Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Caring for Another as Myself - Walking Gentleness - Day 418


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Within walking this process of gentleness in the previous blog you can find here, I have spoken on a few dimensions of this word I would like to correct and align to what is best for all. The first dimension I looked at was the experience of myself within treating others as I would like to be treated, and so caring for others as I would like to be cared for. I am going to walk self forgiveness in this blog on this first dimension to align myself into the physical correction of caring for others as how I would like to be cared for in who I am here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not treat and care for all the walks of life I meet equal to how I myself would like to be cared for and treated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create preconceived ideas and opinions of others before I even meet them and so create a separation within the interactions and words i speak towards them based on following and participating with these thoughts as ideas and opinions, and eventually live these opinions and ideas out into my world where I do not consider the other equal to myself because of a biased I have created to always benefit my own self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a belief within myself about others intended within myself in my hidden or secret layers of my mind to create a point of superiority over them as I exist within the desire to be seen more than others or be seen by others in a specific self benefiting way so I can feel good/positive within energetic responses within these moments of superiority I live out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow my desire filled self interested thinking within the starting point of being liked or being accepted, and so compromise myself standing as an equal with all others no matter what is within my mind as desires and ideas as I realize these do not serve life as the outflow consequences of these actions of putting myself before others, and so I see and understand this creates a point of abuse to others and so eventually with myself as I live within the cycle of the mind as polarities of positive and negative experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and see myself as not equal to others based on my ideas and beliefs I have participated in and created of myself that I am not good enough or not as good as others within skills or actions, and so create a point of inferiority within myself not honoring the principle of treating myself as I would like to be treated in a way that is best for me and life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my own anger and disappointment within myself when I don’t live this principle of caring for life equally as I want for myself and I see that I haven’t been living in a way that is of self care or self respect and so I am not in a stand to live and walk this with others although I pretend as if I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise my self integrity of living within principles of what is best for life by continuing to exist within self abuse and so abusing others in my reality through my thoughts, and so words, and then living these words out that are in separation to what is best for all and so myself as well.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue to participate within my mind as judgments and emotions and feelings about myself and the external world not realizing, seeing, and understanding that this is my creation and I am showing to myself that I am not living the principle of treat others with care as how i would want for myself, and so my world is not then aligning to this care and equality as I am not living this within myself. I am the creator and so the creation of what it is my life is showing me, self abuse and so self compromise at this moment of my self creation process.

When and as I see I am going into a point of separating myself by judgment or belief, opinion, or idea, I stop and breath, and realize that these mind participations within physical reality is taking me out of physical reality and directing me into areas that I don’t have directive principle within because the mind is vast and has directive principle through energy and structural alignments within interdimensional dimensions of this physical existence.

When and as I see i am going into points where I am not treating others as how I would like to be treated or treating myself in a way that is not what is best, I stop and breath, and realize that I am in self abuse and this is only compromising and sabotaging my ability to create myself in what is best for all and so create this as my expression and my life.

I commit myself to let go of the mind dimensions of polarity when I see I am bringing these energetic points up within me.

I commit myself to use breath and walk the points of physical reality where I am able to ground myself and find a stable movement where I can move through the energetic pull to follow my mind patterns of thoughts, emotions/feelings, or imagination beliefs and use my physical body as a grounding point.

I commit myself to find practical physical based solutions that will support others as well as myself to do what is best for all.

I commit myself to let go of the reactions to others as I move through and let them go of getting my needs met, and so I commit myself to move to consider others before myself and find the common ground within a solution that will benefit all involved.

Suggest reading:
Day 116: Re-Defining Words to Living Words
Day 5: In the Beginning was God

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Monday, June 30, 2014

What Does It Mean to Be and So Live the Word: Gentle - Day 417


My partner and I have been looking at the dimensions of this word and how we are practically going to live this within ourselves as well as starting the process to apply it with each other. The first dimension I am looking at within the living of the word gentle is a form of taking care of myself and of another. What does taking care of another and myself mean in this context is that within the principle of treating others as how I would like to be treated and using this as a guideline to live this word in everyday living, I can see that I will embody the living of the word care because of my consideration within this principled lived out. If I care for another as I would myself then I am in the same way taking care of myself, I am caring for life in all it’s forms within this principle because caring for another as myself, I realize I will want the best for myself and so I will live the best for others then equally. So within myself, I see I have to align and so correct any points that are not aligned within this principle through writing self forgiveness and self corrective statements. Through this process of correcting myself, I realize that I will then take responsibility for my actions as well as the outflow consequences of my actions with others and be able to direct myself in a way that is caring and so walking the process to becoming and living gentleness.

The next dimension I am looking at within being gentle is where I see I have to embody a humility with myself as well as others in my world, the definition of humility being:

Humility - noun - a modest or low view of one's own importance; humbleness.

So through living out this word humility, I will be living within the principle of care and so gentleness as I allow myself to become without desire or driven within self interest as I ensure that the other is treated as an equal to myself. This through applying breath and stepping back, letting go of ego driven self interest and desires, which is living only for one’s self importance and pride. I must let go of that which is driven by my self interest and so my ego, which is driven by the mind to embody and so be able to in physical living, live gentleness and care with others. By releasing my ego through correction in writing and living the change, I can start to become self directed as my awareness will start to step forth. Expressing in a way that is real and done within a self-decision of walking the process of correction and then living what one has realized within the alignment of principles that is best for all, is a sure way to become the living embodiment of these words that will support others and oneself, and so support all life as I would like to live this word gentle for myself and others I meet.

Another dimension I see I have to look at within living this word gentle is who am I within myself in relation to being gentle? Am I a gentle person to myself in my thought, word, and deed? f I don’t become gentle with myself and take care of myself, how can I expect to do this for another? I commonsensical see that this is not possible, as the principle of life reads, “as within, so without”. I can see this as well as I become harden and stubborn within myself when I hold on to my views, my rights, my ideas, my opinions, my, my, my, and so not in any way live in a way of care and so gentleness. I see that within this act of becoming harden and stubborn within myself, I am actually hiding fears and so living in fear, not able to live in a way of gentleness or caring because I am being pre-occupied with fear in my mind reality absent from physical reality. So another alignment that is required is to continue to walk my self process within correcting all the fears that come up within me and so on the other side, all the desires as these two experiences within are balancing each other out. When I fear I try and compensate with desire, feeling good, getting a high only to return again to the fear as it never goes away as I am accepting it is real. So walking this process in aligning with principles of life and living words, such as the word gentleness will support what is best for all and so always again what is best for self.

I will continue in following posts with self forgiveness and self corrective statements. Thanks for reading.

Suggest reading:
Day 5: In the Beginning was God

Also, listening to these Supportive vlogs:
From Energy to Sound - Atlanteans' Support - Part 63
From Speaking to Sounding Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans' Support - Part 64
Finding your Stability Voice/Sound - Atlanteans' Support - Part 65


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Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Realizing and Living My Utmost Potential - Day 416



"1. Realizing and living my utmost potential" - writing from The Desteni of Living - My Declaration of Principle

When I look at this commitment principle within myself, I see a decision that I have to make in each moment, meaning to become and live the utmost potential within a moment will take a physical movement within me, it will not come automatically. Realizing and living my utmost potential is something that I see happens over time and happens in a progression of moments, events, and/or living experiences. But the key factor within this is who I am and what I will do with the moments that are here. This principle is able to be embodied as myself in every breath I take if I so decide it, this is the fulfillment I would say of this principle, living and embodying the expression of self of fully doing the best one is able to do in each moment to the best of their ability.

Another factor comes up within me as I look at this and it’s the point of knowing when I have reached my utmost potential, and within this I would say that the serving of others within living in the best way I am able to in each moment that is here is serving myself and so all others equally in benefit. Fulfilling this within the action of doing the best I am able to in the moment, giving as I would like to receive is a factor to also embodied when fulfilling one’s utmost potential. I have found that when I give of myself to support and assist others and do the best I am able to then I am satisfied within myself, there is a point of stability and calmness within understanding that I gave it my all and I supported and assisted others in the venture I just undertook.

I have found in the moments when I am not living within my utmost potential, there is a point of uncomfortableness within me, like a stirring or a restlessness within me that I can see, realize, and understand that I have not fulfilled this principle within me and that I did not support others as I would for myself.  So within the living of this principle of living my utmost, I can flag point this uncomfortable experience within me to support myself to see that I am not walking in the direction of self support and so supporting others, but compromising myself.

There will always be a decision, a decision to direct myself within walking my utmost potential in each moment or not walking this and so giving in to self interest. Self interest where you are not supporting others as you would want for yourself and not doing your best within the actions you are living, including expanding and growing to new points within who you would ever think yourself to be. This is a process of living and investigating oneself because we have never really had a clear understanding of ourselves within who we really are, what we are really capable of, and really pushing our limits and boundaries in a principled and best for all life way. Though, I realize this principle (as well as the other's within this declaration) stands throughout and will always stand as a support for self to walk towards and so embody my utmost potential and giving as I would like to receive until it no longer is a process, and I am always living this here breath by breath as I walk.

More to come in the next blogs. Thanks for reading.


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Sunday, June 1, 2014

The Desteni of Living - My Declaration of Principle - Day 415




I hereby stand with these principles and commit myself to live them in my life through a process of self honesty, self introspection, and self forgiveness to create the path before me to walk these commitments as me as I live in each breath. I will in blogs to come expand on each commitment principle and give examples of how I have integrated and lived this into my own life.

1. Realising and living my utmost potential

2. Living by the principle of what is best for all – guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all

3. Living by the principle of self honesty – to ensure I am pure in thought, word and deed: that my within and without is equal and one. Who I am within is who I am without and vice-versa

4. Self Purification through Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Application – the action of realising I am responsible for my own thoughts, words and deeds, to forgive myself for transgressions and change myself to ensure I take responsibility for who, what and how I am and through this know that I can trust myself to always be honest with me and so others

5. Living the principle of Self Responsibility – realising only I am responsible for what I accept and allow inside of me, my relationships and my outside world and so with this responsibility: only I have the power and ability to change that which I see is compromising who I am, what I live and how this affects others

6. Realising that who I am in thought, word and deed affects not only myself – but others as well and so with Self Responsibility in thought, word and deed – I take responsibility for myself and so my relationships to be Self Aware in every moment and live in such a way that is best for me and so others as well

7. Living the Principle of Self Awareness – to be aware, to see, to recognize my own thoughts and Mind, to be self honest to the extent where I can take responsibility for when I see my thoughts / Mind is not what is best for me / others and commit to immediately take responsibility and change for myself and so for others

8. With taking responsibility for myself, becoming aware of myself – take responsibility and become aware of others in my life, to assist and support them as I am assisting and supporting myself – to give as you would like to receive and do the extra bit every day to see where I can contribute to other’s lives and so my own

9. Living the principle of self trust – as I commit myself to remain constant in my living of self honesty, self responsibility and self awareness, I stand as an unbending trust that I always in all ways know who I am no matter what I face and that in this I know, as proven in the constancy of my living that I will always honour and stand by what is best for all and so best for me

10. Making Love Visible – through me not accepting/allowing anything less than my utmost potential, I support those in my life to reach their utmost potential, to love them as I have shown love to myself by gifting to me my utmost potential, the best life/living experience and show others as I have shown myself what it means to LIVE

11. No one can save you, save yourself – the realisation that the tools and principles of Desteni is the guide, but I must walk the path myself. We are here to assist and support each other in this process from Consciousness to Awareness/LIFE and what it means to live – but the process itself, where you are alone with yourself in your own Mind: is walked alone

12. Not waiting for anything or anyone to take responsibility for me and this world – but that I realise I have created who and how I am in this moment, therefore I have the responsibility to change who and how I am and so the realisation that we as a collective created how and what this world is today and so it is the responsibility of the collective to change how and what this world is today

13. Honouring the life in each person, animal – everything from the great to the small of earth, that we expand our awareness and responsibility to creating the best possible life for everyone and everything and so ourselves

14. Relationships as Agreements: individuals coming together using agreements as a platform to one-on-one expand, grow and develop as individuals in life and living to support/assist each other unconditionally to reach their utmost potential where the agreement is a coming together of individuals understanding what it means to stand as equals and to stand as one

15. Sex as Self Expression – where sex is an united expression between individuals in honour, respect, consideration and regard of each other as equals, two physical bodies uniting in equality and oneness – a merging of two equals as one physically.

16. Realising that by the virtue of me being in this world – my responsibility does not only extend to my own Mind / my own Life, but to the minds and lives of everything and everyone of this earth and so my commitment is to extend this awareness to all of humanity to work together and live together to make this world heaven on earth for ourselves and the generations to come

17. I must in my thoughts, words and deeds – but most importantly in my living actions, become a living example for others in my world that is noticeable and visible when it comes to the potential of a person to change themselves and so change their world. So that more people can realise how we can change this world, by standing united in our self change within the principle of what is best for all to bring heaven to earth

18. I am the change I want to see in me and my world – to bring heaven to earth is to bring into being, into living the LIVING PROOF of a PRACTICAL HEAVEN that can be seen and heard in our actions and words. We are the Living Heaven that must come into creation in this living world.

19. Through purifying my thoughts, words and deeds – my inner becomes my outer, so I bring into creation me as heaven into earth, realising it is not enough to ‘see the change / be the change’ – for change to become REAL it must be a constant, consistent living of me through the words I speak and the actions I live visible and noticeable to all in every moment of breath

20. Realising that my physical body is my temple – my physical body is the living flesh through which and in which I will bring into being and create / manifest heaven on earth as me in my thoughts, words and deeds and so I honour, respect and regard – nurture and support my physical body as I would nurture and support me as equals: my body is me

21. We are the change in ourselves and this world we have been waiting for: and so I commit to dedicate myself and my life for each one as all to realise this, as nothing will change if we don’t change in all that we are, within and without

22. The realisation that for me to be able to change myself in thought, word and deed to the most effective living being that I can be and become – I first have to ‘know thyself’ and so commit myself to investigate, introspect and understand how I became who I am today, to prepare the road before me into self creation of a responsible, aware, self honest and trustworthy person for myself and so for all

23. The realisation that for me to be able to contribute to change in this world – I have to get to ‘know thyself’ as this world and so commit myself to research, investigate and introspect the inner and outer workings of this world and align the systems of today to present and give the best possible life for all on Earth

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

There is Enough! Stopping the Cycle of Ignorance with LIG- Day 414





There is enough. This statement is crucial for the continuation of our species in the times ahead, where all we hear is that we do not have enough, not enough food, not enough money, not enough housing, but if one look behind who is in fact saying these statements, you will find the corporations who have a vested interest in us continuing to believe and so live out this belief that there is not enough. The corporations who control now the resources, the private banks who control the money supply, and the government who control our livelihoods all have a stake within making a lot of profit when we continue to believe that there is not enough. So we can not accept and allow any longer this notion that there is not enough resources or food or money in this world, we have to educate ourselves on the reality of what is here and how to walk the path to understand and so live the statement that there is enough!

We know that money is made out of thin air, there is no value inherently within the paper it's made from, it's simply a medium for commerce, and within this we the people give it meaning. So saying there is not enough money is a scapegoat for admitting to the fact that some want more then others, and will do what it takes to make this continue to happen as it and has been a reality for most of our recorded history. All are responsible within this ignorance we have accepted and allowed where some go with nothing and some go with enough, we all live and so accept this money system, so we all have to face the consequences and so change the outcomes to be best for all. It's on each one being a part of this change because it will not change until we stand up within ourselves and change who we are from within to the without. 

If we look at food for instance, here are some statistics about hunger and
also statistics on the food waste in the United States:

Total number of children that die every year from hunger -
1.5 million 
Percent of world population considered to be starving -
33%
Time between deaths of people who die from hunger -
3.6 seconds

Each year, about 40 percent of all food in the United States goes uneaten. It's just tossed out or left to rot. And that's a fairly large waste of resources. All that freshwater and land, all that fertilizer and energy — for nothing. By one recent estimate, Americans are squandering the equivalent of $165 billion each year by rubbishing so much food.

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So we have 33 percent of the world population that is considered starving and we have on the other extreme 40 percent of the food in America is thrown away due to not being processed effectively or not reaching the desired aesthetic picture the shoppers demand for. This seems like a sick joke we are playing on ourselves, I mean this doesn't make any rational sense to allow such a play out of life and death to exist, but it does, it is happening every day. What we fail to see or realize within the system we live in is that we are more and more interconnected and so dependent on each other to continue to exist. When we allow such a contrast of basic needs where some have much and many others have little to nothing, we have to stop and consider what we are in fact doing here. There has to be a point in each one's life where we have to question the way things are. This is determined and will be determined by each one within themselves and so will determine their own lives and existence, but it's suggested to find solutions for all human beings to be given the necessary basic rights that we all are should be given at birth, the conditions for a decent life.

The equal life foundation of which I support and contribute to with research and funding, have proposed a Living Income Guarantee, we’re they have set out the basic structure to build upon for a new way of life for all where all who are in need of it are given a living income to be able to buy what is needed and be sustained in a dignified way by changing parts of the current system that is in place. This will be walked as we start to open up the relationships and the pathways once there is more support and funding involved, but we are not there yet. We have to start from the ground up as we see, realize, and understand that from the top down will not change things as this is the way it's always been, and there has been no significant change in human life in the last 2000 years. We as the people that can hear the message and see that the way forward is a way of walking the talk and living the solutions as ourselves, can move to positions and solutions that will continue to propel this best for all principle forward and walk what is necessary in all avenues until it is eventually done. Never giving up, continuing to push forward, empowering ourselves and so others as we move forward with the principles that are best for all and living these principles into our lives and so our world.

We do have enough on this planet, so this is not the problem as the earth has given all the resources/sustenance/common sense to walk the best for all principle for each one to benefit from this reality equally. If we start with a living income, to create a standard of living that gives all dignity and from there start to look at how and through what means we can change the way we do things to create efficiency and sustainability, we can start the path of honoring life and not wasting and destroying it due to our own ignorance's. Support the equal life foundation and the Living Income guarantee proposal to start and create the change that is needed to live the principle of 'best for all life', which will always be best for you.


Tuesday, May 13, 2014

What is the Physical Showing Me? Stomach Nervousness - Day 413



Writing the Pattern out the Physical is Showing:

Looking within the direct seeing of the physical, the stomach nervousness, the acidic nature of it, causing it to burn in my stomach feeling like I am creating holes within my physical flesh, this the physical consequence of the energy allowing to be created over and over again everytime I go into this nervousness. This being physically lived through the disease that has manifested in my physical body called Crohns disease. The point that is causing this is with a group of people where I judging my physical features and judging and comparing myself to them based on this point of seeing myself inferior to them. This only causing my physical to get damaged in this way due to the point that I am creating it.

Self Forgiveness on Pattern of Nervousness/Anxiety:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become anxious and create energy of an acidic nature within my body due to the fear points that are created within me of seeing myself less then others and fearing being viewed in this way by them as less then due to this judgment I hold that I am not able to compete because I am not physically equal to them in our picture.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my physical form within a limitation of image only and compare image only to others in a way to try and gain feelings of appreciation and admiration from others through being better looking and thus creating the opposite as a conflict point within myself of this idea I have created that I have to be beautiful to be accepted. And so I experience the opposite as being ugly and thus less then those who are beautiful. I realize this creates always a polarity within me of separating myself from all that are here who in the physical are in fact equals to me, we are not separate based on image that is illusion we are here as life as we are all physical and we are in fact equal as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a physical reaction within my physical body of acidity and burning of the physical stomach line based on using my mind only to interpret reality and what is here happening within what others do to me or act towards me creating a specific relationship with these actions or sayings in where I take it personally. I realize that it is not personal but more a point of showing the physical reactions of what is here and has to be transcended in the moment for me and for others to let go of the physical as image, as ideas, as pictures only, and see it for what it is here as one with all life, no matter the form, and thus being able to direct the point into a stability of realizing that we both equally have the right to be here and enjoy this expression within what it is and what it will be in the potential that is always here to be one and equal with the life within and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have this relationship of how others look, behave, or speak around me determine who I am within my beingness, I realize that I as well as all are not perfect within what is here and thus have points still that need aligning when relevant, but what is here is here and thus I walk the equality of what is here within what will be best for all until it is done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cause physical harm to my body as disease in my stomach from the fear and nervousness where I created this belief that I am at a lost within myself, I need something more, I need more entertainment points for me to be able to be satisfied instead of realizing I am already here, I already have the point to walk to be here and thus access my real potential as life to support what will be best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create burns in my stomach based on judging my physical body and not seeing it as good enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my body as not good enough based on a mind interpretation of how others I perceive are seeing me as my body instead of standing as my physical and with my physical in acceptance instead of looking for it out there.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not accept myself within the point of my physical image and thus I realize I need to unconditionally let go of the desire to be more or better and see what is here direct as physical life in each moment as it really is as physical beings living and breathing.

Self Correction of the Pattern of Anxiety/Nervousness:

When and as I go into any movement of judgment or perception of how others see me and go into thoughts of taking it personal as ‘they are seeing me as ugly’ I stop and breath, and immediately let go of the thought, breath through the energy, and release the energy through breathing until it is clear. I can walk the point of allowing the other to do what they do and focus on my own communication, my own physical movements, and what the other is saying within learning from them to be able to align and direct myself in the best way possible to support what is best for all.

I commit myself to stop the fear of judgment of my physical by committing myself to let go of all and every thought or energy of burning sensation or tightness in my stomach, and move myself to focus on my physical, my breath, and what the other is saying.

I commit to listen to the words regardless of the movements of the other.

I commit myself to focus on what is being said and stop specifying on what the person is doing.

I commit myself to let go unconditionally any and all gestures others make towards me as I realize that it is a physical point and that is what is here to be faced by each one.

I commit myself to push through the point of limiting myself due to fear and inferiority, and walk the process in all moments to align myself with the fact that we are equals.



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Monday, May 12, 2014

Knowing When To Let Go and Knowing When to Push - Day 412



A point came up within work that I would like to open up and clear within myself in terms of how I will live the correction and also to get some understanding into why I go into such a reaction as I do, and the point is becoming overly zealous within a point I want to direct at work, but within my position in the business I do not have the authority to do so. So the consequences this creates is me becoming angry and annoyed within myself and towards other’s within the business where I am not able to be here in reality, but am within my head reacting. I see that what I go into that creates this drive to take control and direct things is that I am imagining myself as the point that is needed to create change, and so enforce it and push it when in reality I don’t have that authority or position and cause consequences that are not beneficial for myself or others.

So the point I am realizing and have been supported to see is that within the world system and business especially, there are times to act and there are times to step back. There are times to push a point and there are times where pushing is not supportive, so it’s discerning these actions within the context of what it is I am doing and who/what I am working with, to then decide and give the proper direction to myself to support the end result of what is best for all.

I have the tendency to want to always push and not accept that I can’t do something or am limited within a certain aspect of my life, such as the authority structure at my job, so this is a point I would like to walk in self forgiveness to clear it and be able to see reality for what it is and make the decision of self direction that will support what is best for all. Whether that be speaking up or pushing a point or stepping back and finding other means to walk a point or even simply letting it go for the time being where I see my actions will not support a result that is best for all.

So I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize, see, and understand that within life situations that are occurring in my world I am not always in a position to step forth and direct situations in the way that I see will support and change what is occurring as others may not be ready or I may simply not have the authority to do so.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that within myself I always have to push and take action within scenarios in my world where I see change is necessary and needed and so I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that within the world system as it is currently there are times where I will have to step away and let go of a point due to who and where I am within the structure in the system/business.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist standing down and becoming limited within my position where I will push and push until I am heard even when I realize, see, and understand it’s causing adverse consequences to myself and others within the point I am walking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the belief that I am right in situations and not see, realize, nor understand that the reality of what is here is what I have to work with and direct in real time, and so I let go of my desires within my mind to win/be right and walk what is necessary in the physical to support what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe to be more qualified to make and direct others based on me being self investigatory and walking the process of self change not realizing, seeing, and understanding that within this action of separation within believing I am more/better I am catering to my ego in my mind dimensions and not walking/supporting the solution in what is best for all in physical reality.

I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to consider the all of who and how I am effecting others within my actions, words, and thoughts, and so only cater to my self interest in gaining energy through creating the scenarios where I will receive praise/attention within gaining a presence at work, not realizing, seeing, and understanding that I am not walking a supportive process with the people at work or within the business world because I am not considering everyone just my desires and fulfillment of these desires to gain a feeling I am addicted to.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to only desire to get what I want fulfilled not walking or living the realizations I see in the moment of how I am acting in self interest, and so continue to act in a way that is not supportive to all and what is best because it feels good and I feel justified in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify my behavior of pushing and creating consequences of abusing others and myself, when I see, realize, and understand the solution that is here to walk to support myself and others in physical reality to do what is best for all, this within walking and living self honesty and common sense in real time living assessments and through writing/planning what is best and will be best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act and so live within a point of energy and feeling rather than breathing, being in reality, assessing the situation in self honesty, and walking a self directed decision that is best for all in common sense.

When and as I see I am going into my mind and only considering what I want and desire to happen and so push this regardless of what reality is showing me, I stop and breath, and realize that this action is not stable and will cause consequences that I can see are not going to benefit me or others within the environment I am working within. I realize I have to ensure I take all I can see and understand into consideration and so walk a process that is reality based and make decision within these lines in common sense.

I commit myself to walk the reality of what is here by breathing and writing out the point where I list pros and cons, and assess what is my standing and ability in the moment to direct myself to solutions that are best for all within the structure I am living within such as within my job/business world.

I commit myself to not give up and push what I see is best for all but I also commit to ensure I am walking in a way that is the most supportive for all and bringing a point of solution to all.

I commit myself to stand as an example for others and so within this I commit myself to live self discipline and integrity within myself to walk what is best for all in real time assessments by putting myself in others shoes and walking what makes sense.

I commit to stop my desires/self interest through stopping my feelings/emotions from directing me, and write the point out to see what the solution is and then live it in real time until I have proven to myself that the solution of what is best is who I am.