus accept and allow these abuses to be lived out in my reality onto others because i am not changing this experience within myself due to fear, laziness, and/or lack of will.<br /><br />I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to run away from the experience of shame as emotional energy i experience within my body as i stand within my self core and realize i am no longer standing within the self as what is best, but allowing and accepting the thoughts of abuse and harm to be participated in within me and lived out in my actions as spite, manipulation, fear, and abdicating my responsibility for who i am within and as my thoughts, words, and deeds.<br /><br />I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live as a statement of who i am in my living that i don’t have the will to change my abusive behavior and so continue to live self abuse and self harm which will be lived out in my reality as abuse and harm to others, and thus i forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see the gift in the shame experience and through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not yet have the will to once and for all stop this behavior of self harm and move into a correction process of my self core self honesty where i know the truth of me and who i am, and so do whatever it takes to stop self abuse and live the solution for self in what is best for all so my life beingness can manifest in my highest potential and thus become a plus one for life here in what is best for all as i realize i am the creator of myself and thus my reality as me.<br /><br />I commit myself to see the emotional experience of shame as a point of support and use this experience to confirm and apply in my living application of who i am within my inner self core to the without to no longer accept and allow this experience of abdicating my responsibility to change myself in my highest honor as what is best for self and so standing and living this as my living declaration of who i am in my reality as a being that supports all in what is best for all as i have proven it within myself to do what is best for self as i change the experience of outflow that created the emotional experience of shame as self abuse to stop and live the solution as my living thought, word and deed until proven in my living reality that i have changed and the shame experience is no longer present as me. <br /><br />I commit myself to live the word grace as a grateful pace where i stand in gratefulness when this experience of shame comes through and immediately within this grace apply my self commitments of living self forgiveness to forgive myself for the errors of my ways that cause evil in my reality, which is living what is best in reverse, causing harm and abuse as my outflow and using the grace of life to walk the change process i have been gifted to no longer allow this abuse to be lived ever again. <br /><br />I commit myself to stop all thoughts within myself of self abuse as harm and ill will onto myself in my thoughts, by immediately in real time application apply self forgiveness and changing my actions to stand in the commitments of life giving self, as a way to live in what is best as i learn and understand myself through the for-giveness i give to myself and so can equally give to others as i prove within who i am that i am worthy of life and worthy of standing within and as my self honesty self core point to be an example as life as i have proven and lived this for myself first and foremost in my direct reality and within my self core self honesty point where i prove and so stand as the example in what is best for all as what is best for me.<br /><br />I commit myself to stop the errors of me as shameful acts, which i have redefined as the a-sham-expression, and start living the real self of who i am as a life giving being that has changed my living will from self harm and self abuse to self care and self love in a grace of giving me the opportunity to forgive and live again in what is best as i learn and grow through my breathes as a being that can stand and support myself to live here in what is best in what is common sense and supports self in my own living application and then by the grace of life here give this understanding and learning of my living to others as a gift as i have given to myself.<div>
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For me the expression of the yin and yang is the 'masculine' and 'feminine' expression of ourselves, this most would have a picture pop up of a male human being, maybe in a uniform or a business suit representing the 'masculine' word and for the 'feminine' word represented by a beautiful women in a sultry dress and ready for the town. And for me for many many years, this also was how I saw the words yin/yang, male/female, basic static pictures in my head. <br /><br />Though once one start the process with self-forgiveness and living change that is best for all in self-honesty, which is the desten-i-process, one eventually will come to realize and see more within and as these natures, expressions, and living words of the masculine and feminine. So for me, I have realized these words are not just words but can be moved into expressions of oneself in a way of living in a new or refreshed way for instance. Like for me, I never much categorized myself as a feminine woman, yes I am a woman, but I did not see me as this picture in my mind of this beautiful, sultry woman and thus I believed then I am not a feminine woman. So it was an idea created in my mind of what I had to do to be a feminine women instead of understanding and realizing that it is not a picture i have to become to be feminine, but a way of existing, being that can incorporate the strengths and expression of the feminine design within this world and existence.<br /><br />I found the masculine expression is similar to a blueprint or infrastructure, holding the placement for the feminine expression to merge and join in as the movement and flow of the creative expression that colors the blueprint infrastructure with creative ability. Through this with the support of each one holding the balance of who they are within and without, one get a balance of the expressions in a cohesive and ever-expanding way to give life and receive it equal and one. <br /><br />I found within my own process, I as a female within my reality had to step up within myself in confidence, creative skill, stability, reason, logic, and truth and meet the male counterpart within me and within my reality on a balance equal level, where the male within this equation has to become humble to meet the female on an equal balance level, where he is able to interact and receive the creative expression of the female in her movements and flow. <br /><br />So there is a meeting in the middle so to speak I have found within my own self as the masculine and feminine within me, the 'ego' of the mind/masculine within and the 'suppressed' expression of my own self worth and self-respect, and redefining and living my own self-expression within these two expressions, I have found I was able to come to a balanced medium within my living reality. Where now I am able to move from one to the other with ease and express or become stable in moments where I see fit to walk as such, so stepping up as the feminine expression within me as my passions, my expressions in living words, my flow as a river of life into the extended lands of the masculine structure and support networks to be creative and see and live with and as my creation in wonder and awe. And be a plus one as the building and leader of the future to come for all in what is best, standing more in the masculine expression as blueprint, planning, and building the 'new' world we would like to live in and have our children live in. The balance of the inner dance of the yin and yang, silenced in-breath and lived in what is best for all through one's self-responsible expression. <div>
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Continuing with the process of opening up and redefining the word child and adult for myself, and how I see it best to be lived in what would be best for all. I am reflecting on my own process of how I have come to understand this word and living of these words child and adult for myself based on who and how I have walked within the desteni I process that I have been diligently walking for the last 10 plus years. The desteni process I have found is important with supporting me with a foundation point to be able to indeed redefine this word child and adult to be child and wise child, because it’s the process I have found of the adult being birthed again as the child of existence and from there one walk into the ability to respond to reality directly and so learn the way of this physical world and reality, the laws, how it’s designed, engineered, and structured, and within this how to be able to stand in the stead of another and raise this other to be a wise child, holding onto the wondrous nature of the child in this world as well as harnessing and using to all’s benefit the understanding through experience to live in a way of harmony and symbiosis to support oneself as all as best possible, thus the adult birthing as the child of existence through the desteni of the universe which is the desteni i process becomes the child of existence and through time and space becomes and creates the wise child, which will be what self create as there legacy. <br />
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This all will be cyclical of course, so one will indeed individually walk the process of becoming the adult, which is the a dull in one’s location point as the adult’s in this world currently are living disconnected and void of the understanding and so example of giving the child they create into a being that honors life and so stands for solutions that are best for all. Now a days and in the past, we see that this world was not created in symbiosis, support for all, understanding of natural order, and doing what is best, we have lived mostly in survival, fear, brutality, and death, and thus our children are not becoming the solution as we have hoped, they are becoming the a dull, meaning arousing little interest, lacking liveliness, boring, they are not operating in the means in which we as life are meant to and have the potential to live, which is like a child, innocent, engaging, alive, here, present, curious, adventurous, wild, carefree, freedom, independent, and much more, this point of child in our reality is a gift that has been given to ourselves from life itself to once again see self in a pure form and through that learn how to live in a way that supports all, as this will support oneself and so one’s child as well cause you can take care of it and know when it goes it indeed will expand in all ways possible as self has given that gift of self. <br />
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Without though understanding the how to take care of a child properly in this world, one will have difficulty transcending this dullness that occurs to ourselves when we come to adult hood, not everyone in this world does this, but the majority of us do, meaning we settle, we go into the system, survive, don’t question ourselves, don’t question the status quo of this world, don’t question why we accept and allow the annihilation of billions of people, animals, plant species, our clean environment/natural cycles in our eco-living system, and much more. We go into the idea that we are not enough, we can’t do it, we are not smart enough, good enough, there is not enough resources, money, knowledge, but when push comes to shove for myself, what always comes up within me in these moments were I have to face what I am doing to my own inner child and any and all children I meet in this life that I can potential support in a way of what is best for all life, what I do when I don’t stand and essentially let that spark of life that we all see in children’s eyes get snuffed out within me when I settle for a mediocre life, a settled life in the system, a life that is not what is best, this in essence is what the adults in this world have done, we have snuffed out the life within the children to come cause we have essentially done this to ourselves over generations of time and programming. But things have changed, life has emerged in the most unlikely of places and spaces, and is here, standing, with and aligned with all children to come to be able to stand as guardians of not only the children's lives to be best for all, but equally so the home and land in which we were birthed from is lively, enjoying, expressing, and aligned in symbiotic relationships that are supportive and life giving always in all ways.<br />
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So it’s a switch of perception I have found into a single focus of what is best for all life in oneness and equality as what would be best for self, and through the tools at desteni and eqafe explained in unbelievable detail over hours of material resources (<i>this source a few of many, but here I see desteni i process my tree of life, my root system from which who i am as a being from this point of starting my process is growing from, so it's a foundational platform to support one to stand as life and essential i have found if one walk this journey with what is here, which I highly recommend</i>) you too can become the steward of the children to come, making them grow from child to wise child as the adult in essence births themselves equally so as the child of existence from a dull location point one was walking into the wonderment of living as a child of existence and through this process of self forgiveness and living the change, one become and so can stand as a support for the children that are here to become wise in the sense that they know and have examples of how to live to be there highest potential, along with and aligned and integrated as best possible with all life around them as oneself, as one's example, as one has done it for themselves, and so now can stand and give the gift to another of self creation. </div>
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This is a journey and a process, though this particular structure I have seen as a pattern for myself of the journey I have walked and now can say am able to stand for the children in my care and to come to be able to give them wisdom to live there best self and truly be able to live life here in joy and peace and prosperity for all life as we know it. And for all life children to come as our future selves, long live ourselves in the best life has to offer. </div>
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<a href="http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com/">www.lite.desteniiprocess.com</a> - Beginner Course in Desteni I Process<br />
<a href="http://www.eqafe.com/">http://www.eqafe.com</a> - Library of Existence<br />
<a href="http://www.destonians.com/">www.destonians.com</a> - Desteni Group Support Network<br />
<a href="https://www.facebook.com/groups/DesteniUniverse/">https://www.facebook.com/groups/DesteniUniverse/</a> - Desteni Group Facebook Page<br />
<a href="https://www.facebook.com/WLthroughgarbseyes">https://www.facebook.com/WLthroughgarbseyes</a> - My Personal DIP Sharing<br />
<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">http://www.desteni.org</a> - Main Website<br />
<a href="http://www.patreon.com/earthhaven">www.patreon.com/earthhaven</a> - Life Community Building Network<br />
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I am looking at within these next few blogs to explain how I see the structuring of the word child, adult, and family unit in a sense in a way that supports all involved and what is best for all in it’s outflow in times to come. I am walking this process currently within myself in many ways, and through this process of self understanding and self expansion in these words as me I have come to find some interesting expressions and realizations have come up in me that has supported me greatly. I have found an expression of gentleness, love, care, and for lack of a better word softness has started exuding out of me as my core self sharing I would say or like beingness expression as been described in many recordings at Eqafe.com is starting to be physically lived as I live my forgiveness and correction process of who I am as a life being. So I have found it important that these expressions of the feminine alignments has been explored and understood within me and so for me to develop along with the more masculine expressions I was more naturally aligned to as a child as structure, groundedness, and physical drive. So for myself, I have as of recent years been finding myself more feeling balanced and stable in these two balancing expressions within self as the masculine and feminine expressions and so this I am seeing has been supporting me to see this 'new' way of living the word child and adult to child and wise child.<br />
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Though, please be reminded that we all have within our self presence these two expressions in varying degrees, they are just laying dormant or over-exemplified in ways as one live in this world and through the mind consciousness system, I have found through walking the desteni process these two expressions of the masculine and feminine are coming more into balance and symbiosis and thus allowing me to stand in support of what is here as this physical living reality as my physical location point (for more on this understanding check out this interview on eqafe - https://eqafe.com/p/different-locations-reptilians-part-503). The expressions of the ying and yang can be explained and should be in other blogs, this though is not the point of this series of blogs I am writing out here, this series of blogs is based on looking at the word adult and child, but in blogs to come I will explore more these relationships of male/female and how I have integrated them more in my personal process with the desteni tools.<br />
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So back to child and wise child as child and adult redefinitions. Starting with the word Child, which if looked at it in the direct physical reality is the smaller, less experienced version of the adult in this world. We see no difference in terms of ability and reasoning skills in terms of growth and development as a life being between the two, one in essence is just further along in the journey we call life. So within this journey location point in the life cycle of the human in this current life we find ourselves in, the adult has more of a responsibility to stand and so support the child to be able to understand and so live the ‘laws’ of this planet earth. As there is indeed a natural order and balance that exist here in this physical world, if one need to understand this study more the circle of life in the natural world, nature and animal kingdoms how they function and exist within themselves and each other as species, an example would be trees and fungus's relationship.<br />
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Of course we also have the ‘current’ way the system operates with survival in place as the current functioning of how this system moves we have called 'human modern' civilization, this is what I call the ‘old’ way of walking the world system, this ‘old’ way will eventually be replaced with the ‘new’. The ‘new’ is where each one reading this comes in, we as the ‘new’ are in the process of creating that ‘new’ and one have to realize within this process of creating the ‘new’ you as the self have a responsibility to not only the children to come, but any and all children that come into your care in this current moment and the moments to come until you pass onto the next next chapter of your existence, and anyone for that matter you meet in your reality to support and assist them as best you are able to. This is the natural law and order of this reality as the life principles of what is actually governing and existing this world/life/physical existences, essentially ALL of us here. It is in service of all through and as self, giving and then receiving without want, this the 'extra-ordinary' of life I have found.<br />
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This understanding and alignment back into living self responsible being in relation to the natural physical order of this planet is what is being walked at ‘Desteni’ and ‘Eqafe’, there is much that is required in regards to educating self on this 'body' of existential material I have found in these sources, though this is a self journey and at the end of the day you have the tools of self forgiveness, self honesty, self investigation, self correction, and aligning self here in what is best for all as what is best for self in breath as all as one as equal. And with anything the first step is all that is needed to get started, and yet the point of keeping up with the stepping after that is a will in self strength in who you are as life, and within that one will walk through the door and start your process, only you can do this, though there is many who will stand in your stead until you can do it for yourself, the journey to life is being walked here and the support networks you'll find within the desteni group and networks will always be here, so reach out, educate, and participate, it's all here for you to explore. And as with the children of this world, we learn to explore in pure enjoyment and innocence, this is key to remember as one delve in to the self correction process, don't forget to have fun, relax, and breathe ;)<br />
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This self journey of self purification (which is supported with Desteni I Process) is key in the redefining and living of the word child and adult in a way that is of support for self as one align and walk the words to support all life in what is best. This I have been looking at and working with as a point of self creation and how I would see and want to live these words for myself and for others to be one day manifest, this is my passion so to speak, what I am willing into this reality, if it is created I know it’ll be best for all as best I saw it in my journey at this moment in time. I am truth in this point for self and thus I am living my self honesty in what is best for all as best I am able to and so it'll be created as I am the creator, created, and creation. Same with the human life span, the creator as the adult, the created as the child, and the creation as the wise child. And thus a trinity is formed and a symbiotic relationship that restores order and balance to the physical and thus heaven on earth can manifest in this point lived.<br />
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So I suggest you check out the links below if you haven’t yet, and join me as I walk and explore the redefining and living words of the word child and adult into child and wise child in blogs to come!<br />
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<a href="http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com/">www.lite.desteniiprocess.com</a> - Beginner Course in Desteni I Process<br />
<a href="http://www.eqafe.com/">http://www.eqafe.com</a> - Library of Existence<br />
<a href="http://www.destonians.com/">www.destonians.com</a> - Desteni Group Support Network<br />
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<a href="https://www.facebook.com/WLthroughgarbseyes">https://www.facebook.com/WLthroughgarbseyes</a> - My Personal DIP Sharing<br />
<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">http://www.desteni.org</a> - Main Website<br />
<a href="http://www.patreon.com/earthhaven">www.patreon.com/earthhaven</a> - Life Community Building Network</div>
Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-4066931216857916322019-09-04T21:51:00.000-07:002019-09-04T21:51:34.423-07:00Courage - A Guide to Self Creation - Day 590<br />
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One of the important points I have found within the reforming of who I have been into who I am creating myself as is the point of courage. I have recently started to recognize and understand myself as this living word, how I shape myself within and as the confines of the word structure of being courageous in my living and what does that mean for me? What I found innate within the word courage is the words core gauge. <br />
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Core Gauge is a point of self-honesty self here check-in, especially when i am in a point of no return, such as making a decision on a point of great consequence, how courage has supported me through was referencing and understanding myself within my core gauge. This core is the point of reference within and as me as the 'inner voice' of my self-honesty life beingness point, this is the point of self that I have found supports with living your highest potential to become and align with the life principle of doing what is best for all in oneness and equality. <br />
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There is always a decision to make in life, they come in waves or they could come like a thief in the night, out of the blue and unexpected, regardless of the circumstance one finds themselves in, the self of who one is has to make a decision on how to live and exist as one move in this world. <br />
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What I realized within walking the desteni i process through my mind designs and patterns in self-interest into a being who is able to walk self-correction, is that the keys of self creation are here, they are within and as everything that exists yet the self within it all has to find the keys and unlock the puzzle existing within self. And yes in a way it is like a puzzle finding the different pieces lying around the floor and having to specifically find the spot through many trial and errors that will eventually fit. Until one day the puzzle is done within and you are a complete being, whole and able to direct oneself soundly within the principles of life. The keys are already laid out and gifted within the process with desteni and eqafe, self forgiveness, self investigation, self honesty, self commitment writing, and living the change that is best on repeat until it is done and you remain. <br />
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Courage by redefining and living it within who I am as my core gauge, gauging within me on what decision I will make is of utmost importance that I always align it to the best of my ability to be of life in what is best for all. So for me there is no reason not to make it this life, to create a world that is best for all because I am walking this within myself until it's done, this point of determination and understanding of who I am in my core gauge, that I am life, I am worthy of life, and I will create this life I see I would like into my physical everyday life is indeed how I function. I push myself to walk the core gauge of myself, checking in with my being, my self honesty, my life point within me, and getting the necessary understanding to make changes for myself that will result in a world that is best for all. It's very simple in its understanding and mechanics, what I have found is that the mind within me as the self-interest and ego, can get the better of me and I go into compromise. This too also part of the process of learning who you are this life and growth will surely be forthcoming. <br />
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So courage has been a guide for me in a way, not to be afraid of having to stand in courage which has been my past beliefs, but to embrace it as myself and find the solutions within me to live as who I am for the betterment of all life as in principle that'll always support self, common sense reasoning and living. <br />
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Grateful for this journey of self-expression within living this word courage. <br />
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<a href="http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com/">www.lite.desteniiprocess.com</a><br />
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When I look at the word physical and my experience within
it, I see that for most of my life I have never considered the actual point of being
a physical being, who we are as life here as the physical, it’s been something
that has never been in my awareness. Yes, I realized that we are on earth and
the physical world is what we live in and with to make us be alive, but since
walking with desteni and understanding more of the scope and depth of what the
physical actually is, it has been an eye-opening experience to say the least.
And what has really been interesting is the realization that the physical world
is simple, it is direct, here, in the moment, as everything is all ways in the
principle of oneness and equality in what is best for all. Here direct as the
moment alive, working with our own physical capabilities, our own physical mind
and mental systems we have created as consciousness programs, we are in fact
the living creation, yet we have never realized we are this or more
specifically forgotten that we have done this. <o:p></o:p></div>
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We have forgotten ourselves as the life principle lived, it
is mathematical, specific in it’s application, but within that there is
freedom, acceptance, understanding, integrity, and much more. You can’t I have
found put a definition on this creation principle, it is ever-flowing and ever
moving, and when aligned to life here in what is best, it is the stuff of
dreams, really interesting living experiences have been opening up for me.
Things that I have always desired and wanted for myself are starting to
manifest, and I have attested it to my living application for the past 10 years
of self-forgiveness and living change in these very simple principles, being
self honest as best possible, never giving up, holding the life principle of self
as what is best within self, cherish yourself as life, and then expanding that
out to the world you touch. It’s been extraordinary, yet difficult at the same
time. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Difficult in the sense that it’s been a process of
challenges, I have faced many demons of mine and still to this day have the
threat of facing these points, yet, what I have held dear to myself and to what
is here and has shown true in my own living experience is life is merciful if
one act in this way to others as self. Who you are within your living within yourself
and within the without, voices volumes of information to the universe and those
supporting in the process of life in what's best on all levels big and small. This is a
process of existence that is being walked and we are here together within it
all, to support and show ourselves and each other how to live in harmony and
peace. and this is through living principled within self as who you are as your
best self through self-forgiveness and living change, and through this one will
see life emerge within and without. It’s extraordinary because life can not be
pinned down, it cannot be tamed, it can not be touched within the honor that
resides within what is here as this point of self emergence as life. <o:p></o:p></div>
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So I am starting to explore for myself this physical reality,
who I am as a physical being, how the self is as life as who I am as principled
living in what is best, through living self-forgiveness and change. These
simple points of support have changed my life in the most extraordinary of ways
it’s hard to put into words. So I have been honored in this process tenfold
and as I have been given so you will be given as well as you stand as life and
do what is best. You change your living in your highest self, you align to what
is best for all in your life. There is challenges I still face, but stability
and self-trust become self and within this, no one can touch. So it’s a self-creation process unknown to not even the universe, all options are open, all
possibilities, all opportunities, and do not fear because you are everything,
use integrity and stand in your highest potential and you will be good.<br />
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This
is what I have found as a point of support for me to face the unknown, it helps
me to keep moving and forging forward. I also see it as an adventure and fun, playing
as life as the child I am of this universe and discovering myself, seeing it
for what it is within a child’s point of view, they definitely have something
to share and have been diminished for far to long. It is time we stand as life
for the children to come, stand up once and for all, and live what is best for
all within and without. It’s time to stand in the physical as your directive
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Today I had a moment where I realized how much I have been allowing myself to react to my reality, react to the people in it, react to the noises, the hiccups, the interruptions, the pace, there is reactions everywhere, this is because it has become so easy to just react, release the built-up energy, and give into the experience of what it is I am facing in a way of self compromise and self insecurity. There is the motion of it, there is no effort, it comes, I live into the reaction, boom I am the reaction, and then I start creating myself into that reaction. The havoc that is lived out from the moment I decided to live into the reaction is unpredictable in it's scope and measure, once the energy has died out and I have 'calmed' down from the events playing out, I go into guilt, shame, and regret for what I had just participated in.<br />
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And then the cycle repeats, and one creates another round of emotional havoc on the body and in one's environment, potentially causing irreversible damage and consequence, which creates the spiraling into guilt, shame, and regret once again. The only point that I have found that has led me to ignore or forget the inevitable pattern of abuse I live out when I live into reactions is space and time, it moves slower and we have allowed the forgetfulness of our past to become part of who we are, who we have become, but how can we actually forgot something we have created in this reality? We must know deep down that this never goes away, who we are is recorded in our flesh and so we will face who have become in this life and if necessary the next. Though we are the creators so we can 'pretend' and so live as the 'I have forgotten my own abusive behavior' pattern, which will cycle the repeated pattern of abuse I continually accept and allow as my creation here in this life/reality and our home, it repeat and repeat until we stop, until we say no more, and we actually live the change to be a better version as self. Understand this is a self process, no one else, but self, so get in tune with who you are, your inner voice, the voice of life that is you, cherish that as that will be your guide in self-honesty, your beingness essentially is what I see it as for now.<br />
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What is different and empowering about the <a href="http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com/">Desteni process</a> that I have yet to find in other sources is the actual understanding and living of the knowledge of how to be a better human being in this world, who supports and nurtures all life equal and one to one's own life, how to physically, actually figure this out and do it. The step by steps are laid out in this site along with the other networks associated with desteni, those who are willing and ready to walk this jounrey will do so, nothing will stand in life's way in this regard. The question always comes back to self in who am I? Who are you? That is the question indeed. So one can indeed then implement and commit to the path of life, what is best for all as oneself by practicing the principles of self honesty, self forgiveness, self introspection, and self commitment, actually apply this, live it, and not give up until you have gotten it, it is all here, as the question is asked, the anwser will appear. This has been extremely true in my process, life is a gift, an adventure, and fun along with the reality always that it is in need of immediate change into equal life for all, never losing sight of this point until it is here and self is as one and equal with all.<br />
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These principles or living words that is here and taught/practiced in the desteni process and on <a href="http://eqafe.com/">eqafe</a> intersect and split apart the cyclical patterns of abuse that I have accepted and allowed to playout in my life, it creates a 'remembrance' of who one is in one's action in the past because self was present in those moments, getting a grip and understanding of who one is, why one is, where one needs to go to be a better version, and the steps are walked step by step to become and emerge as the better version you saw the potential you could be, this is seen in the self forgiveness and self-commitment statements. This is the path to life, eternal life, and a world that is best for all, it's in the individual into the the collective equal and one as self.<br />
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It is easy to live into energy, live into the reactions, live into the mind, but this is only because we have made it a habit, it's become ingrained, and thus can be undone and how about we make our habits where I as self-support myself to be the best I can be as me as my every breath in my everyday life and we all do this? Where the better version of ourselves where those who seek help and support from are here, willing, able, and educated on how to be of support to stand as an example as the best possible potential one can be, and so one becomes a teacher and a leader in this regard of what one themselves have mastered in the principles of life, being an example of what is possible and what we erroneously allowed ourselves to forget, we are the gift, we are life. To be a master, one has to walk 10000 steps or do 10000 hours of a task. Are you willing to start this journey? Are you on your way? I can tell you all the steps in the world are worth more than any path of least resistance in giving into reaction, creating harm, and being the lesser version of a being you know you can be.<br />
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How about our habit is to give life and thus receive it equally so? Live the words 'give' first, and so receive without want as you are creating it within the act of giving itself, it is a beautiful thing and creates real beauty in this life. This journey I am eternally grateful for especially for all those who have come before to stand in my stead as I give to myself the ability to stand and do what is best in self honesty, self forgiveness, and living my change for all life to be one and equal until it's done and so do this for others as I have been given.<br />
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Support and educate yourself on the links shared to live your best self:<br />
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<a href="http://www.eqafe.com/">http://www.eqafe.com</a> - Check out the new unlimited subscription plan at Eqafe, it's fantastic!<br />
<a href="http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com/">www.lite.desteniiprocess.com</a><br />
<a href="http://www.destonians.com/">www.destonians.com</a><br />
<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">http://www.desteni.org</a><br />
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Continuing with living this word for myself, i wrote some sf and a <a href="https://l.facebook.com/l.php?u=https%3A%2F%2Fgarbrielleslifejourney.blogspot.com%2F2019%2F04%2Fextreme-working-with-extremes-in-mind.html%3Ffbclid%3DIwAR0eIztM4tK_UD9o5pqbWhX4D6tBowSYZE0BrCnRaJ2CFnrg1NGaQJvliao&h=AT01g_csQ9LNk-IzI7aYWprvQEVgnSyCTjomO4NlcpptCOoBcWECZhwhQnSZYmAMTWm39cmZRS4Rg9izir5Xp32548d3-XDFDiM4FUd_y_dEoRVCOxsBV8Dkretm0wvOOkZxgggLErdBVD6TPQtzYiY192nMhpym1btl0TN3Qu98VKUjdysHJtzteEdB4Wevy2rqHnBfxuVSgKgFU1yK53B9bitO3vsO3e5hGUNznpQ_0Q8zxcewM2gw3liB9K7TQnoDqpP5fwihwdULhUswhpHVb4BMsq_CIdFjwu_ed3OgmD6Z8HjrENIZ-WmoOs3Dur0Ig5juWrYuJwj1jdRbiiX_D1pRJMeKMR2_Ciau7BlvnCKXnMZ_0nLetLcu1CH1lmmNDzyulevJF-jsDiBA1F-2_bq8oAuWJjWmb_MRcr38wf_X8WXu6SFu_wtSRCgq11uxzJZhlDt4jBn8UW7oKI2mD0YKE8GDzZGMNyy4m0mXkksDdGXF-9mGG7rDHQ-QvWgigkFcXCk2i8Ysfkr21vTEUMaW1N2LgJYIZvH4W-yn0V7zW7XlP55RY0eJRFTsqMuiqiV9ydk6ReD1XNU-gfuIrsv69Uh2E3h_Ix1kDEN3D3a_KfawVSbdo36m9rhnIU89jRGZjNX7ky4BxtrS">blog last night</a> on this word and the programming within it, and found it was due to the extremes of energy distractions i have lived into in the positive as indulging in these feelings, being happy, being excited, being curious, being elated, ect. in a way how i physically stand within these points in my body is it's a rush to my head from my solar plexus/stomach area in many cases and warm sensations come over my body and within my head area i am following a line of thoughts, pictures, and im off somewhere in my mind in a way distracting me from the self responsibility I am to face, understand, and change within walking my desteni i process of self forgiveness, self honesty, and living change until it is done.</div>
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The polarity of these extremes has been wanting to rebel against the system and those i blame for creating it, underneath that I found deep petrification of survival and death, so still working through these memories, though the realization and change process i am seeing to walk and in a way have redefined this word extreme to be from the outer world as my behaviors through the mind as separation in positive chase for the experience of feeling good for a moment and so balancing it out with the negative experiences of most fear, instead flipping the script and working with the word from the within to the without of self.</div>
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I am redefining the word extreme to be an inner fire, passion, that point of life essence that is burning inside of me, pushing, gentle yet in the ultimate strength of never giving up, never giving up on life here in what is best, and using that will as self as my realization and understanding of who i am as life, as the source, as the solution into my expression for all to learn from, be supported by as I have been supported, and creating life here, through the worst, coming through the ashes like a phoenix, that life force that makes it possible to breath and live, that is what extreme i will live, for life, the passion and fire that burns within to use as a force for what is best as my own self will, as my own living word, as who i am in all ways until it is done.</div>
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Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-84802789673166813952019-04-25T20:37:00.002-07:002019-04-25T20:54:00.678-07:00Extreme: Working with the Extremes in the Mind to Life - Day 586<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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We had a chat on this word extreme that you can find <a href="https://l.facebook.com/l.php?u=https%3A%2F%2Fdestonians.com%2Fdisarming-the-word-extreme-self-forgiveness-group-session%2F%3Ffbclid%3DIwAR0dlXenul02jqd6KHZbUqXXU8sYo8eSXM-aMo7vBEZBhE8lrSUgTuZeNlg&h=AT3lI-_7Av3E5BNJzDQF55AmLamn1jttLcXIFjsXuNeUq1lLZQIUqMYnp_6VituudTYDXsbDNiPuReRdhkY1NtXqRxuzVLE8mxmwoLm5U6iOVTbx1tXlQkirFQX-N8CzJUTR0Ymfrp4n5SHcOvlboobjSo0dsU4-w3Mw9pTms3gWe1eb2RosmGe1-vPFkBUUot96Y75Vbb7Jff3L4nJb4gCo2YYUNytDhCL0uns9LEk_--R78eAFFI7WhpVECW9rdyw8AMwn0tjn1almyU6Ya8D8mXf3Mk5mM1pCmFhH7KKqyhmulKzYLW2KpjT06qRuufTp1N598YmBkTzmOX2y4r0_HhwQ908HbQP-a_23aeW6y4DZ0GvVi_RWSWNBDbLzLiDBg1lDR0C-zxRkG6Nx3GjiEibrvbBCHTWhVNzNaS0fCBDd8suMCgeGlgELdJ7qu44LYWthsZpW0o6j1hM4gAuYzg4Bt9UL9J-eBmbniQd5_rnB-YGrCM018XLMArvTWURGyvZeHTn9inb2_RM9H82ORt5Oos1rYGN5byBv1TW2iZTxuf2vj4fK1IdvR2q24Sj2Bbym3wwH9kMtDrhVJWVGxQSZYkIWqfjCvdO-6lGUUf9VTUC1u7p1feyZ8ykzPVHKvJM">here</a>. We all wrote out self-forgiveness on this point and then corrections, for me I found the word was in relation to getting an ego boost in seeing it as a word I define myself by being a rebel, going against the system, and within that blaming and judging the ‘system’ for what it is. The polarity of this point is fearing the extremes of this world, and so being in fear of my everyday life and the people and experiences that I walk in to or potentially could. So there is a lot of emotion within it, not much grounded and so I am interested to clear this world and redefine it to something of life value and direct living in what is best for all. <br />
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Self-forgiveness on the points: <br />
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a belief system that I am only able to fight the system and get some sort of experience of feeling good is through going to the extremes of rebelling against it, spiting it, hating it with my emotional force, yelling, screaming, blaming, fighting essentially everything and anything that is part of the ‘control’ as the system set in place. <br />
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a rebellion extreme of energy in relation to the system set up and how I feel isolated, restricted, and enslaved based on how I judge and learn about the leaders of this world in the past and what has been created with what is here. <br />
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am is someone that dislikes and needs to go into the extremes of emotional anger and spite to get my release of built up thoughts and accumulated energy as I have participated in the build of the emotions by thinking about and indulging more in the system conspires and shit that was done, instead of in those moments bringing the points back to myself and realizing where I am doing the exact same thing in myself, how I am participating and creating the same outflows within me and so without, and how what I am going to do to take responsibility to stop what is here. As I see, realize, and understand this is the only way to self freedom and so freedom for all because if I can’t stand equal and one with all as the correction process that must be walked within and without and become the solution, then I am equal and one to what is here as the system abuse and the abuse of life as I am equally doing it within myself, self honestly understanding and seeing this, and not changing it for the better and what is best as I always have the capacity to do this because I am alive and able. <br />
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed me to play into the imaginations of destroying the system, taking down the people I judge as evil and using my words in a way to manipulate the message to blame and defame others who are living a specific way, when I myself have never spoken to them, do not have any direct understanding of what path they walk, and so have no factual truth to be able to make any such judgment or go into blame. <br />
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with these imaginations of blame and how has done what, instead of working with the reality of myself as the evil and am judging others for as I equally am participating in the same evil. <br />
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare and so compete with others in this world and put people in boxes as more or less, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be more and fear being less. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play into this polarity and not take responsibility for my actions and stand as the solution in all ways until the point is cleared and I remain. <br />
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live into the the extreme petrification of the way in which this system is designed and the human being in it living from a distorted view of life.<br />
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in extreme fear of dying, being murdered, being tortured, being in a fire, being harmed in any way and so within this create the desire, need, and want to have happy feelings, happy moments, where i can suppress this fear and deny the reality of this happening to many beings in this world.<br />
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to decide to seek out good feelings and happy times to the more and more extremes of these feelings as each time i become more and more needy as the energy dissipates and i have to face the reality of my life, the fears, and the extremes of despair i have myself in due to only seeking out blame, rebelling, and revenge on those i believe are at fault, when all the while, i am doing the exact same thing within myself toward others and so this point continues of the extremes of emotions and experiences in my world never being stable and life at peace because i myself am creating it as such - war like, extreme, imbalanced, and so separate from life here in what is best.<br />
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a point of self-delusion within energy extremes, making it about me and my own self-interest experience rather then standing within this reality, what i have created, starting with self change up into a physical level and doing what is needed and takes to change myself so i can stand self-responsibility and be a part of the solution in this world in what makes sense, walking this process of self-purification through common sense living in self-honesty and self-forgiveness until i am stable, clear, breathing, and living what is best each breath and so creating this as my within and so equally will be created in the without and the solution thus will be created as self-responsible being here.<br />
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Self Commitments to Live:<br />
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I commit myself to let go of the point of needing to bring this extreme of living in emotions and feelings through fighting the system and I commit myself to stand within myself, breath, and bring each extreme force as the energy pull of the mind to walk into the extremes of energy indulgences, I live the word self-responsibility and work on the extreme of my own self process of living change into a being that has respect and honor for the life here and does whatever is necessary to bring through this life as myself in my thoughts, words, and deeds. <br />
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So redefining this word extreme, I am using it as a point of motivation and movement to when I want to go into indulgences into the extremes of emotion through the pull of the imaginations and desires that come up especially in relation to blaming others, I stop, breath, and move into that force within the physical, using it to move me to do a point of self-investigation, find a point to forgive, and live the commitment in real time. I commit to living the word extreme for the self-movement of who I am to do what is best and honor this word as life rather than the mind taking it and my allowing and accepting self-interest as an indulgence to reign. <br />
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<a href="http://www.earthhaven.org/">http://www.earthhaven.org</a>Garbriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02939843121555470700noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1643921210941142911.post-47905482058773732072019-04-17T21:49:00.002-07:002019-04-17T21:49:30.932-07:00Self Forgiveness (Day 7): Irrational Fears - Fear of Microwave, Cellphones, Machines, Lightning - Day 585<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I am going to do a few blogs on things that seem irrational, but in my mind have a lot of subtle and sometimes overt power over me in day to day life, it stems a lot of the time from childhood memories, so I am also pushing self forgiveness on these childhood memories that I still am triggered by in my day to day life. This one is about machines and mechanics we use in everyday life like lights, microwave, and lights for instance.<br /><div>
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So a fear I have had for a long time and react to still subtle within myself is the fear that I am going to get sick from cell phones cause I have memories of being told that things mechanical are harmful, such as when my mom told me not to stand in front of the microwave or how aspartame will cause cancer. I have always been afraid of this world and the life within it irrationally due to just reacting to the picture or the sounds of the machine on a resonate physical level than actually understanding how the machine works. I will start walking self forgiveness on my childhood memories that are coming up with this pattern. <br /><br />I was standing in front of the microwave in our old kitchen, I was looking into the microwave on my knees on the counter, and my mom came around the corner and yelled ‘Garbrielle! Get off the counter, the microwave can cause cancer!’ So I Jumped off and thought to myself ‘holy shit, I don’t want that’, so there was a belief that was created in that moment that I needed to be fearful of the microwave, reacting in like a shock experience when one starts to run. <br /><br />So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a huge intense fright when my mom walked in while I was intently focused on the food going around in the microwave, how it spun, and just focused on learning from it, and went into a shock when she yelled at me, allowing me to lose focus and imprint the fear of cancer is caused by machines, tools we use, things that exist in the outer world. <br /><br /><div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose focus in that moment due to hearing a loud noise and going into a shock experience where I reacted in anger and blame toward my mom for scaring me like that, and so went into anger and blame emotion in that moment rather than breathing and moving into my physical body as breath to slow down and find what makes sense to live next that is best for all. <br /><br />I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in that moment of yelling at my mom in my backchat, I lost focus and so awareness of my reality, where I allowed a belief of my mothers be passed on to me as I accepted and allowed it and so didn’t follow up in any real time investigation and so solutions that I could live to support me to understand my reality and how it works with more clarity and common sense. <br /><br />I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be shown the answers in life, to not want to have to do the actual physical labor it takes to understand how something works in all ways, and so within that walk the necessary correction processes it’ll take to perfect the point within me and so within reality eventually. <br /><br />I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire answers from my reality, showing me who I am and what works best for me because underneath that desire was a fear of dying and things being over and done with, so gaining knowledge as a way to combat death when in reality this is a belief and non sensical due to the fact that it’s not about death but how this reality works that I must learn and fear is not needed in these living applications. <br /><br />I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the death of myself because I have not yet realized and lived the fact that life can not die, that it is eternal, and that when I am in fear it is my own self limitations I am currently accepting and allowing in my world and so the world at large. <br /> <br /> I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear death and so waste my time on memories and reacting to that in repetition every time I see a microwave or eat food or hear machines running, I as see realize and understand, I can understand what these machines due with more specificity and find solutions to the points I am uncertain about such as the actual facts of harm on microwave pulses and what radiation is for instance, how is it created, and what causes its effect, what are there as solutions if any are required, and be open to creating the reality in equality and oneness with what I am interacting with rather then fear and separation and thus blame/self dishonesty. <br /><br />I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to fight for my self-limitations because I fear without those comforts in my life I will not find comfort on the other side of that. <br /><br />I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe within myself that I am not able to handle taking full self-responsibility of myself in this life, and so then create a fear of regret at the end of my life because I didn’t push harder. Instead of myself, working with the day to day life and taking my responsibility to work with what is here breath by breath, making it simple and direct, and so doing my best to handle what is here with self honesty and self responsibility when it comes up such as facing fears and being patient to find the solution through understanding.<br /><br />Self Commitments to Live Change that is Best for all:<br /><br />I commit myself to learn about where I react on physical levels within or subtle levels or even conscious levels within me to machines, microwaves, cell phones, fluorescent lights, unnatural lights in buildings, food additives, and within this take each one, learning about the physical facts of these points, also get the extra perspective from eqafe and open myself up to solutions that is best for all and so will be best for me to diffuse the fear and live with it in the best way possible or find ways to transmute it so it can be something of value for all here. <br /><br />I commit myself to stand in self-responsibility in my day to day, breath to breath moments where I see I am able to walk a point of change within myself, and so stand within courage to face self, change, and stand within the responsibility I see I can stand as and do what is best for all life in common sense. <br /><br />I commit myself to honor myself in this venture by recognizing specifically my triumphs when I do succeed building the self empire of life as who and how I would like to live and so be able to substantiate myself in reality with ‘memories’ of direct living and change that I myself walked, took responsibility for, and lived for myself in honor of all as self. <br /><br />I commit myself as life to walk the process of learning from my mistakes, being open to all possible outcomes and understandings first before I stand and direct myself to what is best for all within a moment of decision, so working with living the word purposeful patience’s as I walk a process of changing myself in understanding and realizing the resolve to stand as it as I created it within and as myself. </div>
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