Here looking at the fear dimension of the appearance
character, where I go into fear based on not being accepted by others as I
believe I have to be the ‘best’ within what I look like as my ‘appearance’ to
be accepted by the this system, so it’s a form of survival based on defining
myself and limiting myself really to the appearance of how I look. Within this
fear, it is based on fear of being alone, not having resources to be able to
move, and on a process level having to take responsibility of myself completely
as I have allowed isolation as a way to escape to not have to face this accept
of myself. So will walk some self forgiveness on these aspects of the fear
dimension of keeping myself locked and limited into the appearance character as
myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
go into a fear of not surviving due to my appearance picture not being accepted
by others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear that my appearance character will not be able to compete with other’s so
thus I will not be able to survive in this system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear that I will not be able to compete in this system if I don’t have my
appearance picture being able to compete and thus win against others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit
myself based on survival and thus be directed by the mind as I instruct it to
be defined by looks and looking the ‘best’ in picture as physical look,
clothes, hair, make up, shoes, and thus define all other beings within these
judgments of what is best, I separate myself from life as I have separated
myself from myself through allowing the appearance of myself be more valued
then life as me and all others around me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
go into a separation of myself as ‘I need to look best’ as the appearance
character activate within and as me, and thus cause abuse within behavior and
words as points such as jealousy and inferiority will activate as well as their
polar opposites to thus separate me from life as what the characters of the
mind where designed to do, because life is not valued based on what one look
like or being the ‘best’ as this is not equality, life is equal and thus valued
equal among all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear losing my status as the winner as
within this there is the succulence of the mind energy that when one activate
it, is quite addictive as the feelings of power, gaining system rewards such as
fame, money, sex, and thus abdicate my right to life based on separating myself
from life for these temptations that the system offer, but when one realize the
limitations we have set upon ourselves, this process of self honesty and self
forgiveness to change
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
go into isolation as suppression within myself as I have created the fear of
not being the best, and so thus created this as such an extreme within my
emotions as feeling disappointed and jealous towards the other who I se as
better then me, I will hide and not want to face myself with others, so to
escape avoiding the thoughts in my head that I have allowed to direct me in
thinking that life is about winning and to be the best in the appearance as
self is the ultimate way to get the survival I fear losing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear others who I see that are more then me as I have created a fear of abuse
from them as I have held onto abuse from the past, and thus defined my future
from my past, repeating the same patterns of fear and isolation to not have to
face these fears and really change for real.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear change in where I have to face the thoughts that I can’t do this and I
can’t be that, and thus walk through them, and live a change that supports me
and assist me to be comfortable with myself and come from a starting point of
the physical here as breath, stopping the thoughts from directing me as this is
the point that is separating me from life here as myself, and really enjoy
living, so I see thinking is the activation point, and thus needs to cease to
exist by me stopping it from directing me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear rejection from others and thus being alone and thus associated this
rejection to my appearance, that if I am rejected or perceive that I was
rejected that this is automatically based on me not looking ‘my best’ within my
appearance and thus will go into the pattern of immediate self sabotage as I
will go into thoughts of ‘I am ugly’, ‘I will never attain my desires’, which
is self interest as I desire to be the best and gain the power of others
attention on me.
Will do self corrective statements, and then follow with the
next dimension of thoughts for the appearance character.
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