Superficial – Self Forgiveness and Self Correction to Live – Day 316

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be an image that is seen by others as super, best, desired, and highlighted based on the fact that within and as who I am I have accepted and allowed to see myself as inferior to others image and thus stand to compete rather then be here in who we are for real equal as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as an image only and thus compare and compete against other images in my world not realizing and/or living the fact that all images are illusion of the mind created to separate in to more or less, and thus this is used by the ego to be best while others lose causing abuse. Life here do not abuse as life as self realize that all here is self thus one is only abusing oneself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only see images around me, based on desires and emotional attachments as energies of acceptance or feeling good because someone liked my image and thus am limited within the acceptance of others liking me rather then me giving this to myself and creating a real relationship with myself in creating what I enjoy and what I will accept and allow and what not as a self direction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only limit myself and my environment to seeing images alone as pictures and emotional attachments in my mind missing the truth of what is real, that life is not images and thus life is not a feeling or emotions, but is simply here living and can be lived in common sense and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with images and desiring to be special within being a ‘super’ ‘face’ rather then seeing what is relevant and thus what needs changing through creating and ensuring the best life for all here on this planet, where images is not relevant as obviously life is more then images.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use distractions such as competition and comparison to get what I want through using this super face as this will only cause self compromise because I am not self willed and self directed, but directed by polarities through energy that will only seek this fulfillment as self interest and not reality based living to make sure the change necessary within me and thus the without of me as this world is sorted and all abuse ends.

When and as I see I am going into a point of desire in wanting my image looked at or changing myself in a point of self compromise for others to accept me, I stop and breath, and I realize that within this I am compromising myself because I am split and thus not self directed and so will easily be swayed by desires and the mind and others acceptance then what is best for life through standing within this point no matter what mind desires or points I face.

I commit myself to stop and investigate each point I go into of self compromise where I am searching for something outside myself like a feeling or a acceptance, and thus stop participating in it until I am satisfied I can stand in this point.

I commit myself to stop the point of self compromising by checking through slowing down my starting point for doing things, and correct it if it's due to a point of acceptance outside myself.

I commit myself to give self care and self nurture through testing and developing this point for myself through becoming gentle with me but steadfast within my discipline to stop going into self interest/self compromise.

I commit myself to stop defying this point of self care and self acceptance by actually being consistent within it and stopping all the mind attachments within self interest/self compromise, and embrace self within and as all that is here and walking whatever is necessary to make sure I can stand no matter what and not be swayed by emotions or feelings as these are not real and thus I commit to stop participating in them and focus on physical reality, my breath, and living in and with my body as I move.

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Superficial – What’s in a Word – Day 315

So here within this word Superficial I am looking at what the word is saying as it’s purpose, so it’s saying the ‘Super’ ‘Face’ of myself, the image of who I want to be as the ego self, pushing to show face and thus be the super face to get the most attention from others. So here looking at the starting point of this particular point of my image, I have come to realize I am very much into the way my image is presented to others, and making sure before I go anywhere that I am looking the best I can. It has become a paranoia because I create this look I must achieve as the picture in my mind, and thus if I see at anytime, such as a glimpse in a mirror or in a window, and I am not up to par, then I will go into a reaction of fear and anxiety because I have judged myself as very unpleasant looking if I do not have the ‘approved’ look and thus the ‘super’ ‘face’ to present to my environment and thus get acceptance.

Now, for real, this is crazy living and self sabotage to the max as this scenario of trying to look perfect obviously is a point of self interest because who am I trying to look perfect for? Myself? No because when I am alone, I am quite content and ok with the way I am looking and really I don’t even bother with paying attention to it. But once someone else enters the scenario, then my paranoia kicks in of, ‘oh gosh, I must have my ‘super’ ‘face’ on, I must be presentable". This showing that I am only caring about others, what they think, how they perceive me, and this at the end of the day is due to self interest as there is a point I will not let go of, the definition and thus image of looking my best. Why do I have to look in this way? Who am I trying to impress? Obviously I am not accepting myself and thus will always be in fear due to always seeing myself less then, and thus having to become an image for others to be acceptable.

This obviously the product of my mind and what I have accepted and allowed in my mind through comparisons, judgments, and competition, and so live in this self created misery because I want to be something that is not in fact real and can never be achieved. I am chasing something that has no solution and thus why I have existed in my head in polarities for the the whole of my life, missing what is in fact real, missing myself in creating my living into self perfection, missing me understanding and building an equal relationship with me and others in my world, missing the existence for myself that I could create if I just stop the desires to be more, to be special, to be wanted, to be the best, it has to stop and thus it will only stop when I stop existing as the super face and start with the real self, as the face is part of the body which is part of everything here. And thus what is real is here as this world and thus who I am within it equal and one to who I create myself and direct myself as, there is in fact no separation here as all are physical and all are life, this separation in fact is existant only in my mind.

Life is not about being super, it’s about living in what is best for all, this has nothing to do with being special or more or better, but living to the best of my ability in my body in consideration of all equally and this is including myself. 

Will write more next blog with Self forgiveness and self correction.

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Day 314 – Equal Opportunity to a Life Best for All is a Human Right

The world today does not support every person who is born with an equal opportunity to a life best for all to make sure that each person born is having the  life of the utmost potential they can be to support their own self expression and creativity and thus that of others. The equal opportunity to a life that is best should be given to all on this planet born as they are endowed with this right as the mere fact that they are here and they are breathing, and thus should be given the support and ability to have a life worth living. No child should be born into a world with no nourishment, no shelter, no clean water, and no support, this is what is here though, and thus what will be our consequence to face and change.

This point of establishing equal opportunity in this world as a place best for all will stand as a pillar for our planet and change the paradigm of human nature forever. So we at this time in our world as a humanity of much struggle and much strife have the opportunity to do something that has never been done before, let go of our history and past, breath, and change ourselves to be a new world where peace is the norm and life has become self responsible equal and one among and as all. This takes a shift within self, and why the desteni I process lite course is here to support you to walk this process of self change through becoming self honest and self responsible. You will find that it is indeed a process because of the actual nature of change each human being will have to go through to actual for real be self directed in what is best for all.

The biggest problem in this world is the inequality that exists through the current medium of life movement and that is money. Not all people are equated with an equal income to be able to ensure the equal opportunity they should have within and throughout this world and society to buy the necessities to live in this way. When there are people on this planet that are not even getting the proper food or water to live and survive, we know that there is a serious problem of self interest and thus this is what the equal money system and the equal life foundation were created to solve as a platform based to support life in the best way equal for all.

The responsibility lies at many levels, but all are equal within this responsibility, at the global level, we as a global community should make sure that all states or nations are created in a point of equality that functions within basic principles that can be implemented and understood by all through universal systems within it's basic support structure ensuring equality and oneness through all levels of operation. On an individual level, we are all responsible to uphold self honest living and self correction through becoming the living example of equality and oneness through one's words and actions, so thus the system we live can function in this way as well.

When there is a point of hierarchal authority governing the population as we see with the capitalist system, where we have erroneously accepted and allowed the premise that some will lose and some will win due to the inherent nature of human beings having to survive and thus earn their life, this is the perfect platform to allow the 'elite' of this world to stay on top and harness all the wealth thus enslaving the rest through living to survive through debt. This is being accepted and allowed by all of us due because we are doing this ourselves, living to survive and competing with others to be the winner. 

Facts on the Reality of this World:

-At least 80% of humanity lives on less than $10 a day.

-More than 80 percent of the world’s population lives in countries where income differentials are widening.

-The poorest 40 percent of the world’s population accounts for 5 percent of global income. The richest 20 percent accounts for three-quarters of world income.

-Nearly a billion people entered the 21st century unable to read a book or sign their names.
-Less than one per cent of what the world spent every year on weapons was needed to put every child into school by the year 2000 and yet it didn’t happen.

-Number of children in the world 
2.2 billion

-Number in poverty
1 billion (every second child)

-Children out of education worldwide
121 million

http://www.globalissues.org/article/26/poverty-facts-and-stats

If the standard of living for all is not equal rest assure fear and paranoia will ensue and become extremely consequential as we are currently seeing with massive upheaval and unrest such as in Greece and Turkey, and the resources drying up and being extremely contaminated such as the bees dying and the Monsanto controversy of the Genetically Modified Food for profit. As you can see with the facts published above, the division within the 'have' and the 'have not’s' is growing and the alignments within the political, cultural, and economic arenas are all supporting and aiding this gap to grow. Meaning

there is no solution or even attempt of those in power to
change this outlook of inequality, and that is because there has been no movement of force by us as the populous to create this change, as the saying goes "idle hands are the dEvil's work shop". So the abuse and the inequality grows because with inequality as the starting point of a society, the outcome will always be abusive, unequal, and tragic.

Imagine you not being able to buy food for your children or make sure your children and yourself have a warm place to put your head down to sleep, we make it so for millions upon millions of people in this world to live in such a way. Why? This due to centuries of inequality and self interest through many different avenues such as the pursuit of happiness, the law of attraction, and just overall allowing the desires for the ‘good’ life supersede actually making sure everyone on this planet indeed has a good life. Those who were savvy and thus raked in on the blindness of what these pursuits can create within people through consumerism and very clever and specific marketing campaigns, people have become trapped within the desire to have stuff. (Recommended Watch on Psychological Manipulation: Century of the Self) Not realizing nor considering the effects that such a consumerism intense world is creating on the macro and the micro levels, we are equal and one, and thus all equal and one in the demise of who we are or the creating of the equal opportunity for all born on this planet to live best for all.

http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com/

This is not a threat it is the common sense as the real reality is evidence of, if one suffer, we all suffer. So there is a solution through the equal life foundation and the equal money system, where within these groups we have laid out the basic bill of rights which will be the precedent for the times to come and the platform to get this point of life best for all in equality and oneness established and protected. No more are we who are standing up for life accepting and allowing the annihilation and complete disregard for the life that is here due to greed and self interest through inequality of money and resources. Be a part of team life for a world best for all @equalmoney and @equallifefoundation.

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Day 313 - What the Hell am I doing?

So I am here on the desteni farm, and just being here for a few days, I am already seeing much support and thus much change within myself. One of the main changes I am focusing on is stopping the backchat about judging myself. I have now gone through quite a process of writing to get to this point of being ready to physically walk this change, of course, it just takes a decision and sticking to this decision in every moment of breath, but for a long while, I realized that I used my backchat to stay within my accepted and allowed limitation of trying to be seen as someone who is more then others because i judged myself as inferior. This in a subtle way, like desiring people to think I am cool, wanting to be around me, and thus obviously within myself I am creating these same expectations of others immediately causing a polarity separation with me and my environment meaning there is a conflict of interest as the interest always should be what is best for all, but with this split, I am only looking what will be best for me causing the mind fuck I have been in for now way too long.

While being here for the past few days and sitting in some interviews with the portal, which will be coming out soon, I finally asked myself, ‘really, what the hell am I doing?’ I finally am seeing the change necessary to stop this point of self sabotage, it’s been a journey because it takes education to understand what you are doing and what you are creating within you each moment you think or backchat, I found this series, The Metaphysical Secrets of Imagination  extremely supportive in stopping self judgment specifically. Another supportive thing was Bernard said to me, “you are the only one creating what is going on in your head, no one else but you”, and this is so true, I am creating all sorts of assumptions and thoughts and memory imprints of moments in time, where I am using to judge myself and degrade myself as well as make myself more and better then others because of the constant cycle play out of seeing myself inferior and using others to make myself feel superior. So it’s the cycle of competition and trying to win, but in the meantime it’s having quite an effect on my self stability and how I see myself in reality because the focus is squewed, it’s never been about me and who I am within myself, how I am standing, but about what others think, how others see me or treat me, and thus only from these assumptions within myself I live my life thus creating much self compromise.

And so the backchat is always geared towards preying on the ‘weak’ around me, who I can find that is not as strong as others and then go ok, here I am ‘better’ then this one, so I can get a bit of energy to last me for a while until a new occurrence happens where I have judged myself and go back into negative energy feelings as bad, sad, you know those emotions, and then I will search for that positive energy again. So it’s like seriously, what the fuck am I doing, what kind of person am I creating within myself with these types of thought patterns, this type of nasty back chatting of abuse and scheming I am participating in, a nasty person who is completely self compromised because all this cause within me is paranoia and conflict within myself and thus in my world making me lost. I am not able really to discern and direct myself in a way that is functional and effective as I could have with my mind clear, my mind here, my mind focused on what is real and practical, but allow my mind to go haywire and all over the place with these constant comparisons and mind assumption story line patterns repeating themselves over and over again searching for positive energy in the way od self compromise and abuse to others as well as myself.

So I have started to really force breath awareness and stopping every pattern thought that comes through, all patterns of judgment or comparison in my mind seeing them as the realization that they are purely assumption and thus not something to follow, and breath through all reactions that come up of emotion or feeling, and continue what I am doing in the physical. If I do react, I note it and continue to walk by letting it go, stop focusing on it, and allow it to dissipate through time to end it’s connection to me as a memory. It is not something that has to define me I have realized, yes, I may have reacted and made a mistake or said something dumb or something like that, but I don’t have to terrorize myself, but can simply let it go and continue practicing breath, living from the physical, and moving myself in the principles I realize are true and best for all which is best for me, life is one in all walks that are here and we are equal within this fact. I simply have to continue on this process of accepting myself, letting go of the mind components of self compromise, and stick to breath, focusing on what is real as the physical and my living within it to become the most effective I can be through clearing and focusing my mind on what is real, aligning it with the physical reality equal and one to life which is in the end equal and one to me if I dare.

This the true path to freedom and total self awareness and becoming the utmost I can be because I am in the reality where this is done, here in the physical, in my mind it’s there and it’ can get very messy with the judgments, desires, backchat, emotions, feelings, so I stick to breath, stick to here as what I am doing physically, and walk the process to change self in this manner with self forgiveness and self correction in living. Also, a cool point has been developing since i started walking this and it's a self appreciation because I am really seeing me from a point of equality with my environment and thus in my body, this for the first time really within a point of self decision probably in my whole life, and it's like a weight has lifted off my back essentially because I don't have the pressure of trying to be someone or do something to show I am this or that, but simply be me and live and enjoy what is here, it's really that simple.

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