Day 202 - Im your Master Dog Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have this point of superiority over other lifeforms such as animals as being more entitled, more intelligent, more aware and thus use my will over them to make them do what I want and what I intend rather then working with the animal, seeing it within equality, and thus walking with the animal in stability into livable solutions or steps of compromise to work towards an equal understanding of mutual respect and benefit and thus stop my abuse of dominance over another who is me equal and one no matter the form.

I commit myself to when and as I go into a point of superiority towards another life form as animals, bugs, even inanimate objects believe myself to be more, I stop and breath, and do not accept myself to go into this point of ego through not moving myself or speaking until I have regained stability within myself and will speak in ways that supports life in all it’s forms in an equal way to how I would like to be treated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become dominant over other life forms such as animals, insects, even small children, where in based on this belief of my intelligence and awareness being more advanced, I will go into a point of ego based on being this feeling of power and control and becoming intoxicated by this ‘imagined benefit’ I am gaining by being able to take advantage of others ‘lacks’ when really I realize this is showing me who I am as a self interested abuser of life, if I can not consider the ‘smallest’ or the supposed ‘least aware’ as equal to myself then I become equal within this living of ignorance and lose my opportunity to be life as living equality in full awareness of what life is. Real living is treating all life equal as I realize that I am here as and within all life as life is all there is in fact.

I commit myself to when and as I go into a point of belief of superiority and go into a dominant stand towards others in my world who I perceive as ‘less’, I stop and breath, and do not participate in this belief of superiority as I realize I am equal, and do not accept the thoughts of judgment towards others, by pushingbreathing and speaking self forgiveness in my head through moving my body, and not allowing the thoughts to accumulate into consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry at animals, kids, and insects for instance when they do not accept and allow themselves to be dominate and thus react towards me as I then go into a point of inferior and fear losing my power position.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base myself in what standings I can create myself within towards others based on perceived beliefs of myself that I am more then other life forms and thus have gained in my own ‘right’ the power position. I realize and see that this is purely self ignorance in the face of the reality that is here and I am missing within the life of others of abusing other thorugh trying to impose my own desires onto them and not allowing them to be free. I realize I create this power position due to fear of my own lack of integrity and willingness to really live equal in fact and fear of giving up my disires to have more then others.

I commit myself to when and as I go into a point of perception on a situation I walk into and thus startthinking thoughts of judgment and were I can be most strong within capitalizing on my superiorities and thus forcing others to do my will without considering who they are and what they would want equally, I stop and breath, and do not accept myself to go into this perception of thought of judgments and images about my own superiority compared to others. I stop thoughts from directing me using breath and continuing to push my self will to dismantle these thought patterns of desires to have/be more and fear of lose, but walking reality in equality with others and realize if all don’t benefit, then I will never benefit as well.

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Day 201 - I'm your Master Dog

I often find myself going into this point of believing I know more then others, I am more gifted then others, I am smarter, more intelligent then others, and this within me gives me a sense of power and control over who I am and what I perceive myself as. As within the starting point of having to have power and control over myself and thus others in my world, is showing that I am living and existing in fear, fear of not being seen within a point of acceptance by myself or others thus I have to take it and fear of losing what I believe I can gain if I harness this power position and control the correct people to have the greatest advantage of getting what I want, but this all of course is self interest and not serving life thus not serving myself.

I find this desire for control is quite strong within me, for instance, with my dog, he will often push my authority and boundaries by continously jumping on me and try and fight with me, this is when we are out in the field and we are playing. It’s more a point of dominance as he is just showing me equal and one what I am doing to him as I have this idea within myself that I am the master and he is mine to direct. But we are equals, and thus this point of dominance is not necessary as we can co-exist within this respect. I see I go into this selfrighteous point of, please you are a dog and I am a human, you are the one who has to listen to me, I am your master and thus this is who I am to you, and this is not something that I consciously see of myself as I believe myself to be a great dog owner and friend, but within this event I see that there is more brewing under the surface.

This sense of power comes in with control as power is something that makes me feel special and superior then others and I only receive this sense of power when I have dominated and controlled another, like a form of winning. This making me feel good like I am better then others because I came to the point of control and now they have to give their power to me, this is within the example of my dog I am using here. Like gettingsatisfaction of having the dog submit to me and sit and stay when I tell him to, and within myself havethoughts of, ‘look at me, I am so good that I have this dog just do exactly what I say.” Believing this is all me and getting good feelings as a reward from this within my mind as I believe I have power and control over of him, thus "I must be pretty special then, like I must be like an animal communicator", which has come up in my mind which I have desired to be, thus desiring fame/recognition for such a talent. This all being self interest. But who is the one in this situation with the real power is Henri as he is showing me how to be disciplined and have self control, and this point of aggression and dominance I am creating within our relationship by being this way with him at times is being directed back at myslef through Henri as he is showing me what I am doing. He doesn't force me to be or do anything, he is just here and lives.

Animals are a unconditional support for humans to show us who we are and who we can be, I am amazed at how henri can go up to any human and be friendly and enjoy their company within their expression, they don’t think about anything, they just go and be expressive with the different humans no matter who it is, where I would be in judgment and be thinking of the past, and not be expressive, but be in my mind.

I find this point of power and control is based within me living and designing myself within competition in a point of fear and inferiority, like I will have to be strong and take over others or I will be the one to be taken advantage of. As well as compensating within this point of seeing were I am weak in, use what I can within the other to exploit and take advantage of, so I have a better chance of survival and I am more secure. All to be someone in my mind that I can believe is me, this strong, powerful person, but within myself I feel really crappy, not strong, but weak as I realize the abuse I am causing and the abuse this type of mind frame causes within this world, nothing but self compromise and abuse to life.

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