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Sunday, June 29, 2025

Day 26 - Living with myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to dislike myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become angry at myself for falling.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become pissed off at myself for falling.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to go into a point of self pity and self hate when i don't achieve the process of self perfection in a way that works for all as in the time frame i believe i should get this process done.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into petrification within the understanding of the consequences i create when i do fall and go into the realization that i didn't not stand for life, i did not support solutions/life/self, and thus i caused abuse and suffering to myself and all life as myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen within a point of being special, being important and feeling like i matter in this process, seeking the praise and honor of a being that walks through and stands within challenges and thus is seen as strong and powerful.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as strong so i can survive in this world and reap the benefits of a life with money and prestige, people who want to be around and support me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to impress people when i walk my process, seeing me as getting it, and smart/intelligent as i move through the information and will be able to stand and support with world change.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into blaming the beings involved in my action of falling, making it about the others and what they did to me, and in this believe i am not responsible for the fall and the outcome of myself within it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not take responsibility within a point of self responsibility within the fall where i indeed had the opportunity to stand my word and thus live the solutions, but chose to walk into and as the mind as greed, desire, self interest, and thinking patterns that i followed.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to within the thoughts of wanting what i did in the moment to fall, i did not care of the consequences of what i would face and could not see the reality that was playing out before my eyes, and thus become ignorantly blissful and blind to the hard and disciplined walk i was indeed required to face and stand within and thus in this did not stand the point.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become ignorant to the crys and screams of the suffering in this world, who are taken the brunt of the harm that all life as myself is doing when i/all live in separation with self and what is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear i will not make process and go into pain and anger when i realize and see that i fucked myself within falling and giving into my desires and mind thinking.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a form of self anger and judge myself for falling as i see, realize, and understand i am still here and still walking my process to life, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as weak and not capable of standing 100 percent through the challenges of the mind, and thus allowed the beliefs to supersede breathing and walking what is best for all in the moments.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a form of self belief that i am inferior because of my thoughts that 'i am not sure' 'i am confused' 'i can't figure it out'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the thought of i am not sure, i am confused, and i can't figure it out' as a negative experience, when i see i can redefine these words to show the practical steps to dig deeper in understanding and walk solutions through testing to see what works best.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the thought that i am inferior, when i see, realize and understand i can redefine this word to stand as a point where i am in a new stage of understanding something or i am in need of more practice to get established in the point/weakness, and in this gain strength and stamina as i walk the process of integration and living to a point of proven reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the word and feeling of inferior when i go heavy and depressed in my body, believing the physical energetic experience of being less then, not worthy, or not able to cope, when i see, realize and understand the correction is to move into more education and practicing the point to a degree where i am able to live it more and more and become one with the point and so become strong.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself for falling and failing cause i believe thoughts that i am the cause of the mind empowering itself, i harmed all beings by falling, i will never live this down, i will never be able to forgive myself, when i see, realize, and understand this is thoughts and not who i am as the mind is a preprogrammed system, i am life and able to live and determine my movement here through practical and physcial effort to build words and living applications for the words as direct definitions to support me to live as an example for others if they may need support as this is what life does.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel unworthy of life rather then realizing i am one and equal with life, and thus i am here.

I commit myself to stand within the living word of breathing and releasing thoughts so i do not align and cycle into thought patterns and thus i stop the outflow of the fall.

I commit myself to live the word of inferior to be a point i am weak in practically, and work at that point until i am able to stand in it and feel stable.

I commit myself to stop self judgement of a fall, and realize it is part of life/process and will happen time and time again until i physically stop the point and be life which does not fall/fail.

I commit myself to stop all beliefs, and work with silence/breathe and living words i can actually prove as who i am.

I commit myself to stop all blame forever and take self responsibility for myself and change to stand as the living example in humbleness.

I commit msyelf to stop the polarity of love/hate, like/dislike, and redefine to align with life, as love is only real when all are able to be treated with dignity as a world solution/equal money system, like/dislike as a point of bringing this back to myself and seeing where i am indulging or resisting and live it in a way that honors all life, and support myself here with practical solutions and breathing here with no mind/thoughts, self forgiveness, and self change.

More support at -

lwww.lite.desteniiprocess.com

wiki.desteni.org

equal money system- a system to bring heaven here through oneness and equality - link here - https://web.archive.org/web/201102110...
Self Perfected - Destonian network support on fb

www.techno-tutor.com - word as living support, check out this tool!

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Eqafe Hangout: The Quantum Time Illusion - Day 519

"In this interview, Anu discusses the Nature of Energy within the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind – how and why he layered the energies equal-to and one with the dimensional-planes within Heaven/the Interdimensional existence. Within this he also gives perspectives as to Why “Quantum Time” is an “Illusion of Time” and what actual Real Time is within the context of this Physical Existence."

Discussing Reptilians - The Quantum Time Illusion - Part 11

https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-the-qu...

In this Discussion, my guests and I will share our experiences of what is energy and what is expression, what is the mind and why was it created in such a way that is destructive, and practical support to correct the mind within ourselves so we can live in our best potentials and capacities. Also, what in our lives and experiences have we related to what is shared in the interview and how we have supported ourselves to live the practical support to become stewards of the earth and support what is best for all life.
Enjoy and thanks for watching, any feedback is always welcome

Monday, August 13, 2012

Day 105- The Mind as the Enemy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the mind consciousness system as the enemy, and thus that I have to defeat it some how to have it stop it’s control. I realize and see that the mind is not the enemy as this point will continue the separation of myself with the mind as I realize the mind is me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to face and take responsibility for the mind as me and thus use blame and this point of separation to not have to walk and face who I have become as the mind, but I realize that this effort is futile and thus will continue the separation of myself and thus give direct power to the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to push the mind in to the back of my head and suppress it because of the extensiveness that I have accepted and allowed the mind to control and have directive will over me as life. I realize and see that the mind is a system and thus operate within codes and instructions. I also realize I am the instructor thus giving the direction to take over and control as I have accepted and allowed myself to go into separation to the mind and all the life that is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the mind is within and throughout everything that is here as my human physical body so thus I can not blame the mind as I am actually just blaming myself. I realize this point of blame is useless and only cause self diminishment, so thus I stop the point of blame and walk through the layers to understand myself as the mind and walk the self forgiveness and self correction to stop the mind from having the directive will.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my mind the directive will to control and dictate who I am as I have not within myself stood one and equal to the mind, thus within this passive action of not standing up and becoming equal and one to my mind, my mind took the lead and walked the directive will into it’s own survival. I realize and understand that to take directive will as the mind, I must stand equal to the mind, which is standing equal and one to who I am as the mind in separation, and thus correct the patterns that are not aligned with life and thus walk the correction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give the word ‘mind’ a negative charge as I see it as the enemy and thus see it within a conflict situation, this conflicting with who I have become and thus missing the opportunity to change myself as the mind and thus stand equal to the mind as it is me, so thus I can change the relationship to be from a polarity to equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word mind and thus go into a restriction when I hear it in sound, and thus cause a point of conflict that is not necessary as I realize that the mind is here as I am here and thus the only point that is to be focused on is how to become equal and one with the mind so thus I can stand here in equality and oneness and thus direct myself to and as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist me as the mind as I see the task in front of me as big, and thus I resist this task as I believe I lack the capacity to walk the mind through and transcend to walk as an equal physical participant here as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself within who I am as the life force within me and what I am capable of doing, I realize to have an expectation of who I should be is to go into separation, as this is not able to be lived up to, so thus I realize I must walk breath by breath and take each point as mind as it come. I stop the self-doubt as this is only is a point of self-sabotage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself to not have to push myself and walk the layers and complexities of my mind consciousness system, and thus go into a diminishment when I look at the big picture. Thus I realize I must take it piece by piece and not look at it in as a whole as I am not walking the system in one go, but it will be walked piece by piece.

I commit myself to stop the polarity play out of the seeing the mind as the enemy, and thus walk the mind as I realize and see it is me and thus give myself the opportunity to be free and take control back as equal and one to what is here as the physical through walking through the layers of the mind to get here.

I commit myself to take responsibility for all parts of my mind as me and thus walk what has to be walked to correct my living within who I am as myself as my mind, and change to be a being who is trusted and is here as breath directing myself in my living to what is best for all life.

I commit myself to stand as the directive will standing equal and one to the mind as life and re-instruct myself to walk what is best for all and solution that will benefit all life.

I commit myself to stop the point of blame towards my mind as I take responsibility for myself as the mind, and walk the correction into equality and oneness with and as the mind to thus walk the correction with and as the physical within and through my human physical body.

I commit myself to walk the mind within detail as myself as I take responsibility for my actions, words, thoughts, and thus all parts that is the mind, and use the tools as self forgiveness and self correction inliving to change from mind directed to self directed as the physical one and equal with self.

I commit myself to walk the layers of the mind to the physical equal and one to bring about life back to earth through and as myself as all selves as life and what should have always been a world that is best for all and all life is able to be supported and cared for as self would like to be cared for and supported.