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This is a Series, here are the others for reference:
My Experience with Confidence In Appearance - Part 5 - Day 365
I see that within a group setting, I have experienced myself
to gain confidence if within the group I am someone that is strong within the
skill set that is common within what we are doing, what is usual in my life was
on sports teams, the sports I excelled at I had a certain confidence within
myself because I had a measure of value that I attributed to my worth within
the group and that was that I was good at the sport. So I gained a sense of hierarchal
power within the group in my own mind making me feel more special then others,
more at ease with others, more accepted by others all based on the fact that
within me I saw myself as one of the better one’s on the team, so I had the
right to ‘strut my stuff’ and it made me feel more
comfortable and privileged. This leading to arrogance towards others, not
considering my actions and words to others as an equal point of consideration
to myself, and treating others in a lesser way then I would those that I saw as
more skilled. So walking the inner of what the outer of this world
is showing, as within so without as the saying goes, elitism through living in an imbalance as positive/negative polarity
play-outs lived out through competition and survival.
This obviously balancing itself out within other parts of my
life where I would become inferior within my world because I was not as highly skilled and so saw myself now on the opposite spectrum of this competition game of survival of feeling inferior. So this
constant polarity is playing out within everything I/we do which is what the mind
does to keep us separate as beings from the physical body. The physical body
being what is real, what is life, and who we really are. The mind for reference
is generated and powering itself separate from our beingness and the physical body through consciousness as energy, so it uses
these energies we produce such as confidence or inferiority and creates itself,
but at the detriment of our beingness and our physical body as the mind uses
physical substance/our physical bodies to create the energy that we participate
in such as feeling confident or inferior in a group setting.
Also, alone I have found confidence within myself when I
find solutions or move myself within a direction that creates a point of
betterment in the environment I am in, within me there is a form of confidence
that I see that I enjoy as my ego, where I feel that I have power over others
and have a point of prestige because I am seen as someone who is able to create
solutions or make a point better. Within making environments in communities
better is excellent, but to do it to satisfy my ego in self interest and seek recognition obviously needs a realignment and correction
in my living otherwise it creates abuse and inequality. I will be redefining this word
as well as it’s opposite in the later part of this series.
So in my next blog I will walk self forgiveness and self
correction to these two points of confidence. Thanks for reading.
Eqafe Interview Support that I Recommend:
Insecurity: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 149
Insecurity: Insecurity-Confidence Polarity - Atlanteans - Part 150
Confidence: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 151
Confidence: Practical Support - Atlanteans - Part 152
Confidence: The End - Atlanteans - Part 153
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