I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
bring my past as how I experienced myself in the past here within this moment
in pictures as memories of me being a ‘fuck up’ and thus defining myself by
this starting point whenever I allow these pictures as memories to direct me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
when interacting with another being, accept the picture of me as less then,
where in I will remember how I feel about myself based on how I was treated in
the past, so thus holding onto memories of being mistreated in the past and
thus within this accepting this as who I am here, a person who is going to get
mistreated, and thus live into this by seeing myself as someone who gets abused
as I allow others to abuse me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to allow others to direct how i am and thus allow abuse onto me, as i did not stand up for myself, showing i am abusing myself by not walking what is best for self as what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
within moving about my day, accept thoughts that I am less then others and thus
accept the feeling of unworthiness to direct me based on believing this of myself,
by defining myself by these emotions and feelings of unworthiness and thus the
depression state, living into this depression state physically, by holding
myself back and allow my past as the fuck up character defining me in my living in each moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself by the fuck up character based on holding onto memories of me
living and judging myself as a fuck up, such as when I skied into a picnic bench,
where in, I was made fun of from that point on, based on this action, and thus
blaming myself for this ‘accident’ where in it was out of my control, and thus
just an occurrence that happened due to circumstances I had no control over at that time.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
hold on to this memory of me skiing into a picnic bench and thus from this memory
live into the inferior character as I see within the group I was with, they
used this as a point of weakness in me, and thus I defined myself based on this
weakness they called out, which I realize is not a weakness as we are not defined by
weak/strong, but is simply a point that occurred, and thus learn from this point to correct it in the future, and stop the judgment of self and others based on happenings that are not 'normal' or 'regular'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
take it personally that I was made fun of for skiing into the picnic bench and
thus define myself by the words of others and the incident that occurred in the
past, and re-live it over and over when I find that another is trying to exploit a weakness or my perception as such, and thus go into inferiority based on remembering this memory of being called as weak.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself by the past and thus by a memory of me being made fun of by other
kids, as I realize this was based on the kids mis-education on how to treat
others human beings, and the mind within that separate us from each other due
to our own actions or inactions to walk a change that supports life, where in, I must walk the change to support life as I realize that I have this opportunity to do this process now of correcting
this point to stop the mind from directing me and thus teach others to stop as
well, so thus I walk the change that is here within this process, to stop
directing myself by thoughts and memories of the mind and live here for the
betterment of all life by equalizing myself with the physical existence and changing what physical matters to support everyone living.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself by the words of others, and thus define myself through who I am
in regards to the words of others, instead of walking me as living words, which I
realize is the correction that I must walk.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself by being yelled at by older beings, and thus go into inferiority around those who are older then me based on defining myself by age
superiority, where in I immediately go into inferiority due to the belief that
those who are older are more wise and know better, I realize that this not self
supportive as I am separating myself from others, and thus going into a point
of inferiority automatically based on this belief about elders being more capable/knowledgable/wise.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself by being criticized and thus defined myself by the criticism of
another believing it to be true about me, and thus instead of using common sense
reasoning in self honesty, I will believe the other and thus change myself to
suit the others words, seeing myself not as capable as the other and that the
other is usually correct.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
doubt myself and my capabilities due to seeing myself not as capable as those
who are older in age then me, and thus go into inferiority when I find that I am
criticized by another and thus allow that criticism to define me and change
myself to accommodate another’s words instead of trusting myself and living my
words that support me in self honesty and common sense assessments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge myself as bad and inferior if I am criticized by someone who is older,
and thus believe that I am wrong.
I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
allow beliefs that I am inferior to elders and not as capable to
direct me into suppression.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
change myself for others and not trust myself within my living and my self
application in who I am in self honesty.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my expression based on my holding of the past in who i believe myself to be in my mind, i realize i must walk the change to live here in breath, and walk the physical in what matters and can be changed to support life in all as i would for myself, live here in the physical as breath and stop the mind from directing me as thoughts, pictures, memories, and beliefs, it's not worth it and it's self abusive.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my expression based on my holding of the past in who i believe myself to be in my mind, i realize i must walk the change to live here in breath, and walk the physical in what matters and can be changed to support life in all as i would for myself, live here in the physical as breath and stop the mind from directing me as thoughts, pictures, memories, and beliefs, it's not worth it and it's self abusive.
Self Corrective Statements to Follow.
letting go, stop the past, live here, breath, stable living, criticism, mistreated, bulled, memories, process, elders, common sense assessment, suppression, equal life, desteni, 2012, eqafe, stop and change, journey to life
