Business Fears: Fear of Not Showing Up - Correcting Myself Day 447

Previous Business Fear Blogs I have done in this Series:
Business Fears – Fear of Not Making the Sale – Day 444
Business Fears- Fear of Failure – Day 443
Business Fears: Fear of Not Showing Up - Day 446

Correction process of the self forgiveness I did in my last blog on the fear of not showing up for my business and my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the unknowns of showing up in life because there is a certain amount of risk involved and so self trust is needed and success is not guaranteed.

I commit myself to face my fears of the unknown and assess myself and the direction I take in common sense and what is best and lead myself into a direction where I am responsible and stand.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not making it to a satisfactory point of not having self trust enough to walk the sales process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that self trust is developed through living it, it’s not based on the external but based on the internal of myself and who I am in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give myself away to the external picture that I react to, I realize, see, and understand that I have not developed this trust within myself as of yet, so I have to embrace myself and the environment in these moments and realize I will be able to stand and direct myself through whatever is here to be faced.

I commit myself to challenge my self to continue to push myself into uncomfortable situations within my process as a saleswomen and in life to push my boundaries and thus push my expansion within who I am as self trust.

I commit myself develop who I am within myself in expanding my skills and capabilities to be able to take on new dimensions of my sales process as well as new experiences within my living and be able to walk it and grow within it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see life within the pictures that exist in my mind being projected onto reality, I see, realize, and understand that these mind pictures are based on movement within self as thoughts, energies, feelings, emotions, and that within this it is in a self interest.

I commit myself to move myself to let go of my mind as thoughts, feelings, and emotions within letting go of my self interest to have it my way or get what I want and so I commit myself to stand within the principle of doing what is best for all and so creating this in my physical living.

I commit myself to redefine the words I use to be structured within the direct living of myself in my environment where I have walked a process of purification and standing within a direct understanding of who I am one and equal with my creation as myself in my living and so one and equal with what is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear life here in the external when i see, realize, and understand all that exist here is self, we are all equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to stand.

I commit myself to let go of fear through understanding it in writing and seeing within myself what I am hiding from and denying within myself and so giving this to myself.

I commit myself to walk the process of facing and transcending my fears once I have walked a process of understanding the fears.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take full self responsibility for myself and my actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the only point that exist and it’s simple is to live best for all in each breath and let go of the system as the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in fear of this point of unknown within what is to come in the future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear other people and their multiple reactions toward me.

I commit myself to take responsibility for who I am within my living and stand within a point of self investigation and self change to ensure I am prepared to walk what is needed to be walked to live what is best for all and have developed the self honesty to in fact do this.

I commit myself to stop taking the external personal and start to stand within using it as a mirror to see who I am within myself and what it is that this reaction within me is showing me about myself.

I commit to walk the process of change within the reactions I have to transcend them through understanding and changing my living to a point of embracing what is here through acceptance, understanding, and solution oriented living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not knowing what to say or what to do in moments of the presentation or speaking to others if and when they should react.

I commit myself to let go of fear and express myself here within who I am in each moment and trust I will be able to direct myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that a correction process is needed within all life, each being in all it’s forms have a process to walk to self perfection until one is here. So as can be seen with the state of our world, we have to walk this self perfection process each and everyone and it’ll take time.

I commit myself to stop judging myself for fearing who I am or who I will be and fearing others, and so I commit myself to embrace all of me here, accept myself, and correct that which is not best for all and so best for myself in all I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the ridicule and cruelty in others, when I see, realize, and understand I have done this myself and still do it within my mind, so if I ask of another person to stop being cruel and mean I must end it within myself first.

I commit myself to stop being cruel within my mind by stopping my backchat and reactions through walking the process of correction and disciplining myself to let go and be here in acceptance and self honesty.

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Business Fears- Fear of Failure – Day 443

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I am currently walking as a women starting my own business, and obviously within what has been discussed and seen within the business world in this type of venture it is not something one can take half-heartedly. I have been in business working for others for many years, though working for myself and working as the responsible party with my partner for the success of the business is something that I am new to. So it was suggested to within starting on this venture to write out my fears, at least 20, and walk the self forgiveness and self correction in relation to them. So in the next blog series, I will be walking this point through to walk through my fears within walking a new business post by post.

My first fear, fearing the failure of the business, is something that when I look at it within myself is not terribly intense, though with this confidence I realize underneath there is hints of fear, hints of trepidation, and so with this realization though subtle will be the first one I will forgive as this fear will undermine and contaminate a lot of my actions to come if it is allowed to continue to drive me on a subconscious or unconscious level.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the failure of my business.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the business will fail and I will be seen by others as a failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed external influences such as other's judgments or words have an effect on who I am within myself. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the experience within myself of regret and guilt if I fail at the business that I set out to do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to be afraid of energy as guilt and regret which I realize is too be faced and let go of based on letting go of and not participating within the fear of not succeeding.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept fear as an external force to drive me into experiencing myself as depressed and saddened when I realize, see, and understand that this fear doesn’t in fact exist within reality and that within myself I have the will and the realizations to move the business as I move myself within the business.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be moved by fear and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project myself into a failure belief of my future being generated by the fear energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe myself to become a failure at what I do instead of standing within each moment and making the best of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be then driven by success.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into my mind and desire to be successful and think about what that will look like and be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an expectation of success and so within that create the fear of this not coming into fruititoin.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live from a polarity of fear of failure and desire for success instead of staying grounded within each day and each moment to build myself day by day to accumulate myself in the way in which I see myself walking my goals to accumulate value for my life through in fact living it day by day, creating it as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by energy of fear/desire instead of realizing that I am the key to my own success based on who I am in each moment and what I walk.

When and as I see myself going into fear of failure, I stop and breath, and check and see where have I participated in thoughts of desire. I stop and breath, and realize that success will come when I live it as myself. I realize I accumulate my own value and what and how I live will determine my business and it’s fruitfulness.

I commit myself to let go of the fear/desire polarity for my business and breath to stabilize self.

I commit myself to walk the steps of success through walking the practical steps this will take day by day in consistency.

I commit myself to walk the necessary steps within learning, understanding, and living my business plan and execution within all moments to walk the potential for success the best I am able to.

I commit myself to give my business and the principles I stand as within and through myself as my business the best of my ability.

I commit myself to let go and breath through the thoughts of failure/success and live the change, live the action, live the steps that I see will bring success.

I commit myself to stand as a pillar of courage as I walk and strengthen my self integrity through pushing my limits and boundaries and always seek to expand my horizon's in the consideration of what is best for all always in all ventures I take on. 

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Living Self Courage - Moving through Resistances – Day 429

Yesterday I had a work event where I had to face my fears and move through resistances that were intense and very familiar. This initially started in the morning before I was set to go to the event, when I am getting ready, I would look in the mirror and see within myself that I am not looking good enough. I will then start to participate in thoughts and feelings of anxiety and dread about the day where I am going to be feeling ‘ugly’ the whole day. Now this feeling is something I have been living with for a long time, this coming from many times and patterned behaviors from the past where I have accepted and allowed myself to compare and in my mind analyze myself in comparison to others in why I am worse or better.

So going to this event all the same patterns started to emerge, where I was dreading walking out the door because within me I had already failed, I was already seeing myself as a failure based on not being able to compete and live up to this illusion of an expectation I have been creating in my mind that I have to look perfect to then be able to present myself as perfect, though this perfection doesn’t in fact exist. There is no one on the planet that is able to live up to the expectation I have morphed and changed and sculpted within my mind to be this perfect picture, it simply is illusionary and absolutely insane that I am allowing this point to have so much power over me. I realize though through support form eqafe that the mind is using these moments where I give in and give up within myself to take over and keep generating these thoughts and emotions for me to believe this is real, this is who I am so the mind within my physical body can generate energy and continue existing as it does in full control.

Though, thankfully I have supportive partner who helped me walk through the door and get me to the event where we needed to be at that moment. I again at the booth started to see these thoughts and the feelings were coming up of dread and feeling like I am a failure, but again I kept getting supportive words from those around me and this helped. I then saw this fear and I was looking at it and within me seeing that it is so strong and so big, I don’t know how I am going to be able to walk and do this, and stop participating in these thoughts and feelings. Though the only way to my freedom from these feelings and thoughts continuing to haunt me is for me to in real time stop them, breath, forgive myself, and stand within myself as a life force able and willing to move beyond my fears, and live self courage.

This the courage and living of never giving up or giving into to these thoughts and feelings of diminishment no matter what I face is an act of perseverance to push through and make this world a better place. So as life is here always to be faced as self, I then got put into the situation that I was fearing where I had to speak to the people walking by because there was no one else who could. So I started speaking. And again I started speaking, and then again, and by the fourth or fifth time I was feeling like my ‘normal’ self again, I found my words and I was actually pretty surprised at my ability to speak to others and find ways to explain the product in the moment.

My point to the blog is that in order to move through our fears and our beliefs about ourselves of self compromise like I have with this fear of people and believing I am not good enough for this, I realized that this resistance has to be walked through, the fears have to be walked through and faced in the moment, and I have to change in the moment, I have to move myself to change this belief about myself and prove that I can become more. Otherwise there is no other way to the success I want for myself in selling my product or the success to making the world a better place. I have to face these things and within this the gift had emerged where I was able to see my potential in action in real time as I shared myself and moved myself to support my business in the opportunities presented and I created to do so. I also am grateful for these people in my life who support me when I need it and are there for me when I am not there for myself.

Self forgiveness to come as I will walk more in the next blog on this point of letting go of fear and walking through resistances. Thanks.

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