Saturday, January 11, 2014

Will We Change Our Ways Before Our Ways Change Us? - Day 378



I have been reading many disturbing articles about the state of the oceans filtering into the animals on land because of the fukushima accident in 2011. Radiation is leaking into the ocean since this happened and has not only killed off many of the ocean life around that area and across the ocean to the north American continent, but the animals on land and ourselves as well. So I am now reading that it has gotten into the food chain and eventually is going to effect many people. Radiation does not leave the body, but only accumulates. This all due to man made influences and the profit driven consumerism market we are existing within, even down to those who are cleaning the area, they are not experts as you may think, but the poor workers and criminals who have no other choice but to work to survive as no one wants to be poisoned through working in such close proximity.

The interesting thing is that no one hardly even knows about what is actually happening based on the media keeping it quite hushed and people not really being aware of the acceptance and allowances we are allowing due to our implicitness to what our media says and not questioning anything out of the ordinary. Why don’t people care about this issue or even seem to know about it, I would say it is due to the desires for hope, things to be good, things to work out, and so we as the population stand by as our world is being destroyed by those trying to make the most money. If we continue in this way the problems such as the leaking of radiation into our food supplies is going to continue and become worse. It’s not that people don’t know or understand this, but they believe there is nothing that can be done, there is no solution because it seems quite huge.

The solution is in the first step of seeing reality for what it is and moving towards understanding it and stopping the ignorance towards it so a solution can in fact be found. Why we are existing in the scenario of it having to get to a point of no return is due to this fact that we are not here, we are only existing in our minds and so will only see what the mind shows us, the desire for happy times when in reality this is not real, it’s not happening in such a way, and so is not at all relevant. What is relevant and matters is what is happening in reality and what we are doing about it.

The point I would suggest for all who is willing to move themselves is stop the complacency and move towards a solution that will support everyone, there is the equal life proposal of a living income guarantee which will change the way in which we govern ourselves on this planet and allow unity to be developed and implemented into the way we exist in our system of functional living. It’s in the way we live that the solution is, the change that is necessary to continue existing on this planet, and the responsibilities of ourselves to walk the change that needs to be done to ensure that there is a respect for life with all who exist here. We don’t have to come to this scenario again where we are on the brink of self destruction, but can enjoy each other and this world as it was supposed to be lived, in equality and what is best for all. Support the equal life foundation and the living income guarantee proposal.


Presenting the Fundamental Human Rights 



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Friday, January 10, 2014

Hearing ‘Bad’ News – Day 377



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Yesterday I heard some news that was consider within my mind, bad. I wished that this news would be different, that I didn’t have to face this news and I could go back in time and change the scenario to be happy news, news that is not so emotional, news I can live with, but it was what in fact in reality happen so it’s news that is here. I don’t really know how I will walk and open up this process of hearing bad news, this news is based on a personal issue that is related to me indirectly. The fear I see coming up is more in the line of loss and despair, such as there is nothing I can do about it. But I realize giving into these fears will only make the whole situation worse and create more consequences for myself then necessary.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear getting bad news about things that will personally effect me because I fear the loss of things/people in my world and this creates a feeling of despair.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of others and things in my world and not in fact move beyond this fear and look at what it is in fact in the physical I can do to support and assist the situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and follow the feeling of despair in my world and so believe that within this feeling I will loss myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create more fear within the point of looking at things through the energy of despair and seeing that there is no outcome that will be created that is desired because I am only looking through this point of the news through this energy of a loss of hope.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at the news within a hope of everything working out and being ok.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the news within a point of polarity of hoping for good results and becoming disappointed within it’s the opposite of these desired results.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope for good results with the news that I was given, and within this hope I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope in my mind for the results to be good as I realize that this is only based on my mind reality and so will create a point of dependency of desires and becoming disappointed if they are not reached rather then sticking to the physical and working with what is here and the physical steps needed to practically move and direct the point as best I am able to.

When and as I see I am going into the polarity of desiring good news and so becoming disappointed if the news is not good and falling into despair, I stop and breath, and realize that these energetic reactions I engage in within my living is creating the experiences within me of feeling overwhelmed and run down and not able to move, when in reality I am still here and I realize I can use what is here in support and assist the situation to an outcome that is in fact the best it can be.

I commit myself to move beyond the fear of getting bad news and so let go of the desire for good news.

I commit to breath through the desire to go into the positive energy as getting good news and so dissipate the energy of becoming disappointed and so I commit to live here in stability in what is here to walk through and direct in self honesty and common sense.

I commit to find practical solutions in the physical that can assist with the situation and become a stable support if and when I am needed.

I commit to remain practical and reality based in my living within the situation and let go of the energies to become emotional.


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Thursday, January 9, 2014

In and Out of Reality - Day 376



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Today I scratched my car that I have had only a month, I immediately went into a constriction and an anger of ‘shit!’ like really getting angry that that just happened, and immediately wanted to blame someone else and just rant and complain about it without realizing and taking responsibility for myself within the act of scratching my car. I was not paying attention and the entrance to the driveway is quite narrow, so it indeed needs attention, so based on a desire to be in energy within that moment that I was speaking to another, I lost this focus and scratched the car. I realized I was also in my head a bit anxious and with other things going on, where I wasn’t here focused on driving in reality, but in my mind thinking many different things out there.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my mind into consideration more with thoughts and feelings/emotions overwhelming me rather then being here in reality and focusing on the real world of what I was in fact doing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow an anxious energy of fearing the unknown overwhelm me to the point that I was in this head space of thinking about what is to come and what is to be, and not here within the reality that I am living, missing it in fact and causing damage to the external.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to impress others and ensure others are ok and taken care of within my mind and allow the reality of what I am doing become secondary, and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss myself in reality and focus on the mind as ego to impress of others and so not consider the way I am moving and acting within my environment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put others lives at risk and the safety of the environment around me as well as myself with not being here in my body driving, but being in another dimension in my mind half focused on what I am doing and so half paying attention to the mind in trying to follow it and define myself by it.

When and as I see I am going into a point of becoming distracted and not focused on what I am doing, I stop and breath, and refocus as I realize I am not considering my environment and so can cause harm.

I commit to breath and refocus my self into my breath awareness and my physical body.

I commit to stop blaming and complain about my actions, and simply walk the change of stopping my mind from directing me.


I commit to let go of fear and walk with others breath by breath here in expression of myself.

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Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Confidence to Self Confidence – A Self Creation Process – Day 375



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This is a Series, here are the others for reference:
My Experience Before and After Beginning Process with Animals and Nature – Part 1- Day 361
Horses and People– Before/After Starting Process with Animals and Nature Part 2 – Day 362
Horses and People – Before/After Starting Process with Animals and Nature – Part 3 - Day 363
Opening Up Confidence In the Mind – Before/After Starting to Walk Process – Part 4 – Day 364My Experience with Confidence In Appearance - Part 5 - Day 365
Opening Up Confidence within the Mind – Money – Part 6 – Day 366
Confidence in the Mind – In a Group/Alone – Part 7.1 – Day 367
Confidence in Group Dynamics – Part 7.2 – Day 368

So I am going today to look at redefining the word of confidence to self confidence. Within this I see that there is a point of self responsibility to ensure I walk this word into a living reality for myself and not make it a point of self interest where again I am allowing the mind to direct me as the awareness as life into the polarity that will be created through using confidence as an experience of living rather then living confidence as myself for real which would be lived as self not an experience.

A point that I have learned through eqafe interviews, such as the one’s I will list below is a more broader perspective on how to in fact live confidence, what does that actually mean, and within myself I have looked at it and through writing through the series I reference above that living confidence is through my actions of consistency within an awareness of creating myself in a better way and also working towards a path to create my environment in a better way. I use the things I realize will support myself and these ventures in a way to build self confidence. For example, setting a goal and reaching it, the act of actually walking the steps to reach a goal one sets for oneself and uses one’s resources in a way that will bring one to their goal is a feature of self confidence that will allow someone to build this within themselves. The point has to be walked in self honesty of course, which is a way in which one is walking principled within what is best for all and correcting oneself when they see they have acted in a way that is self dishonest. So it’s like a built in correcting system as no one will correct you, but yourself, and allows the highest potential of self to be lived, which is what life is in fact, the act of self perfection in self creation.

So self confidence is a point of expansion I see within the who I am as self honest and self corrected living, as I expand myself in these principled ways of living, such as being self disciplined, doing something to the best of my ability in perfecting this practice, and within this ensuring one keeps progressing and expanding within these ways of living, the self confidence within whatever goal you take on will follow.

This is based on the fact that your not creating the confidence within your mind and this where you can make all sorts of scenarios and falsifications about yourself and actually go into the point of believing it to be true and then act on it, but in fact it’s not real or true cause it wasn’t walked in fact in the physical. But through being self confident and building this within your living, you have walked the actual physical steps in reality, learned the ways in which to live a point 'better', understood the mistakes, corrected those mistakes, and essentially walked the path to bettering yourself and so you within the living of the ‘better’ version of you you have in reality lived and created, is a confidence you can in fact live as yourself because it is you. So it’s absolutely a worthwhile process to walk because it’s creating a better version of self, and as I said earlier this can only be done by each one for themselves, so it indeed is a point of self creation because it is in fact you creating a point to so build the self confidence of that point as you walk it and perfect it. Self confidence is, I would suggest, the result of the self creation process within any given point one engage in in there life within the process of self perfection.

Eqafe Interview Support that I Recommend:
Insecurity: Introduction - Atlanteans - Part 148
Insecurity: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 149
Insecurity: Insecurity-Confidence Polarity - Atlanteans - Part 150
Confidence: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 151
Confidence: Practical Support - Atlanteans - Part 152
Confidence: The End - Atlanteans - Part 153

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Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Freezing Cold and Freezing Bodies – Day 374



Today has been very cold, the cold where you don’t want to go outside for even a second, it stings your face and your car is like ice to sit in and manage. They said in the news article I just saw posted that your skin will freeze if it is out in this cold for 10 minutes, this due the to polar vortex that has settled into the northern and central parts of the US for the past few days.

The problem with this scenario is that there are people within the states that are not able to go inside and get warm, they have no where to go, they have no money to buy a warm room for the night or the week or the month. So although, we like to think of ourselves as human beings on this planet of great sophistication and care and generosity is this in fact so? When people sit on the streets in the elements and we are bundled up in our warm houses with the heat blasting? We realize that homelessness is going on all over our nation along with all over this world, but we still allow a few to gain all the wealth while many suffer. We all realize as well that to be out in the elements of this world is very stressful and the point of having no resources to protect oneself and family members from the element is tragic. No one wants to be in that position, we all want a place we can call our own, and ensure we have enough to live on every day.

The weather is a common point of understanding, though, we accept and allow ourselves to allow people to suffer even with the thousands of hours of people talking about how freezing cold it is and if you are outside more then a short time, you have a great possibility of freezing to death. There is allot of talk but no action that has been made to come to solutions to ensure no one ever has to freeze to death in this day and age.

Presenting the Fundamental Human Rights by Equal Life Foundation


We have to ensure that we take care of each other, there is a solution for this that many may not have realized or seen or knew was out there, but I like to share it here. It’s the living income guarantee presented by the equal life foundation, and it’s a basic support structure to ensure the human rights of all on earth are honored, where all are supported with a decent living income if needed to support themselves and there families. There is enough of everything the earth has given us, that has never been the issue, the issue has been how we have not ensured that each person has been given their right to life, the basic needs we all require to have a healthy supportive life, a life we all can say we would want for ourselves. Let’s now give it to all with the living income proposal, check it out and support. Thanks.

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Monday, January 6, 2014

Inferiority in the Mind and Intellect – Part 4 – Day 373



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I was watching a speech of Norm Chomsky discussing the history of Haiti and the imperial powers it has been strangled by over a century of time from there liberation of French power in the late 1800s. It was quite fascinating to learn about the history of our country as the US, and the importance of understanding it to the extent where we cansee the consequence and be able to implement solutions to create a better world for all. I will continue this discussion on this particular case with Haiti in later blogs, but for now I would like to continue with the inferiority point I have opened up, where when hearing people ask questions, I had a thought come that ‘I would screw that up, I would be so nervous I couldn’t speak’, and this thought is based on an inferiority belief about myself that I am not as articulate and intelligent then Norm Chomsky and he will judge me in a bad way. And this is not in fact the case, the real point behind this is that I judge myself extensively and this is due to thinking that I am stupid and not articulate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my own insecurities and judgments that I lack onto others within my world within an undertone notion that they are the cause of the feelings of inadequacy within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for the inadequacy that I feel within myself and blames others for making me feel this way due to the experience I am having within myself in there presence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief of lack within myself in comparison to another within my mind, where I realize in reality this will not live up to it’s absolute conclusion I have made because these absolute conclusions of what my mind is believing and I am so thinking and following is not real as it’s not based on fact but based on ‘created illusions’ within my mind I have projected onto reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my beliefs within my mind onto reality and thenreact to it in inferiority when in reality I created all of it and am limiting myself through my own fears.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge me based on a point of belief rather then live in reality and build myself each step through the common sense solutions I see I will have to walk to grow and become better in my living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the mind reality to direct me of feel good in energy rather then walk the necessary steps to build myself and stand stable not matter what I face through the tools shared of self forgivenessand self correction.

When and as I see I am going into a form of judgment and then blame onto my reality based on a fear within myself, I stop and breath, realizing that I am only limiting me and I am creating this all within myself.

I commit to let go of the beliefs in my mind and walk reality based living.

I commit to slow down myself through breathing until I am stable and so do not react when I see a form of blame or judgment experience within myself is coming up.

I commit to stop judging myself and walk the correction of accepting myself in reality and participating in reality equal and one.

I commit to face myself in writing and in the physical to move beyond inferiority and see myself equal to life and solive life to the fullest potential I can.

Eqafe Interview Support that I Recommend:

Insecurity: Introduction - Atlanteans - Part 148
Insecurity: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 149
Insecurity: Insecurity-Confidence Polarity - Atlanteans - Part 150
Confidence: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 151
Confidence: Practical Support - Atlanteans - Part 152
Confidence: The End - Atlanteans - Part 153

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