Redefining and Living the Word - Weakness - Day 411

Writing the Point Out

How I would describe weakness is within a negative energetic pattern I experience often within myself in relation to points I have judged in a negative way. I resist this word as well as all negatively charged experiences associated with this word as much as possible.

These experiences are all patterned with the feeling of inferiority or dread, like I am being trapped or caged and am not able or scared to be stuck in this way forever.  Why I resist this word is due to the feeling of weakness being a limitation where I will be seen as bad or negative to another and so within myself I am seeing others as well as myself in weak way if something I judge as weak is lived out in them or myself.

Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge weakness as a bad word to be labeled with due to memories of judging others as weak and observing others when one is called weak and how they/myself are ignored or ridiculed or belittled in some way or another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist the word weakness or being labeled by another as weak based on the belief that weakness is a opening up for being ridiculed, belittled, or seen as a lesser person then others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being seen as weak and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being ridiculed, belittled, or made to feel inferior by others if I would be called weak or seen as weak.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach abuse to the word weak and so resist this word being spoken to me at all times.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the word weak as an attack word towards others to abuse them and make them feel in this way that I would not want to feel as inferior and less then.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the word weak as fighting words and so hurt others with it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a bully and hurt other people with words such as weakness.

Weakness Direct Definition

Weakness in it’s direct definition is a physical amount of depth and material to make an object in reality in a state of weakness compared to another object in reality that has more materials and depth within it to make it hold more weight thus be stronger.

Weakness is also a place in self where it is showing that points need to be looked at and worked with to support to become the highest potential, so when I hear or am associated with the word weak, I realize that this is a flag word to listen to and see where it is that I can learn and strengthen myself to correct that which is being shown to me so I can be the highest potential in the physical. It’s not to be taken personal as I realize who I am as a person learning and growing within myself and my action in the physical, and so I let go of the energy associated with the word weakness and work with the physical application to strengthen and so perfect that which is showing signs of misalignment or weakness in my world.

Self Corrective Statements

When and as I am called or associated with the word weakness or weak, I stop and breath and realize that this word is simple a word that is describing a specific situation or occurrence in reality, I do not have to let it define me, but can use it as a tool to support in self growth.

I commit myself to see the word weak within a way that is centered in self support in where I learn where to change and improve myself through what is being shown as weak in my living.

I commit myself to stop taking the word weak personal by breathing through the energy and finding what the point is being shared with me.

I commit myself to let go of the energy attachment to the word as negative and look at the words in reality to see where it is that I am being shown where I need more work and application through flagging the word weak.

I commit myself to flag the word weak, breath through the energy, and find a solution to where it is I can grow and become more strengthened in my resolve to move through the mind and live as physical direct here.

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Day 165 - Vulnerability - Is a Weakness Self Correction Statements

I commit myself to disengage and let go of all memories of tv shows and movies that come up within my head as pictures of people who are weak, such as those with physical or mental ailments, and thus see them as vulnerable as was implied in these media outlets, and thus go into separation towards these people based on seeing them as this picture of weakness as vulnerability.

So I commit to stop allowing myself to follow thoughts as pictures and memories, as they don’t support life or others as life.

I commit myself to stop and breath when the desire comes up to exploit someone’s weakness and/or vulnerability point for my own gain.

I commit myself to stop seeing vulnerability as a weakness and thus see it as a point of gentleness within the other and thus accept myself to walk equally within that vulnerability so thus an intimacy can open up and comfortability can emerge.

I commit myself to stop defining life by weak or strong due to the correlation of their physical or mental abilities, and thus push myself to walk the physical living with others as equals in breath and don’t accept myself to act in separation by stopping the thoughts of polarity from fueling this to continue.

I commit myself to stop and breath from defining myself as weak or strong and thus go into a fear or superiority within seeing abuse as the outcome, where I stop and commit myself to not follow these thoughts of polarity and stop myself from going into abuse towards others and thus stop the fear of being abused, by pushing myself to stop.

I commit myself to walk and push in breath living here stopping my thoughts and emotions and feelings as reactions towards others, and thus practice being physical and finding solutions as equals or in correlation in what is best for all. 

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Day 164 – Vulnerability – Is a Weakness - Part 3

Why do I fear this being open and vulnerable because of holding onto memories that cause me to feel fearful, but in a way to become self intimate and get help from those that can support me, I must become open and thus vulnerable in a sense. I see I have been made to believe through childhood that being open and vulnerable is a sign of weakness, those that are seen as vulnerable are easier to abuse and thus if you don’t want to be abused you have to become strong and hard within who you are because no one is going to take care of me, and will exploit that fact that one have a weakness because in this world all are trying to survive and be at the top for the ‘system’ rewards you gain there and that takes a sense of inhuman ruthlessness because there is only a few who can gain such rewards.

This is a continuation of Day 162 – Vulnerability – Part 1 and 

Day 163- Vulnerability – Part 2 – Fear and Belief Patterns for your reference.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories as a kid of seeing life being weak and thus less then due to the movies and tv shows depicting the ones who were inferior as vulnerable in some way and thus the weak ones, be it a physical ailment or mental ailment, there was always a point where it was obvious they had a vulnerable point and thus the others who were stronger usually exploited it for their own gain due to existing within the mentality of some are born weak and some are born strong, and the strong will survive and it’s too bad for the weak.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to view life within a polarity of some are weak and some are strong due to the physical make up and features of the other as well as intellect to determine within myself if I will be vulnerable among them for abuse, and so I will create my reality in a reactive state of fear rather then here equal and one with life and thus within stability. I realize that this reactive state is where I loss my power as I am allowing my emotionsand desires direct me in feeling a certain way and wanting a certain outcome, so thus sabotaging myself because I believe what defines a human is their physical appearance and intellect rather then the truth of what is here as equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, see, and understand, that when I go into emotions as inferiority or dread when I see myself within a vulnerability due to seeing myself as less then others within my look or intellect, I will immediately go into a resistance and then be vulnerable for attack as I will not be here grounded, but will be in my mind in constant fear that will be seen as weak by others and thus create this point of attack by believing that I am weak and I can’t defend myself due to this belief of not being equal with others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand where this will take me within believing that vulnerability is a weakness by continuously allowing my definitions of vulnerability in separation to myself and in judgment of what is good as a self manipulation to sabotage myself and never allow myself to be intimate with me or another being, because I can’t trust them as I can’t even trust myself. I realize that to be for real within vulnerability with another human being in self honesty is an awesome thing as the guards are down and real truth is able to be expressed through where people can see each other and relate to each other rather then always being in fear of each other and see as a means to an end or in fear of being abused. I realize that I am the one creating this by separating myself from my own self vulnerability by believing that vulnerability is only defined by external reality rather then self within self in opening up and allowing self to see who I am and thus be open and vulnerable to see everything for real and thus be able to change it through a willingness to see in self honesty and accept whatever comes.

Self commitments to follow.