Day 304 – Self Judgment – Comparison Memory Breakdown – Money – “My money is better then your money”

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Day 299 – Self Judgment – Comparisons – Money Memories

“when I got my first car, I identified it with the brand as jeep and saw that I am in a cool car as this is an expensive brand and car, so I can been seen as elite, more worthy, and high class with this symbol as the car I drove as someone who has money even though I hardly had money, but wanted to give off the impression to others that I had money cause i associated money with acceptability.”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate the brand of something with the idea of myself as someone acceptable and cool because I could essentially afford this car because I was driving around in it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see that who I am is an idea in my head as someone driving a nice car and thus get an energy attachment as feeling more important then others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach this idea in my head as a picture of driving a nice car to me as being superior and important, and thus desire this through getting these nice cars so I can feel important and superior in these cars over those who have cheap cars.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others based on what cars we drive and thus induce a point of polarity of better/worse based on the idea in my mind of what the symbol represents to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base who I am on what I have as symbols and brands and thus separate myself from others and abuse life based on this idea that I am cooler then others because I have the right symbols.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge symbols as cars in this case to see where I stand, and thus I forgive myself to define myself by external things searching for who I am, when I realize I am here in my body and can define who I am based on my living in equality with others not in polarity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be more then others based on not seeingmyself worthy for having cars that are not this and judging them and me as not as good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and others as not good if they have a car that is not expensive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see people based on the things around them, what they have, and not here within equal consideration of myself in seeing them as a person living here and not defined by anything or any idea.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and compare life to be more then others and fuel my ego of feeling superior.

When and as I see myself go into this point of defining and judging what people have and what I have in stuff, I stop and breath, and realize that this only create a point of self compromise and separation with me and the life around me because I am not seeing clearly but only seeing where I can win. I realize this create abuse and me to live within polarities which is not equal.

I commit myself to let go of the comparison and judgments of what is here as stuff and push to practically see what is here and what it will be bested used for.

I commit myself to let go of my mind ideas as what is good and what is bad through desire and walk the point of the physical purpose, it’s use, and if it will function correctly at the time of use.

I commit myself to embrace others as well as embrace me and accept self for who ia m as how I live and stop defining due to a desire to be more.

I commit to walk my ego into correction as equalizing it and stop the point of mind control in seeing life in self interest.

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Day 303 – Self Judgment – Comparison Memory Breakdown – Money – ‘We are NOT shopping there’

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“shopping at ames and bradleys which were stores that were cheaper in price and my sisters use to make fun of my mom for going there, and so I from that perspective saw it as a cheap and like not cool place to shop, so saw us as ‘low-class’ for shopping at these places for clothes and thus didn’t want to be associated with the name of these stores nor buying clothes from them and wearing them around my friends in more the older childhood like 5th-6th grade on.”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare the clothes we wear based on the store it was bought from and the name brand, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seewhere people buy things is a status of who they are as either high class or low class.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself wanting only to be associated with the high class stores and clothes because within me it gives me a sense of importance and status over others because I could afford those clothes, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only define myself and others based on the symbols of the clothes they wear and thus create an idea in my mindabout them based on my idea of the symbols I have created within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself within this idea of symbols and that some symbols are better then others, and thus from this idea judge others and treat others in how I judged these symbols.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea in my mind of symbols being better then other symbols based on believing what the media said such as this makes you more important and higher status cause you are able to earn the money to get these things, and thus you are more important and valuable then those that can’t afford such symbols.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this idea that symbols represent life and who someone is, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who a person is is based on what symbols they buy and what I judge as who they are as inferior or superior to me based on the symbols they can afford.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to program myself and believe that those who are able to buy certain things are more valuable because they have more money and thus were able to get that money, and those who can’t get those symbols aren’t worth as much because they are not good at getting money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create my relationship with others based on my perceived definitions of value based on symbols that one wear, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another and treat another any differently then I would want for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed symbols to direct me into separating and compromising myequality with others believing this is real, when in fact these are not real, but made up, and what matters is not what the symbol represent as the being, but what it’s purposes in creating life in the best way possible is as I realize what is valuable and thus equal within all is the life that live, and thus this is the only value that is real and thus should be honored and respected within all and thus given equal support for all to have the support all need to live in dignity as this is what I would want for myself.

When and as I see myself go into any point of judgment of a symbol on any point of the physical and judge it as more or less based on ideas within myself, I stop and breath, and realize that this is a programmed behavior of status desires to be more and thus I see, realize, and understand I am compromising my self integrity by judging others in any way as more or less then me.

I commit myself to investigate all symbols I judge as bad or good, and thus purify them through self forgiveness, self correction, and living the correction in my world.

I commit myself to breath through all judgments and release the memory of energy as being superior or inferior until I am stable within it and can direct myself in equality with the physical.

I commit to support all life here regardless of any point of difference of physical picture/image, and treat others as I would like to be treated always.

I commit to breath through the desire to judge and release the energy through my feet and into the earth to practice stability in these moments of energy activation, such as when I see a symbol and react to it.

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Day 302 – Self Judgment – Comparison Memory Breakdown – Money – “I am more rich then you’

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“we always got on weekends and in summer like treats, ice cream, mcdonalds, and things that cost ‘money’, and so I would see myself as better and more worthy then these particular friends I hung out with, who hardly ever got these types of ‘treats’, but desired it, it’s not that they couldn’t afford it but just didn’t get it a lot, and I equated this to them having less money then us, so judged us as better cause we got treats and they didn’t.”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate treats and things I desired in my childhood with money and seeing if we got this in our lives the treats, entertainment, shiny gadgets, then we were better and more worthy then those that didn’t get it such in this instance with this memory our friends.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare what we had with others and determine within the material accumulation of stuff they had and I had as we are more then them or less then them and base how I will treat them and treat myself and see them and see myself base don this point of comparison asinferior = they have more accumulation or superior = we had more accumulation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto this memory when around these friends and gain an energy of satisfaction as supremacy towards them where I see that we are better, had more fun, and thus had a better experiences then them, and thus see me and my family/crew as privileged or better.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become egotistical in seeing within myself as more then others and treating others as less then me in my behavior towards them because I held onto this memory of what we had as more and they had less, and thus they are less well off and not so great.

Interesting here within walking out this self forgiveness to this memory, which I haven’t ever really looked at or faced, and seeing the absolute illusionary and rather infantile assumptions, assessments, and actions of separation and elitism that was playing out and still to this day I see I exist in these patterns. This due to a comparison of material possessions and judging myself according to that comparison as more or less to others, when this in no way define's who we are in reality here, as we are all equal in fact as we are all life. Fascinating what we define ourselves from and how limiting it really is with out any awareness on a real level of what we are actually doing day in and day out, we just live into it as if it is who we are, when this is a very limited and brutal form of who we are as we are seeing playout everywhere in this world as conflict and absolute suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself and others within the relationship I fostered with them to be about separation and illusion as ego within trying to be more then others and gain a more heightened state of importance within myself due to this judgment of others and myself in what we have, but really compromising the opportunity and potential I have here to walk in equality with others and live in ways that will bring this about in our living realities in what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a judgment and comparisons based on material possessions and the accumulation of stuff, and thus I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize the self within all that is here and the reality of the reasons things are here not to serve the ego, but to serve and thus be honored equally within all as life in all it’s forms.

When and as I see that I am going into a point of judging another through comparison of what they have and how much stuff there is there, I stop and breath, and realize that this way of living will only create a point of self compromise as I will miss the reality of what is here and the opportunity for equality, and thus seek and live into ego and thus the separation of myself as life and live within conflict and abuse.

I commit myself to move through this memory in letting it go as a point of learning to see that comparison and judgment lead not to what is best, but compromise.

I commit myself to accept all within my environment in all forms and means, and realize we are all equal here as the flesh and thus walk the self integrity of who I am as life within this realization and living within my world.

I commit myself to walk the equal money system research and spreading of the message so we can create an equal, fair, and balance platform for all goods and services to be honored and respected within sustenance and understanding that we are all one.

I commit to let go of my ego when it arise to be more as I let go of the desire to get more, I move into living within what is here and what will support me in each moment to walk my process and become effective within what I am doing and my purpose in this world as I direct myself within and as.

I commit myself to stop all judgment and comparison of others and breath through the energy to judge as I put myself in there shoes and realize that we are equal and continue to walk this until I am it as my living expression.

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