Insta- Judgment – Judging from the Past – Day 399

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge someone from the past where I place the weight of the past onto them and so direct the environment and so myself with them in a way that is not here and genuine, but from past memories and desires.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue to judge another based on the past and so act within a point of preconceived ideas and assumptions based on the past with this other person rather then being here fresh and supporting with solutions in the moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed memories of how another is working or acting or living to determine how I will interact within them be it on the basis of a positive experience or a negative one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow memories within my mind in the moment of the present to determine who I will be and how I will act towards another based on the memory being a positive one or negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define another in a moment based on the energy attachments I feel within memories from the past about them or having to do with them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to engaging defining my experience based on the energy attachments I have on memories I am defining my experience with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself by memories within my head and create a reaction towards another based on the memory I am defining the moment or them by.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow memories and allow them to direct me towards others in my world.

When and as I see I am going into a point of defining my world, reality, and /or others by the past within memories in my mind, I stop and breath, and I realize that this will compromise my effectiveness and create separation with me and my world cause I am judging from the past and not here fully present living from the facts that are here and relevant.

I commit myself to let go of the memories I have attached to others through writing them out, investigating them, and directing them into solutions.

I commit myself to let go of the reactions to others through my mind as memories and bring myself here through breath and physical movement.

I commit to interact with others when I am stable and have directed the memories into a point of correction that doesn’t influence my interaction and effectiveness with others.

I commit to write and correct memories as they come and release them into a point of physical relevance only having no attachments to them.

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Insta-judgment – Is this All I Am? – Day 398

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the way of life is through making instant assessments of what I am seeing, hearing, and taking in in my senses, and so from these assessment go into to my mind and create a polarity to relate to something that I have seen before to realize where I stand within it based on a point of have defined myself in the past from.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create my reality through my mind as assessments based on the past and compare the past with what is here in this moment as if they are separate from the then to the now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from what is here in this moment through the desire to be special/more then others because within this I have made a comparison of myself with the here when I realize in reality that I am not separate from others but we are all equal as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself with others in the mind polarities where energy is attached within feelings of trying to be more because I had defined myself from a point in my reality in the past where I saw myself as less then another, so within myself I am trying to redeem myself through making another less then me where I see this only satisfy the ego which is self interest and not who I stand as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself from the past and so live the past to the here moment where I allow my reality to be compromised of doing what is best for all by creating polarities and comparisons with others to make myself feel better because within myself I am feeling insecure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into my mind and define myself through a point in reality outside myself in a belief that I am more or less then that which I see and realize is one and equal with me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I am not more or less then any part of this reality as we are all one and equal as life and this based on the reality of putting my shoes in another’s path and seeing that I would want the best no matter who or what I was, so what is best is what is real and what stands in all here moments no matter what.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live from selfishness and ego where I desired to become more then others based on the desire for notoriety and attention from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse another for believing that I am somehow more then them due to a perception and a belief that I am this, when in reality I have compromised my integrity and my stand as life by hurting life and not supporting life and so hurting and not supporting myself which is not common sense and not best.

To be continued.

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Instant Judgment and Rectification– Day 397

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For many, many, many times during my day I am judging something instantaneously, sometimes I catch it and sometimes I am not here and will allow it to continue and accumulate, but this is based on accepting and allowing the first action as the action of instantly judging something/someone/someplace before even taking notice of what it is that I am even looking at and who I am as one and equal with whatever it is I am judging. So I am in this next few blog posts going to look at this point and walk the correction.

First point is why do I judge instantly, I can say that I have always lived my life in this way and the reason for judging others was based on status, finding where I stand with others so I can prepare myself in how I will act/be/behave towards them in my interaction. So the instant judgment is done within a defense of myself because within myself I believe I have to be on guard, I have to defend myself from intruders, and this based on the actions I have seen and accepted as points that I had made personal within my past, holding them as memories to dictating to me how to live here, such as being insulted or being offended by someone. So over time I have created this mechanism of instantly judging others so I can be better equipped to come back and equally stand as a force for them to realize that I can not be taken advantage of so easily, I am not a push over, and I will be giving you resistance if you try and mess with me. So it’s fear based and showing that I am not self aware if I am still accepting and allowing points of judgment such as these to influence and direct me.

This also showing that I am existing in the exact same way that I am trying to protect, judging and sizing up others to see where I can gain ahead and become the stronger one, this to give me some sort of boost in my ego, catering to self interest and separation of us as humanity that is one and equal. So I am not really solving anything by continuing to exist within this pattern of sizing up others and instantly judging them, but continuing and perpetuating the same loop of separation and resistance to each other that is rampant throughout human kind. I can simply be here with all people and move beyond the judgments, and support others as how I would like to be supported and then I would have no more reactions of fear or resistance to people, but be stable. This a process to walk as I walk it here to unravel and self forgive, and so correct this pattern to be self supportive for me and all who read this. Til next time. Thanks for reading.

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