Day 19 - Spitefulness - Wanting things for free

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I had a significant moment in my process, actually two, where i got something for free and i desired to keep getting that point for free due to the logic that i deserve it because ..... there is not much within the looking at my reason to why i deserve something for free when in fact it cost money to produce, money equal time, labor, blood, sweat, and agony at times for others. SO why should i get something for free when others have to spend time/energy/resources essentially themselves to produce it, input in and input out, so there is a balance that must occur within all points of the physical. When self/some/all take and take and do not give back, there becomes an imbalance and in imbalance there is suffering, what is best is best within a point of equality and the oneness that we are all the same, from the same source, life that which creates what is here. 

So as been said we are creating as we are life, and thus we produce, but what i have been allowing and accepting is the spite, the spite of my mind consciousness desiring more and to have it 'easier' as i don't have to give my time/effort to earn that money to get that product, i can get it for 'free'! But as i have discussed it never is really for free, there is always a price that is paid, one that either supports life or harms it. Each have a consequence and only one supports self in one's and everyone's best potential. Why would self not want to support all life in a way that end suffering? I can't understand at times how i allow such obvious and deliberate spite and abuse, where i make such dumb and quick decisions due to being addicted to the experience, the rush of energy, the thrill, but again not considering the consequence. 

This decision in spite, the one i made a long time ago, where i wanted something for free, it cost me a lot as i look back in that moment of seeking the mind/spite, and so i did not buy it which would have help many people/families/children, but due to spite i did not buy it cause i didn't get it for free. Missing an opportunity to live a prosperous and fruitful life for myself and many others that i could see, but what did i decide, what came first, my desires, my wants, my experience, my mind, my mine, my precious, my money, and so what did i miss, life, the physical, the others building and creating WITH me, myself as an equal as life, and i understand this is not the way i would like to live. 

I forgive myself for the misstep i took back in that time, not considering the actual physical that goes into creating life, many parts and many points of physical labor and movement, and when done in a willingness of what is best for all, magic happens/life in its limitless forms is birthed, the best we have to offer, but i understand i must forgive myself for my past/harms and rebirth and breathe and live what is best when i come to this point again in my journey. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have things for free in a spiteful way where i understand it's to only benefit my own pocket and have more then what is actually my equal share as a point of exchange one a product the other the ability to prosper with money. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to move into a point of spitefulness accepting and allowing harm unto another deliberately with the belief that i deserve it, i am saying then i am superior to that other, i am special, when i see, realize, and understand that is an idea do not physical fact as we all are actually here creating as our physical labor in our own capacity and expression, and thus we all deserve life as what is best in equal exchange where all benefit.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself as an equal but in separation as specialness and superiority, showing i am not this as i am not standing in what is actual fact that we are all here, all have our own unique expression that is part of what makes us life as the limitless expressions that exist, and that we all require and need what is giving us at this time the ability to live, equal exchange for our services as the ability to live which is at this time money.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define freedom as a way to get out of doing what is best for all, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify harming another through the mind as beliefs as i deserve it and i am thus more special then the other cause i am more experienced or given it freely in the past, when i see realize and understand that circumstances change and what is real here is what matters, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist in the past and define myself by the past as knowledge instead of understanding the principles of what i am living as doing what is best for all and supporting all as i would like to be supported. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that in the society of living beings where all are equally exchange in a way of what is best for all, freedom will emerge as a natural outflow of a world that is best for all life, where suffering ends, and life is in balance and thus freedom will be a living expression the way in which it was meant to be lived.

I commit myself to stop the ideas and beliefs i deserve something that not considers all life one and equal.

I commit myself to not stop and let go of my ego as desires to get something for free so i don't have to work as hard, when i see realize and understand this is harmful and is a miscalculation of the physical reality and what is best for all life.

I commit myself to stand in the shoes of the other and do my best to stand the principle of balance giving as i'd like to receive. 

I commit myself to walk the path of not giving up on myself and all until an equality system in what is best for all is here as the physical reality and freedom is lived as an expression of myself. 

I commit myself to understand that life is not free but is at a cost, where it is being expressed within a physical action of others as me equal and one and the balance of equality in what is best has to be given back, as i'd like if i was in there shoes. 

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Why BIG? – Implementing the Basic Income Guarantee in to Capitalism - Day 321

Within this world as we see there is some currently who are able to live and thrive, and there are others who are not. This ability to thrive is due to the income and money one has accumulated for oneself and one’s family, and currently most of the people in this world dont have this basic right, income to accumulate to live.  And we all deserve the right to live and thus an income because we are all the same, we all breath the same air, eat the same food, drink the same water, and have the same basic necessities we need to buy to continuing living here on this planet. So not one person can say this is not so or not fact because this is a self-evident point of life that can not be denied.

The way in which our society and system has been directed and governed has been based solely on the principle of survival and self interest, and this has been so through specific allocation and direction of where the income goes. The income only going to a select few, while most are struggling and suffering on a daily basis because this point of life as income is not guaranteed. The reason it is not being guaranteed is because of greed within the human. The point of greed will have to be sorted out within oneself and it will take a matter of will to walk through these points and transcend them to be eventually free from greed. This is already being done by many within the desteni group, for support start with the Desteni I Process Lite Course , its supportive for self realization and it's free. 

So we see within our society that we do have the ability to have the capital to give all an income, I mean, there is enough money, intelligence, resources, these things have never been the problem, the problem has been intent of the human race, our starting point to what we do. The interesting thing is that when we implement this point for all to be able to have a basic income guaranteed and thus implying as our starting point that ALL are recognized, we will create the conditions for the possibility of a heavenly earth, in the means of paradise like living. This only being born through an equality with all life, which the Basic Income will state if implemented on a global scale.

Now, currently in our capitalist system, there are those who have much power and control and this mainly through corporations, but behind those corporations is humans, so it’s important to not go into blame or abdication towards others such as the elite, corporations, and politicians for example, but to understand the point that we have created what is here today, all of us together, and thus we have the power to change it because we are the creators. We throughout time either directly or indirectly created the conditions of this world through not standing up to the atrocities or directly being part of creating them, yes, this is our history, but we have the opportunity now to correct this way of life, we have the time, we can forgive ourselves and move on and correct this world by implementing what will be best for all.

This forgiveness through the principles of oneness and equality, this is the strongest force that can stand, it has been proven through mathematical calculations, through the simple point of you are as strong as your weakest point, and if your weakest point is in equal part to all, then that will not make that point weak, but equal, which is the strongest and most stable point we can get to especially in society. So in the case that there is a point where some are not getting an equal wage for instance, they will be our weakest point and our consequence as we are currently facing now. And those who are not getting an equal wage will end up on the streets resorting to crimes in desperation for survival creating the fear and hate scenarios we see in this world today. Also, when there is an equal wage for all many crimes against humanity will be on the way to an end, such as slave labor or wars or pornography because implementing the basic income grant, a sense of equality has already been established within a realization of self to care for the other, and thus this will start to spread to all parts of our life where the correction process will then start accumulating and taking effect.

The basic income grant or BIG will create the platform to implement an equality of sorts in this world that should already be here, we recognize this within the creation of the bill of rights and so we all can understand this to be so, humans have rights to life and thus it's time we start protecting them. The BIG point can be implemented through the national governments of this world through nationalizing the corporations and business that are already in place using the earths resources, and by creating through the profit being made an understood and livable income to be given to all who are within an allotted area. Then from there one can work and buy from the corporations that support the Basic income grant and the economy and corporations will benefit equally as the people buying and working for these companies will support these corporations and business to create profit, and where jobs will be created and money will be circulated to keep the economy strong.

So it’s a way we currently can implement with the capital that we create to work for all and work for the businesses that are already here, there will of course need to be shifts in principles within what is being done now from inequality to equality, but this is all possible. And when the world is supported and all are able to live, then we can start really expanding ourselves, our creativities, and get out of this gutter rot we are currently living in, having most of the world rot while the elite get to live, and build a society of honor and integrity and who respects all life. It’s time to stop the violations of human rights and bring about changes for all to live decently in this world as a right that all are endowed with at birth and should be the first point of guarantee, support BIG where this will be possible in our lifetime.

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Day 307 – The Innocence of the Womb – Does the Fetus See it this Way?

So recently there has been a set of blogs coming up from the Creation’s Journey to Life blogs written by Bernard Poolman from the Desteni Group regarding the developing fetus in the mother’s womb. This is a natural and common practice we as humans either witness or go through ourselves as parents when a child is conceived and developing within the women, but within these blogs there is a hidden existence that has never been realized, understood, or discovered due to the unattained access that never existed until recently with the portal opening. This being the physical access of direct communication with the life awareness of the fetus itself, this possible again through the portal at Desteni. This access is the access to see beyond all and any normal human view and perception, the portal is able to access all dimensions of existence and speak to all walks of life as well as those from the non-living dimensions (from Death and beyond). So the portal has access to all forms of existence and all forms of existence's has awareness to access and communicate through the portal to the life that is here and who can hear on this planet through a girl's physical body (click links to read more on the portal).

The baby who is now being developed has been interviewed through the portal at 13-14 weeks, and is one of the most absolutely fascinating learning and realizations I have come across yet. He/she speaks about not the development of the physical body as you would have probably presumed, no he/she speaks about the development of the mind system as what we know as consciousness within and throughout the developing physical body that the baby and the mother are busy growing and manifesting. And how the mind integrates and encapsulates quite unnatural and conclusively the natural physical substance as the physical body of the fetus, it’s quite shocking to read because you instinctively want the baby as the innocence of ourselves to be in absolute comfort and protection, but within reading these conversations, you see the limiting and predatory nature the mind system really exists and integrates within us as the physical body to be birthed and lived as part of what we call life here as the human being.

Here is an excerpt from the blog titled:

Day 385: Fetal Development Stages – Consciousness Research –Week 14 (Part One)  - Creations Journey to Life

Discussion between Bernard and the Baby-to-Be (Through the Portal at Desteni)

Fetus: Let me put it to you this way: in the Mind of the Mother-to-Be, there will be a Dominant Relationship to a Parent. That Relationship is then imprinting unto the Mother (that’s Pregnant) - from her Mother or her Father (whichever parent / parental figure the mother has a dominant relationship with in their Minds), and from there that Information is then within the Child already Imprinting. Meaning – the Child is already going to Know ‘What to Expect’ in terms of the Type of Relationship that their Mother is going to have with them.

So for example, what I now see within Leila, in her mind, it’s like centralized there – is her Mother. All of that information is then imprinting into you (Leila), and the Relationship that you had with your mother, for example what parent-child relationship you had with her, how you behaved, her relationship/behavior towards you and it’s already Resonating down to me – for example. In this, what is already being programmed is how I will be in behavior/relationship to you (Leila); our parent-child relationship is already being defined based on your parent-child relationship with your Mother.

Bernard: So that would then be the Knees, because that is the Ego, Survival – ‘How am I Going to Survive All of this?’ So, then that’s why the arms are sore, because they are increasing in discomfort – because it is linked to ‘How am I going to Handle this?’, ‘How am I going to Direct this?’, ‘Who Am I Going to Be within the History of my Forbearers?’ But, that is not seen on a Personal Level that is seen on a Survival Level – Purely as Pattern; which means that even Choices that will be made later on in Life, is already being Formed.

Fetus: The Life Pattern, yes.

Bernard: These Choices will be based-on Survival and will be Based on ‘Gaining Position’, that means Competition – to Establish the Position within the Hierarchy of Beings. That then already Determines What the Being will be in terms of Capacity, because the Capacity will be Governed by the Position in the Hierarchy. “This is All I Am Able to Be” –is the Decision that is already taking shape and also “I cannot be More than This”. That is very much influenced by the Lineage of the Parents and the Parents Before and what they’ve Been in Life in general.

Fetus: The energy of that (the statements of “This is All I Am Able to Be” / “I cannot be More than This”) is experienced as like a ‘Dullness’, as if you’re in a room and you’re contained and you can’t breathe properly or effectively. (This is what the Fetus is already experiencing/becoming aware of as the Limitation that manifested into and as its Beingness with regards to the preprogramming of who/how they’re going to develop into/as based on Survival)

Bernard: Constriction – which is actually Position, because Position is Constriction, a Space-Time Relationship to All Possible Relationships within the Context of the Self-Design, which is based on What has Been Before. Breaking out of that, is in most cases Unlikely, because the Environment is going to be the Parents and the Grandparents and the Family – which Determines Space-Time Position and ‘Who I Am’, ‘Who I Will Be’, ‘Who I Can Be’, ‘What is Possible’ and ‘What is Not Possible’, ‘What is Probable’ and ‘What is the Best Approach to Survive from Birth to Death’. So Death is already Placed as the Position Outcome within the Context of the Past and how to Best Reach the Optimum Death Point through Surviving.

I also recommend these blogs as a continuation of this discussion above:

Day 383: Child Development in the Womb Research

Day 386: Fetal Development Stages – Consciousness Research – Week 14 (Part Two)

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