Self Forgiveness (Day 1):The Beginning of Self Deprecation - Day 579

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For most of my life up until I have started to walk the desteni process and realized i have the power to change myself, I was living very much in self-insecurity and self depreciation, which in it's outflow led me to become angry, revengeful, abusive, even physically violent.

A lot of times in my childhood I remember feeling crazy inside myself like there was a person inside me that wanted to just rip out of my skin and scream due to the rage at times that would course through my body. I often was driven to punching and kicking people in my world, becoming a bully towards those who I saw as weaker than me and then creating a huge petrification of those who I deemed more then me. Resulting over time in a unstable person who could barely function in society and just wanted to be away from people, finding indulgences to quench the petrification that was eating away at me, and be calm for a while, then the voices would come back, "what is out there that can harm me, when will i be harmed, will i be able to survive on this planet, will I be strong enough" and so fear became rooted within me.

I did not, in fact, want to fight or be a bully, but I saw no other way out, everyone around me did the same thing, there were very little examples in my world of those who were at peace and lived peace in there lives, cared for others, and took self-responsibility. And I became equal to that survival system, competing with everyone, fearing my survival, and so it came out as bullying, not being patient when people made mistakes, not taking responsibility to do what is best for others, and so creating a fear-based world that was maddening and not what life is supposed to be about.

I see how I have taken on the anger and rage from family history, copying it from many, it's amazing how much we influence others and they us. This is why it is important to walk the process of self-purification, to know thyself and so be able to direct self in what is best to thus direct others to what is best equally so as how you would like. So living out my bully nature, using passive-aggressive force to move people to do what I want, manipulating in fact to get the desired result, and when my expectations are not met become rigid and cold. I see this pattern play out in my responsibilities at work at times stemming from an impatience I have found because there is an ego self-interest point i am defending and that is not to have to do extra work and also believing that I am better at my job than others and so I have the 'right' to say this in this way or do that to get that result, not in full consideration or being my best self. And thus causing ripples to outflow that are harmful and abusive, which is in need of correction and self-forgiveness.

So I am working with both insecurities and self-righteousness as a polarity design playout within this whole programming I just wrote out, balancing out the systems in place of not actually standing within the patience of what is here and the step by step process that must be walked in this physical reality to get the results that are grounded, long lasting, and best for all. I take short cuts and in life, short cuts always catch up with you, the best way to move forward when one has seen living that is not supporting life is to forgive ourselves, write out the corrections, and walk new in life fresh, here, breath by breath, creating a new you. because I see that taking this on will release the self-interest within myself and thus collapses this polarity design I am battling within myself, and do what is best regardless of the scenario.

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Secure - Redefinition Word Process - Day 503

Secure -

 
Definition - feeling safe, stable, and free from fear or anxiety.

Word play - See cure

So the way i have been living secure is where i am existing within a point of needing this, not ever feeling like i am secure and so not feeling safe or free in my environments. I have tainted my security within myself and my world based on following others in my reality, not seeing, realizing, and understanding that i am not leading myself but following the experience within me based on stimuli i have been triggered by through energy based on thoughts.
Solution: the solution that i am seeing is first stop following others and the experiences within me, and lead myself based on living principles. Living based on principles, living based on breath by breath living, living based on provisions or solutions for each scenario i go into to what and who i will be in those moments. 

So secure within myself is based on see the solution before hand as i am the leader of myself preparing the way before me so i can stand in these moments and not be swayed by energy but be secure within the steadfast of my resolve within the life principles i am living

Word list - Living Words Secure
secure
safe
free
sound
protect
whole
understood
self leader
assured
solutions
confident
immune
riskless
unharmed
certain
decided
sure
stable
stand
life
best for all
principled
living
complete
here
breath
commitment
discipline

Redefined Secure - is to see and so self lead self to the solution/cure in the moment through preparing beforehand the potential outflows and corrections needed to become secure in the understanding of what the situation calls for as it presents itself.

Flag-point for this - if i am feeling insecure - then i realize a process has to be walked in writing/self forgive/self correction - living solutions to be able to become secure in that scenario and stand as solutions as the moment comes.

 
Scenarios to Live this New Definition of Secure -
-When i am in the mirror judging any part of my appearance, as the solution i walk self forgiveness and self corrective statements until i no longer judge my appearance in the mirror and i am stable, how ever long this takes, i stand and walk.

-if i am in front of another and my mind starts to chatter thoughts that 'i am being judged' 'they don't like me' 'i am being seen as weak' 'i am weak' - i breath through these thoughts and live the solution that the other is defining and creating themselves, and in this moment i must take responsibility for myself in stopping these thoughts from directing me and living the solution which is living solutions that are best for all - the one solution is - all life is equal and one as this physical existence - no being is more or less - each being is unique in an individual expression within the physical body that exist here as and a part where each on e is a part of the physical planet.

-Each is capable and able to live to there highest potential and all within this physical existence has this potential within them. My responsibility in this moment is to live these principles of equality and oneness of the physical and live the word self responsibility to stop my thoughts through breath awareness and have the solution in place to see the life that is here in a 'new' way - a way of equality and oneness and so live the best that is able to be lived in these scenarios for myself and for all others that i can support.

-Care (creative action regarding expression) also has to be walked in the moments i am changing in my process from insecure to secure by living solutions through caring for myself as i fall and stand up again in the process of change that is being walk, and caring for my physical body with efficient food/sleep/breath awareness to remain stable in my reality and balanced within my day to day application.

--care for myself when i am not feeling ok, is to realize that i am ok, i am alive, i am breathing, i have support around me, i have all i need to live, and i have the opportunity to walk to my highest potential, and so within this realization, i am in a simplistic outlook of life where life becomes simple, it's not about the thoughts or the thinking, but about how i am in my self in a moment - this is all that really matters the self here in the breath and how I will live/create myself. Through this provision of making life simple, best for all, and walking the tools of self responsibility and self change, i am moving myself into a point of becoming secure as i understand where i stand and i am leading myself to stand within how i will be in moments of insecurity becoming the solution for myself and the environment that i am in within the principle of what is best for all.

-Memories - memories that come up that move me from here - my directive principle - i note them down and walk the self forgiveness and self correction to purify the memory and release the energy charge within it within a day or two of the event.

-conflict resolution - to be continued - i have walked releasing the energy real time through breath, and understanding the solution within the outflow that is playing out by taking responsibility for myself and the situation and using my resources to create a solution that is best for all. Learning and expanding as I confront conflict and practicing the responding in my ability to create solutions that will create stability within the environment once again.

--If the person is violent of causing harm to others or myself, leave the area and call for professional support like police.

-Aid to someone in need - put myself in there shoes and see how they are seeing things, through communication and asking questions to find the common ground between all involved to be able to agree on a way forward that will be best for all.

-walking with animals - enjoy the moment with an animal treating them as how i would like to be treated and supporting them in the best way i am able to so there survival is certain and the equality of life is respected.

-Walking with children - change any reactions immediately not allowing time to pass and waiting to ensue as the children are looking to me as a solution and example of how to live. They will be the future of our world, so teaching myself in all areas that are here to learn what is best by walking what makes sense in this physical reality through a correction process of self honesty and self responsibility. This to ensure all children as all adults live in dignity and respect through securing their life in the highest potential we can possible create here each and every breath.

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Food Waste: How to Stop this from Perpetuating - Day 481

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What Will Be the Key to Create A World of Peace? - Day 419

Imagine if we allowed for all to have support in this life, a new world basically in an instant where everybody has enough money and things to live from, and everyone is self sufficient and self directed treating everyone how self would want to be treated, with care and equal consideration. This world would be great, there would be peace in the lands, the fear would end, the killing and abuse would end, the traumatization and corruption would end, poverty, hunger, disease, slavery would end, our world would be a place we all would want to live in and rejoice for because our living would be that of true peace and freedom, a real joy.

Imagine this world….can you see it? Do you see people communicating with each other with ease and comfort, self expressing and being open and giving? Do you see the lush green of the grass and the tall old trees covering us from the daily sun? The endless variety of nature and animals walking alongside humans as equals? The children playing at ease in the fields with passion for each other and their expression? And adults supporting one another with humbleness and self assuredness? Can you hear the communication of the beings that exist on all levels of life the big to the small as all are here with each other as life in equal measure? Can you experience the equality of all life within the system’s we live and function from? This world we can dream up can indeed be created, but here is the key, we must physically move ourselves to create this world we see, we human beings have to physically create our 'dream' world step by step for it to become real.

This imagination is a blueprint for the actual world we can create. The problem we as humanity have been existing within is the fact that we are only imagining things, only existing within our minds, only seeking good experiences, only looking within a fear of survival, and not within the reality that exists that we have power and that power is within living aligned equal and one with all others in practical common sense.

We can not go from the state that this world is in now where we are in turmoil, at war, annihilating our planet, and abusing and hurting each other mentally and physically to a peaceful world without doing it ourselves, each one on this planet is responsible to walk the best they are able to within themselves. As has been obvious, there is no god or higher force going to save us on this planet, the ‘elite’ of this world or those in high powered positions and have access to all the resources have gotten to that position based on shrewdness and self interest, they are not going to bring peace to this world, they are not going to create a world that is best for all, so we are not able to rely on government or charities or religions to save us because throughout history as has been shown, our world has only gotten worse.

To expand our world into new directions that all are able to live within and enjoy has to also be expanded within ourselves, walking within ourselves to self change and taking the action to actually will it to be done. 

Walking with a group to create the change we see will be best. All are welcome in this group, there is no separation to who can be in this group, but we all are responsible to respect and honor all life equal and one to self and support oneself to live this so we can actually change the world for real. If we don’t change ourselves to live what is best for all, how can we expect our world to change in such a way or any other person for that matter if within ourselves we are not living this, the within is being reflected in the without.

The process for this self and world change is a process as we see with changing any part of our worlds such as stopping an addiction, it’s going to take a step by step dedication to walk this and change oneself without giving up in the difficult moments and there will be many. Though the rewards of this labor is a stable and harmonious self and eventually global community. To get here though, we have to figure out within ourselves how we work, what is driving us within our motivation in our behavior, what is working that supports our physical bodies and living and what doesn’t, and then we have to take the same steps in the outer, how does our world function, how does our relationships function in this world, how are our systems constructed and operate?

This process is not going to be quick or easy, the mcdonalds way of life has been used up, we have to face now the consequences of our lifestyles from the past and within this walk the current positions of ourselves to support a better future. But here a key alignment I realize has to be made within myself and so within humanity as it’s common sense, if we want peace and stability in our world, all must have access to this peace and stability, if even one being (man, animal, nature, all life) is not included, peace and stability will never be possible. To implement and live the principles of we are all one on this earth as the physical beings we all are, and we are all equal within this physical existence because we are all life within each one that exist, a entire new existence will open up, something we couldn’t have fathomed in years past. But this way of peace and transformation into a transparency of sorts and a unison of life is here to be walked, it is possible, and is in waiting by all life who is willing to align with such principles.

Living what is best for all is our solution, living in peace and stability is possible, allowing all a right to life on this planet is our duty, and respecting and honoring ourselves as one and equal as life is our salvation. All who here this and walk it will live eternally, it is not a special thing, it is the truth of life. Support proposal that support life, let’s walk a new world through living this through ourselves, and remember none are free until all are free. Thank you.

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Stepping Beyond the Corruption - Day 379

Today I watched the documentary called ‘Four Horseman’ and it was very well made and informative, I recommend watching. A point I would like to discuss within the movie that I thought notable to mention is the belief within this world as the populous that we are powerless, we have no control over the situation that is on this planet, and that we have no ability to change anything. This is where those that desire to have all the power and wealth win due to this acceptance and allowance within us to not govern or take part in the political system, but allow others to walk and direct it as they wish. This way of existing has been designed specifically with things that’ll distract us from  really paying attention to how our money is being made, what our taxes are going to, the specific reasons and clarification on the taxes we are paying, who is benefitting from the money system and why, and what is the intricacies of how the money system in fact operates, and many atrocious points are being created where many many suffer and die due to the results.

We will not learn of these atrocities in school or in universities because of the intricacies that this power that wants all the wealth has invested in the pursuit for power and profit, all avenues where one would gain a knowledgable understanding of what in fact is going on and how in fact our system is being run in the conventional sense of today such as newspapers and media talk heads are being controlled and filtered to only benefit those few in power disregarding what is best for all. One of the more important mediums that we have for those interested and willing to educate themselves outside the main stream is through the vast amount of information on the internet. There is also many books and documentaries out there that can indeed be accessed through the internet that are very informative to this state of affairs. So pushing oneself to learn and research what in fact is going on takes time and a vast amount of resources to start to gain a full picture of what is here and what has to change, but well worth the effort cause one gain freedom and directive power through this research and applying common sense within it.

So the power is within each one and their willingness to educate themselves and become a stand and plus one in the group that will be walking the change in the system that will create a way for it to function for all. Also, creating a transparency and an efficiency that will ensure a sustained natural living environment as well as human’s living conditions being raised. The power and wealth has gone unchecked and now they have many different fail safes such as the lobbyist and interest groups paid to ensure these interest’s are adhered to through Washington and the politicians within that arena, where they more represent the interest groups rather then the people they were elected to represent. There is enough of everything we need to live here in decencies, but there is not enough for the greed for more, so we have to sort out this relationship with greed and self interest within oneself and I suggest to start at the DIP Lite course where this very process is explained and walked in detail for one to eradicate and change this greed to care for life for all who are willing.

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Why have we created a scenario in this world where there is not enough? - Day 354

We see this in many actually I would say all areas in our lives, there is simply not enough, not enough funding for our schools, there is not enough homes for the homeless, there is not enough food to feed the hungry, there is not enough information to cure our diseases, there is not enough time to do our responsibilities, there is simply not enough of anything to fulfill anything within this world to function properly. I mean this is what we are saying as we look around at our society and way of living, no? When there is schools that close down, when there are people living on the streets, when there is people going hungry, when there is deaths from diseases, when there is people losing there jobs, people who can’t read and write, people being sold into slavery, people dying to live, people suffering every moment……..we say ‘man there is just not enough’.

I am sorry to say but if we base life from the physical, what is needed and how to give it to all in an equally valued manner within the best outcome for all involved, this equation will create a win - win scenario for all and so start to create a world of peace. Having our starting point within ourselves and so within society of doing what is best for all will end the not enough excuse before it has time to pass through our vocal cords because we realize and see the deception we have lived as this excuse as there is enough, there's enough food, enough resources, enough money, enough homes, we just need to allocate the system to be fair, transparent, and for what is best for everyone here equally.

The people and solutions are here to bring about change, so it's each one's responsibility to change themselves and align with the people that are walking this as well. Obviously, the solutions exclude no one, but you are the one who will exclude yourself through the way you live and how you define yourself and others. There is always a consequence to our actions, and it's not a good or bad thing, it is simply a consequence based on one's actions through time, let's make our time count and all stand together as one in the solutions that will enable and support all life to indeed have a life where there is always enough because we as the human beings created it this way.

Who will walk the solutions that are here will birth as life and thus be life, this the greatest gift one can give oneself and the greatest service one can gift to others, life begets life and this is the only thing in fact that is real. Find out more about equal life and doing what is best for all through solutions such as the Living Income Guarantee by the Equal Life Foundation. We are not powerless and have all the capabilities to change the world, what has not been lived is the equal value of all life that exist on this planet, we honor life we then equally honor ourselves because we are all equally valued as we are all life.

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Day 152- “Good Person” Character – Physical Reactions – Self Forgiveness

Here looking at the physical reactions I experience that activate the ‘good person’ character, and so where I will submit to and thus accept myself to align with a certain specific way of being instead of here breathing as myself.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I am being seen within my mind as not accepted by others in my reality through a thought such as ‘I am being seen as unapproachable based on the way that person addressed me being cold’ I will physically react within my body as a tightness in my stomach and thus recluse myself, and from there in our interactions will see this person as the dominant one.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when my body reacts within a tightness due to an assumed rejection from another as being cold, I will then see this person as more dominant then me and thus fall into a submissive role with them in interactions.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a reaction of tightness within my stomach when I have assumed that another has rejected me due to how one approached me as not acceptable in my eyes and thus I follow the thought that ‘I am being seen as unapproachable based on the way that person addressed me as being cold’ and thus activate a polarity of comparison as than go into being inferior based on the assumption that I am not being accepted by this person.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to another based on how I perceived the other within how they approached me as cold, and thus immediately went into the inferior stance as seeing myself as being rejected and thus less then.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as being rejected by another based on an assumption of their physical body movement and approach in a moment towards me as being cold when in fact I didn't know why they moved in such a way.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thus through this assumption of being rejected and then the reaction of physical tightness in my body as a suppression, immediately go into the activation of the ‘good person’ character as this is the approach I will have on those that I see are not accepting me right away to thus win their acceptance as being good and/or likable.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the ‘good person’ character when I find that I am not being accepted and use this character to have more of a chance of being accepted and seen as likable.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate others within this character of being a ‘good person’ so I can be accepted as within myself I have not accepted myself and thus will use this point to gain good feelings if I win the other over with this character activation as the ‘good person’ I will feel better about myself.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others to make myself feel better when I win in this exchange and thus be subject and enslaved to this point of how others will see me and react to me being a person I am not such as this ‘good person’ character.




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Day 150 – ‘I am a good person’ Fear Dimension

What I fear when becoming this character as the good person character is that I will not be liked and thus move into this character for others to have reason to like me, this not being genuine because it’s done out of fear of being alone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the good person character to have others see me as an easy going nice person, so I can be liked.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being seen as a good person as I within this will have to face who I am as my backchat and the points that I have kept hidden and secret because I don’t want others as well as myself to really see and understand who I am within it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the hidden points within me because I see these as difficult points and I desire to have an easy and enjoyable time, and within manipulating others with the good person character, I will be much more likely to experience this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the hidden part of myself and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use a false front as the good person character to not have to do what is necessary to be done which is face the shit within me and deal with it, and change to support all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the good person character to have people like me but within this not know who I am in stability because I am basing myself on others and thus will be moved by others reactions towards me.

I forgive my that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire others to like me so I always have a stable point to be at and be entertained with so thus using the good person character to win friends and be entertained, but within this I loss my self stability as I am compromising myself for my mind as good feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be unconditional within who I am with others and have a secret agenda to just fit in so I don’t have to feel negative feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have agendas when being with other to have them like me and so use the good person character to get them to like me and thus then I won’t have to feel bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear negative feelings and thus become addicted to the good feelings within the mind as is generated when my good person character is accepted and liked.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself with the good person character in being in self interest to have my own desires met of feeling good and being entertained, while the world is going to hell and many are suffering, this is created based on the mind I am participating in through the feelings I am creating as real and living into them as if this is who I am, based in my own self happiness while others are suffering.

I commit myself to stop participating in the good character persona for others acceptance and approval so I can be able to walk as a point of stability here in real reality.

I commit myself to stop the fear of being alone and face what is here in whatever point is here, it is not relevant whether I am alone or not as I am never alone as there is countless beings always here, so I stop this point of seeing myself alone and embrace others as myself.

I commit myself to let go of the desire to be entertained with good feelings by letting go of this fake persona, as being a good person, and be real here and direct myself so I can be trusted with others and with myself as I am walking what I am talking.

I commit myself to stop self interest in wanting to be liked and seen as special by others by letting go of the desire to get attention and be more then others, through breathing, stopping the thoughts, and stopping each time the participation in these energy movements arise within.

I commit myself to push the point of being unconditional with myself and with others and stop the self judgment of myself so I can be here for real and accept what is here as it is, changing all points that don’t support life through and as myself first.

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Day 149- ‘I am a good person’ Character Self forgiveness - Intro

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the thought that I am a good person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be a good person so I will not get in trouble from elders and thus be seen in a good way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as a good person to have others like me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as a person that will always do the right thing so in others mind I will be seen as someone who can be relied on and will be in good standings with them in the future, having them as my ally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as a good person but in my thoughts have backchat about others and dishonorable thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the good person persona as a way to manipulate others to do things for me, instead of standing equal to others and supporting, as I would like to be supported.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen by others as good because I desire to have friends and be seen by others as someone who is nice and easy to be around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to liked and seen as a nice and easy going person and so use the good person pesona to have others see me in the positive side as a good, nice and easy going person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself to have people like me and see me as nice by playing into this fake persona as the nice and good person, while within myself I allow backchat of judgments of the other beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself and be deceptive towards others due to my desire to be liked and seen as acceptable by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be like and accepted by others because I see myself as only acceptable if others see me as this and accept me, and so will change myself to thus fit into this point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to change myself based on trying to fit in and be liked by others, and thus living in separation from my own self direction and understanding.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself due to desire.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed desire to direct me.

I commit myself to stop this persona as the ‘good person’ personality, and walk the who I am here as my living direction through my self-application and understanding to stand equal with others.

I commit myself to breath through the desire to go into the good character to want to be liked and thus continue to walk my own self-acceptance, by speaking the point within myself and stopping the compromise for others.

I commit myself to stop all points of backchat and investigate and self forgive the points so thus I am not compromised due to my own acceptance but am clear and here with others as equals.

I commit myself to stop the desire to be seen as someone other then who I am and