Day 308 - Are you in Control of your Mind or are you Mind Controlled?

What I have understood through the desteni material and realized through my own practice of the tools they share through the ‘process’ that is recommended to walk is that the mind is not just a simple thing that is to be mistaken for a part of human life, we have never really spoken about the mind in any authority as we do with the physical world because we have never understood why in fact we speak as thoughts within our mind, and where and how these thoughts and thinking are created within us. We know the physical in a sense because we can see it, dissect it, study it tangibly, and test it to gain a relative definition and understanding of what the physical is in our world, with the mind though such as a thought, we can do none of this. We know the effects of these thinking patterns have on the behavior of a person and at times what feels like possessions that come over us through bouts of emotion or feeling that are created through the thinking, but again, no one can explain in detail and specificity, where emotions and feelings come from, how in our body/mind they are created, what are they for, and questions such as how can they be natural if we know nothing about them? 

This is self honestly for yourself to consider and have a look at in your own life, you can see evidence of this involuntary and absolute certainty of the mind creating these thoughts and emotions within an anger outburst for instance, it comes up due to thoughts accumulated towards another over and over that can not be voluntarily stopped, and then the emotions will rise and rise until eventually you will be triggered by an external force and blow up and release the energy of anger within what has been accumulating.  So we are moved due to our thoughts and then the accumulation of energy through the thinking of these thoughts over time to then have a outburst that is not self directed nor self controlled, but is what feels like forced through the mind to engage in the environment in this way as a release of all the energy built up within oneself, so the question here is are we really in control as we presume we are or is it all our mind?

We speak often of mind control, like monks and sages having control over there minds and thus being able to direct there body into extremes within human capacity that the ‘average’ human couldn’t believe could be possible. I remember when I was in primary school, a father came in and he was a tae kwon do master/teacher, so he was highly trained in this martial art, and he said something that completely baffled my young mind at that time. He said he sat still for 8 hours with out moving once. I couldn’t believe that this was possible, I put myself within his shoes and tried to imagine myself being able to sit for 8 hours, and I just could not fathom that it was possible, I didn’t have the patients, the control of my mind and my body to stay put for that long, but the question still remains is, is it beyond the human capacity to control the mind and thus direct self for instance in this case to sit for 8 hours? No, as proof of this tae kwon do teacher, it is possible, one need to use tools, and realize in physical reality how this is possible and walk the steps to master it. The imagination of me as a child though was not controlled and thus was not directed within reality in common sense, so I completely got possessed by this line of thinking in my imagination, and from that point on never believed it would ever be possible for me to do such a thing, it’s too hard, I am to impatient, I would be so bored, what would I do, and so never allowed myself to walk this path as I had given up before I even tried due to the mind controlling and possessing me into the imagination thought pattern of defeat.

Now, here this is an interesting way of seeing our reality, me as a child in this instance, being taken over in that moment by the mind and absolutely giving up before I even tried, and really having absolutely no desire for movement to do anything in this sort of manner, of controlling the mind, having self discipline, mastering patience, breathing through uncomfortablity, angst, and committing myself to become a person who is able to direct myself to do something that is not within the realm of what I could believe myself to do. Although I don’t advise to sit in one spot for 8 hours, the act of self discipline, self control, mind control, and stability this teacher showed is quite honorable thing though as it definitely takes a form of effort and self will and mastering one’s own capacity of belief and stimna.

But my point here is the point of where the mind as me as a child so easily took me to self defeatism, self giving up and giving in, self sabotage as these thoughts and imagination scenarios, like a tv show going off somewhere in my mind in another realm or dimension within my body I can’t, see, touch, nor smell, but it in all ways has absolute control of who I am. And what kind of human being did this create within me as this mind that I was listening to and allowing and accepting to direct me in this one instance out of countless instances within my life up to the point of finding desteni, it brought me to become a person that is not in control or has little to no self will and thus within this outlook of myself brought on no real point of self respect or self directiveness. I suggest to read my earlier blogs for proof of this claim and evidence of the way in which I saw and behaved towards myself and my world, all within the starting point of self sabotage and self inferiority, and I am sure you will recognize these patterns as well within yourself.

The mind has complete control of the human being in this life, we don’t really know what this mind is nor what it consists of or operates from or as, and thus is this something we should blindly trust and become directed by so easily as we do? Is the mind a point of life affirmation and creating an optimum world and betterment for the life that is here? No obviously, ok, if not, why not? We can see through the evidence of this world, this creative power we call our mind is not our own, is not self power as life power as self direction, but has a mind of it’s own within our minds as our physical, quite a tongue full, lol, but worth investigating. Study and research the links for more unprecedented and mind blowing material, videos, articles, and first hand experiences with walking the mind of self, and how one can walk a process to control it and thus direct it not only for what is best for self, but what is best for all to create a world worth living in. 

The mind is not the enemy nor the victor, it is us, we have to take self responsibility as it and direct ourselves in all ways of considering life in equality and what is best for all, using the mind as an equal part in this equation through accepting and allowing what is best in self honesty, and always correcting self to live in this standard into eternity. This is not a process that can be walked alone, there is support and much research done on the mind and self within it, I suggest investigate desteni to find out more. 

I leave you with another fitting quote by Loa Tzu, enjoy:

“If you correct your mind, the rest of your life will fall into place.”

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Day 105- The Mind as the Enemy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the mind consciousness system as the enemy, and thus that I have to defeat it some how to have it stop it’s control. I realize and see that the mind is not the enemy as this point will continue the separation of myself with the mind as I realize the mind is me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to face and take responsibility for the mind as me and thus use blame and this point of separation to not have to walk and face who I have become as the mind, but I realize that this effort is futile and thus will continue the separation of myself and thus give direct power to the mind.

I forgi_­ve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to push the mind in to the back of my head and suppress it because of the extensiveness that I have accepted and allowed the mind to control and have directive will over me as life.  I realize and see that the mind is a system and thus operate within codes and instructions. I also realize I am the instructor thus giving the direction to take over and control as I have accepted and allowed myself to go into separation to the mind and all the life that is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the mind is within and throughout everything that is here as my human physical body so thus I can not blame the mind as I am actually just blaming myself. I realize this point of blame is useless and only cause self diminishment, so thus I stop the point of blame and walk through the layers to understand myself as the mind and walk the self forgiveness and self correction to stop the mind from having the directive will.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my mind the directive will to control and dictate who I am as I have not within myself stood one and equal to the mind, thus within this passive action of not standing up and becoming equal and one to my mind, my mind took the lead and walked the directive will into it’s own survival. I realize and understand that to take directive will as the mind, I must stand equal to the mind, which is standing equal and one to who I am as the mind in separation, and thus correct the patterns that are not aligned with life and thus walk the correction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give the word ‘mind’ a negative charge as I see it as the enemy and thus see it within a conflict situation, this conflicting with who I have become and thus missing the opportunity to change myself as the mind and thus stand equal to the mind as it is me, so thus I can change the relationship to be from a polarity to equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word mind and thus go into a restriction when I hear it in sound, and thus cause a point of conflict that is not necessary as I realize that the mind is here as I am here and thus the only point that is to be focused on is how to become equal and one with the mind so thus I can stand here in equality and oneness and thus direct myself to and as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist me as the mind as I see the task in front of me as big, and thus I resist this task as I believe I lack the capacity to walk the mind through and transcend to walk as an equal physical participant here as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself within who I am as the life force within me and what I am capable of doing, I realize to have an expectation of who I should be is to go into separation, as this is not able to be lived up to, so thus I realize I must walk breath by breath and take each point as mind as it come. I stop the self-doubt as this is only is a point of self-sabotage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself to not have to push myself and walk the layers and complexities of my mind consciousness system, and thus go into a diminishment when I look at the big picture. Thus I realize I must take it piece by piece and not look at it in as a whole as I am not walking the system in one go, but it will be walked piece by piece.

I commit myself to stop the polarity play out of the seeing the mind as the enemy, and thus walk the mind as I realize and see it is me and thus give myself the opportunity to be free and take control back as equal and one to what is here as the physical through walking through the layers of the mind to get here.

I commit myself to take responsibility for all parts of my mind as me and thus walk what has to be walked to correct my living within who I am as myself as my mind, and change to be a being who is trusted and is here as breath directing myself in my living to what is best for all life.

I commit myself to stand as the directive will standing equal and one to the mind as life and re-instruct myself to walk what is best for all and solution that will benefit all life.

I commit myself to stop the point of blame towards my mind as I take responsibility for myself as the mind, and walk the correction into equality and oneness with and as the mind to thus walk the correction with and as the physical within and through my human physical body.

I commit myself to walk the mind within detail as myself as I take responsibility for my actions, words, thoughts, and thus all parts that is the mind, and use the tools as self forgiveness and self correction inliving to change from mind directed to self directed as the physical one and equal with self.

I commit myself to walk the layers of the mind to the physical equal and one to bring about life back to earth through and as myself as all selves as life and what should have always been a world that is best for all and all life is able to be supported and cared for as self would like to be cared for and supported.

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Day 91 - ‘I am Helpless’ character

Tonight I watched a movie of how the world system is functioning and how we basically accept our enslavement through the acceptance of this current money system where some get more then others, indicating some are more worthy then others as money is life today and thus those with money get to live and those without suffer and will die. This is the reality here, and within the movies and media and all forms of life we are accepting the way this life is were life is valued less then money and thus we allow life to suffer and die.

Within watching these movies, I saw the ‘i am helpless’ character come out where I go into a point of depression and anger where I just want to say all sorts of shit about others that is a release to the helplessness feeling I am feeling within myself. I realize and see this is actually keeping me enslaved by believing I am helpless and thus powerless to change when I see I can change and this world can change and it will only change through changing myself step by step to a being who is able to be trusted by proving I am trustworthy through my words and living. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to accept the ‘i am helpless’ character where I go into helplessness and blame towards the world and the people in this world when I realize and see that the blame is only worsening the problem and the helplessness is based on the fear that I don’t want to face the world as myself and what is here to be faced as the countless suffering and atrocities to many beings.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I am helpless when I go into thoughts of how bad it is here and how ruthless people here are not realizing that I am existing in the same way as I am going into the survival mode of ‘do anything to survive’ type mentality where anyone will change to make a better way for themselves even if that means to harm others based on the fact that their is no resources available to many. I realize and see that within this idea of helplessness I am not actually looking at the situation as a whole, but only looking at my own fear and what I will face if I get into a drastic situation or am faced with these dreadful living conditions that so many are faced with.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into fear when I allow myself to go into the helpless feeling that the world is eternally fucked and that we as humans are doomed as I am judging life based on what i am seeing on the media and thus immediately going into fear because I fear pain and suffering. I realize and understand that this fear is a fear of survival of me facing death which I still haven’t accepted and thus blind me to my empowerment as the way to life through my living as one and equal with all and thus working with others and a group that stand for this until it is here and we are here to walk this for and as life. I commit myself to stop this fear of survival and death. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow fear to direct me into a submissive state as the ‘helpless’ character were I am looking for others to help me and save me not realizing and living the solution as myself. I realize and understand there is NO ONE going to save me if I can’t save myself, I can not expect others to save me when I am not willing to live and walk the walk myself, so thus I stop the fear and continue to walk the walk of self honesty, self investigation, self writing, and self forgiveness and thus change my living to honor myself and life in oneness and equality with my realizations of who I am.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear death when I realize this is here and inevitable within and as who I am and thus I must walk myself to life here or in the hereafter it makes no difference I walk process to walk the solution to a world that is best for all by living this in my living and first and foremost stopping the fear of dying.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge the way of this world and how life is being lived within a polarity of it is fucked and we are doomed when this is just going into the mind fueling my helpless character more and not living any practical real difference in changing the way of this living to a new way where all are able to benefit and all are able to live free. I realize that I have to stop the mind influence as the ‘helpless’ character as this only causes a depression within me and cause me to be stagnate where I go into a fear state and do not want to move. I realize and understand I must stop my mind thoughts from directing me by focusing on myself here as my breath in what I am doing in each moment as my physical movement and taking it one step at a time which accumulates and thus here is were change is possible through my physical movement not through thinking as the mind reality is not real.

I commit myself to stop going into blame towards this world as 'it is so messed up' and 'we are doomed' when I realize and understand that this is useless and only separate me more from physical reality into my mind were I am lost and go into suppression. 

When and as I go into blame towards the world or events in the world, I breath, stop, and let go of the thoughts of blame, realize what I can do physical practically in that moment to support myself or others and continue walking physical practical support until I am stable and this effort has accumulated to make a real difference.

I commit myself to stop the fear and then going into this helpless character where I go into a depression and submission state by stopping the  fear and this feeling of helplessness and walking what has to be done to change myself into trustworthy being equal to all life.

I commit myself to stop this helpless character by focusing on what I can do in each moment to support life and continue to walk this until I am here and stable and greater change can be walked.

I commit to stop judging this world and the people in it and focus on who I am and how I am living to thus be able to trust myself and walk as an example for others to show who might not be aware of process yet.

I commit to walk out each point that come up within me in separation and support myself through self forgiveness, self honesty, self investigation, and self change to thus be able to stand and walk what has to be walked for life as myself as all here to create a world that is best for all. 






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Day 68- Walking the Physical: The Body

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to identify who I am based on the way my body looks and is shaped within the idea that I have a nice looking body and bodies that are not nice looking are not as acceptable. I realize and see that the human physical body can not be defined nor limited due to the idea I have placed due to my own self interest as mind energy nor can any being be judged based on the accepted and allowed nature we have all existed within overtime of abusing ourselves and abusing our physical body by the mind as ideas, judgments, beliefs, thoughts, ect. I realize and understand that the physical human body is life and here and thus I am the decider to have life here by aligning myself within and as this physical human body by aligning myself with and as the oneness and equality of this physical existence within and through my physical body as the physical is what is real, this by living my words in all within and without that is me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge the human physical body within an idea that I have created of some are more acceptable then others due to my desire and knowledge of what will attract others to me and how the body can be used in such a way to feed my mind desires and ultimately get my good feelings of energy through praise and/or sex and thus within myself use this praise or sex that  I may be able to get through my body manipulation to gain acceptance for myself as I am still defining myself by outside sources instead of seeing myself within and as all that exist as life that is here in this physical existence. I realize and understand that judging my human physical body and using it in such a way for my own gain is taking advantage of the gift that is here and always has been here within and as the physical as I breath, walk, and able to express myself with life as life. I thus see and understand that I must stop the definitions as ideas of what is acceptable within what a body should look or be like, and accept all life here as is, walking and living the correction of myself in all areas of life til I have perfected who I am and thus walk the perfection of all life to be the best possible potential we all can be by living in systems that harness this and create the opportunities for this to become manifested through the equality and oneness of all life as self within the life being lived here within this physical existence as how we create it as such.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist within and as a point of desire to have a certain body type as athletic and toned and thus within myself create a split as separation with all human physical bodies who are one to me by defining bodies in such a specific and limited way. I realize and see that within and as life we are all different meaning our physicals are different shape, sizes, colors, looks, but this is not in any point of separation as within and as who each one is as the shape, size, color, look is all one as life, we are all one as life thus there is no limitation within and as the body as life, but only self correction through walking myself to self perfection through becoming the living word and birthing myself as the physical in equality and oneness with what is here, so life is here and within this there is no separation only life. So within this realization I understand that I must stop defining myself within specific limitations such as body types and stop judging and limiting others within who I am by accepting all as myself and walking this point as myself within and as life here as all as one as equal as the physical we all are as the gift that is our human bodies that allow us to live.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to take advantage of the human physical body by desiring it in a certain way and only desiring my own self happiness where in I am only in limitation within ego trying to get energy to make me feel 'good' as I have become addicted to this relationship rush. I realize and see that the physical is here and always has been here within and as oneness and equality with all the life that is here and within this realization I see that I have been the one who has diminished my physical and abused my physical based on following the mind to compromise my physical by not living what is best for it, so within and as the understanding that the physical human body has always and continues to support me as the physical life within each and every cell, to each and every organ, to the physical body itself one and equal to life and thus supports me unconditionally to live and breath and walk the process to life as myself and I must take this opportunity to walk this realization to completion as myself as life for what is best for all to have eternal life and stop the death process of myself as energy, energy will die and thus that is why the physical dies as we kill it by accepting ourselves in the chase for energy missing ourselves here as the physical itself living in each and all moments.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become addicted to energy as a rush within and as the self interested life style I am currently existing within and towards the physical as I get a rush when another see me in a certain way and thus have defined this certain look to be acceptable as I see that I am getting the energy I desire, and thus create a polarity with the physical as separation based on my own happiness within my own self interest to create energy. Thus I realize and see that I am existing within and as the mind in separation with the very physical that is giving me life unconditionally even within the fact that I abuse it for my own self interest, thus realizing and seeing that I am creating this abuse and diminishment to my body such as disease and so thus I must walk the correction through walking self investigation through self writing, self forgiveness, self honesty, and self corrective living to prove to myself as life that I will not abuse what is here in unconditional support and what gives me life the physical existence one and equal with the physical body one and equal with myself as I am here as the physical breathing.

I commit to stop all polarity play outs of separations within ideas of what the physical should look like and walk the physical in practical breath here as I move and breath, stopping the mind, thoughts, judgments through the support tools until they no longer direct me.

I commit to walk within and as each and every physical pain to find it's core origin as this is the physical assisting me to see where and how I am existing within the mind as the pain signifies system activation within and as the mind consciousness system which is embedded within the human physical body.

I commit to stop the separation of the physical by stopping my desires as ego in self interest and living within and as self correction through self forgiveness until I am here and clear and able to be trusted within myself and prove that I will no longer abuse life and walk what is necessary to be walked to restore who we are as the physical manifest within and as our human bodies which gives us here the gift of life itself.

I commit to walk self forgiveness unconditional to stop any point of back chat and secret mind desires so all is investigated within me and I am able to be birthed from the physical as nothing is hidden and life is here as me until it is done.

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Day 36- My Way or the Highway

Trying to control others to get what I want because I 'think' I am better.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the stance against others that 'it is my way or the highway' and disregard the other completely only existing within my own wants, needs, and desires in self interest.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to justify this stance as 'it's my way or the highway' due to the acceptance of me in self righteousness in ascertaining that I am right and the other is wrong thus giving myself the belief that I know the way because of this desire to control the outcome and that I know I am smarter then others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to desire to control the outcome within and as my world and the beings in my world because I believe that I am smarter and have considered more and demonstrate more of a knowledge base where I have the right to direct in this control of getting it done my way because I am 'seeing' that I am considering more so thus I am more capable to direct the other beings seeing and realizing this is where enslavement is bred and allowed by accepting that I am more then life here, I stop this point of seeing myself more and walk to equality as myself as this physical world as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that based on my own assessment of what is here within my world I can and should direct others to do tasks in the way I want as I believe that I have created the most efficient way and the other ways are done in laziness and half assed.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see myself within what is here in actuality and stop the need to control and be more and thus be able to walk in equality in peace to come to what is and will be best for all by sharing and considering all that is here to be considered within all beings that are within my world and willing to share themselves.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the belief that 'I know better' completely separating myself from the physical and thus only accessing my desire to be more then others and higher as I am seeing myself less then and thus need a point to compete with and potentially win because I see myself as in need to prove myself.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compete with others in the chance that I can win and be seen as more thus proving my value among others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel the need that I have to prove myself based on not accepting myself and defining myself by others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to place self value outside of me when I realize it can only be lived and fulfilled within and as me and then thus within my living into and as my creation as the world that I live.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself as inferior to others and thus I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compete with others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define another being and judge a being based on my mind projection of them from my ego where I desire to be seen more and thus be able to control the situations in my world thus I use diminishment in my mind such as this judgments unto the other so I can get what I want out of the situation and justify my actions as abuse.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to see myself in a view of self righteousness where I believe that I am regarded as more and considered more then others and thus go into this stance that I can do/be more because in my mind I have created myself to be more and thus controlled others and pushed others to do what I see as right not considering their point of view and them as equal to me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to miss the others as me and thus desire to control to get my needs met.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow self righteousness to direct me in desires to control and be seen within myself as more and manipulate to get my way.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to control others and manipulate them to get what I want.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into anxiety when I am not getting what I want and thus become rude to others because I am blaming them for me not getting what I want.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become rude to others due to my dishonesty of not considering all here as me and allowing my own desires to direct me to miss points and thus lose focus on what is best for all and compromise myself with others by trying to be a dictator and thus go into anger as blame on points that I have created and are responsible for as I realize all here is me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to not speak to others as equals but that I know more and am smarter then.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compete with others and always be within the stance of competition and being more then others in all areas that I can compete in.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compete with myself and diminish myself due to separating myself from what is here as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow myself to be self righteous and separate myself from the solution here within equality with all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from what is here as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to enslave others within trying to dominate them and control when I am only creating the enslavement of myself as I will not give free to others as I want for myself, and thus I forgive myself for allowing and accepting desire for power over others direct me within the desire to be seen as the best.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself in self interest to override life here in equality and oneness and thus abuse life in self interest.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to abuse life based on getting my desires met.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be directed by desire, but stop and direct me here as the physical in common sense in what is best for life one and equal with what is best for me. Always I put myself in the shoes of the other and walk the correction to align to the physical equality of us here as we walk for this world for all best in all ways.

When and as this point comes up to control others, I stop, breath, and direct myself to consider the other as myself, put them within and as me and walk equality to thus be able to see what is here and how I can support for what is best for all within and as others in consideration equal to how I would like to be considered. I realize I have to stop my mind as power and control in self interest so I can see within reality in what I am actually doing to be able to walk the solutions with the other in the best way possible in what is real.

I commit to stopping controlling others and walking as equals in all ways til there is no movement when and as I am here with any form of life but self movement.

I commit to stop desiring to have it my way and be at the top, but become humble and walk with others to see that we all benefit together.

I commit to stop anxiety by walking myself within practicality and discipline to get all my tasks done and walk what has to be done in the time frame aligned.

I commit to walk as equals with all and stop all abuse through desires and self interest.

I commit to walk the correction from self interest to the interest of all in equality as myself and how I would want to be treated and thus give to another as I would like for myself.



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