Day 152- “Good Person” Character – Physical Reactions – Self Forgiveness

Here looking at the physical reactions I experience that activate the ‘good person’ character, and so where I will submit to and thus accept myself to align with a certain specific way of being instead of here breathing as myself.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I am being seen within my mind as not accepted by others in my reality through a thought such as ‘I am being seen as unapproachable based on the way that person addressed me being cold’ I will physically react within my body as a tightness in my stomach and thus recluse myself, and from there in our interactions will see this person as the dominant one.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when my body reacts within a tightness due to an assumed rejection from another as being cold, I will then see this person as more dominant then me and thus fall into a submissive role with them in interactions.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a reaction of tightness within my stomach when I have assumed that another has rejected me due to how one approached me as not acceptable in my eyes and thus I follow the thought that ‘I am being seen as unapproachable based on the way that person addressed me as being cold’ and thus activate a polarity of comparison as than go into being inferior based on the assumption that I am not being accepted by this person.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to another based on how I perceived the other within how they approached me as cold, and thus immediately went into the inferior stance as seeing myself as being rejected and thus less then.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as being rejected by another based on an assumption of their physical body movement and approach in a moment towards me as being cold when in fact I didn't know why they moved in such a way.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thus through this assumption of being rejected and then the reaction of physical tightness in my body as a suppression, immediately go into the activation of the ‘good person’ character as this is the approach I will have on those that I see are not accepting me right away to thus win their acceptance as being good and/or likable.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the ‘good person’ character when I find that I am not being accepted and use this character to have more of a chance of being accepted and seen as likable.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate others within this character of being a ‘good person’ so I can be accepted as within myself I have not accepted myself and thus will use this point to gain good feelings if I win the other over with this character activation as the ‘good person’ I will feel better about myself.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others to make myself feel better when I win in this exchange and thus be subject and enslaved to this point of how others will see me and react to me being a person I am not such as this ‘good person’ character.




Self Commitment Statements to follow.



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Day 150 – ‘I am a good person’ Fear Dimension

What I fear when becoming this character as the good person character is that I will not be liked and thus move into this character for others to have reason to like me, this not being genuine because it’s done out of fear of being alone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the good person character to have others see me as an easy going nice person, so I can be liked.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being seen as a good person as I within this will have to face who I am as my backchat and the points that I have kept hidden and secret because I don’t want others as well as myself to really see and understand who I am within it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the hidden points within me because I see these as difficult points and I desire to have an easy and enjoyable time, and within manipulating others with the good person character, I will be much more likely to experience this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the hidden part of myself and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use a false front as the good person character to not have to do what is necessary to be done which is face the shit within me and deal with it, and change to support all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the good person character to have people like me but within this not know who I am in stability because I am basing myself on others and thus will be moved by others reactions towards me.

I forgive my that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire others to like me so I always have a stable point to be at and be entertained with so thus using the good person character to win friends and be entertained, but within this I loss my self stability as I am compromising myself for my mind as good feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be unconditional within who I am with others and have a secret agenda to just fit in so I don’t have to feel negative feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have agendas when being with other to have them like me and so use the good person character to get them to like me and thus then I won’t have to feel bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear negative feelings and thus become addicted to the good feelings within the mind as is generated when my good person character is accepted and liked.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself with the good person character in being in self interest to have my own desires met of feeling good and being entertained, while the world is going to hell and many are suffering, this is created based on the mind I am participating in through the feelings I am creating as real and living into them as if this is who I am, based in my own self happiness while others are suffering.

I commit myself to stop participating in the good character persona for others acceptance and approval so I can be able to walk as a point of stability here in real reality.

I commit myself to stop the fear of being alone and face what is here in whatever point is here, it is not relevant whether I am alone or not as I am never alone as there is countless beings always here, so I stop this point of seeing myself alone and embrace others as myself.

I commit myself to let go of the desire to be entertained with good feelings by letting go of this fake persona, as being a good person, and be real here and direct myself so I can be trusted with others and with myself as I am walking what I am talking.

I commit myself to stop self interest in wanting to be liked and seen as special by others by letting go of the desire to get attention and be more then others, through breathing, stopping the thoughts, and stopping each time the participation in these energy movements arise within.

I commit myself to push the point of being unconditional with myself and with others and stop the self judgment of myself so I can be here for real and accept what is here as it is, changing all points that don’t support life through and as myself first.

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Day 149- ‘I am a good person’ Character Self forgiveness - Intro

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the thought that I am a good person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be a good person so I will not get in trouble from elders and thus be seen in a good way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as a good person to have others like me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as a person that will always do the right thing so in others mind I will be seen as someone who can be relied on and will be in good standings with them in the future, having them as my ally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as a good person but in my thoughts have backchat about others and dishonorable thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the good person persona as a way to manipulate others to do things for me, instead of standing equal to others and supporting, as I would like to be supported.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen by others as good because I desire to have friends and be seen by others as someone who is nice and easy to be around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to liked and seen as a nice and easy going person and so use the good person pesona to have others see me in the positive side as a good, nice and easy going person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself to have people like me and see me as nice by playing into this fake persona as the nice and good person, while within myself I allow backchat of judgments of the other beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself and be deceptive towards others due to my desire to be liked and seen as acceptable by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be like and accepted by others because I see myself as only acceptable if others see me as this and accept me, and so will change myself to thus fit into this point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to change myself based on trying to fit in and be liked by others, and thus living in separation from my own self direction and understanding.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself due to desire.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed desire to direct me.

I commit myself to stop this persona as the ‘good person’ personality, and walk the who I am here as my living direction through my self-application and understanding to stand equal with others.

I commit myself to breath through the desire to go into the good character to want to be liked and thus continue to walk my own self-acceptance, by speaking the point within myself and stopping the compromise for others.

I commit myself to stop all points of backchat and investigate and self forgive the points so thus I am not compromised due to my own acceptance but am clear and here with others as equals.

I commit myself to stop the desire to be seen as someone other then who I am and 

Day 118- Blame Character Self Commitment Statements

I commit myself to take responsibility for all blame that comes up within me towards, another always bringing it back to myself, and walking the point of correction by facing the reaction in stopping it or directing the point to greater clarity and solution within common sense reasoning.

I commit myself to walk the point of self responsibility when a point of blame comes up within me towards another, by accessing what triggered the reaction of ‘wanting’ to go into blame, and thus direct the point to stop the blame byt not participating in the emotions and breathing through the reactions realizing that it is myself that is creating this reaction thus I am the point of stopping it by stopping the blame.

I commit myself to face myself within the point that brought up a desire to blame as I separated myself from the being and thus seek to regain my standing within ego within my own self interest to be more, thus I stop the point of ego and seeking to be more in self interest, and walk as equals with others in living here in actual equality within others directing myself in the physical instead of separating myself in the mind.

I commit myself to stop all blame on another for the reactions I had which the other triggered within me, thus stopping separation in blame, bringing the point back to myself and seeing what it is that I am not accept of myself and change the point to align with life in equality, I realize I am creating this for myself thus I can stop it.

I commit myself to stop using my mind as a point of self interest where in I will battle with others and make myself the winner, instead I commit to walk the process in the physical, where in I direct the point within myself or with others to resolve what triggered the blame and stop using the mind as the ego to be more.

I commit myself to stop diminishing other’s in my secret mind in blame and anger, and thus walk within the physical to stop the reactions and back chat thoughts, and deal with the situation in common sense.

I commit myself to stop fear of speaking up to others and thus stop taking points personally as this is the mind, and thus I walk what is here as the physical to a point that can be lived by all as self.

I commit myself to stop polarities of seeing myself inferior to others, and walk as an equal, where in I take responsibility for myself and direct myself to what is best for all.

I commit myself to stop the blame character for my own self interest gain to be more and gain a positive feeling as winning, I commit to stop the desire to win and gian positive feelings for myself as I realize feelings are real life and they only separate self from what is here in reality.

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