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Friday, January 29, 2016
Eqafe Hangout: "You're a Star!" Reptilian Audio Discussion - Day 495
On this hangout, we will be discussing the Reptilian interview series on the word 'Star', with questions such as:
What is the importance of living words?
What are the different ways we can interpret the word star?
How has the word star been lived in this world?
What changes can be implemented within our lives to live this word in a supportive way for our self development?
We will also give personal perspectives and realizations that came through as my guest and myself listened to the audios to give more understanding of what this Desteni-I-Process is about and how the Eqafe audios supports everyone who decide to walk this journey.
Eqafe Interview Series we will be discussing:
You're A Star! - Reptilians - Part 466
Birth Your Inner Star - Reptilians - Part 467
What is a Real Star? - Reptilians - Part 468
Interview With Sunette Spies, the Interdimensional Portal from Eqafe:
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Desteni-I-Process Lite Beginner course -
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Saturday, July 11, 2015
Practical Self-Empowerment: From Insecurity to Confidence - Day 467
What are you insecure about? What consequences does insecurity have on your life? How can you practically change from being insecure to being self-confident?
An update on my process with this point of insecurity to self confidence. Enjoy.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Moving Beyond Limitations – Self Correction on an Embarrassing Moment – Day 435
So through walking the forgiveness of myself in my last post within these
moments of becoming embarrassed and experiencing it physically when my checks
turn red, I can see and so give myself a correction process to walk as I
continue my living in the future with these sorts of occurrences that are sure
to come up again.
Here I will walk the self correction process needed:
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the belief I have created
about myself that others are trying to put me down and harm me.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to blame this belief I have of myself as not
being good enough onto others within a state of self victimization where I
believe I am powerless to others and there effects on me.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to victimize myself and project this
inherent blame of the way in which I am experiencing myself as the victim and
powerless onto others in my world and reality.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to project blame onto others within my world
and in my reality based on me holding onto a belief that others are trying to
harm me and abuse me.
When and as I see myself going within myself and creating a
thought process of blame onto another person for me experiencing myself in
energy when I go red in my face, I stop and breath, and realize that I am just
creating a state for myself to hide in and escape from what I am actually doing
to myself as creating a place for me to not have to change my experience of
myself and face others in situations where I am uncomfortable. I realize by
victimizing myself and blaming others, I am disempowering myself to move beyond
these moments of self compromise and stand within this and create myself new in
these moments in expression that will be come lived if I move beyond this fear
and belief that I am being abused and harmed by others.
I commit myself to breath and move beyond my desire to blame
others for the experiencing I am having within myself.
I commit myself to let go of the desire to make my experience within myself of for instance getting embarrassed and my face turning red be about the external reality, and within this I commit myself to find the source and so the solution to how to change this action of blame into self movement to become equal to this experience and transform it into a beneficial moment of seeing that I am able to change this and create something new from it.
I commit myself to stop blaming others through turning these
moments back onto myself and seeing where am I doing and creating this
experience within myself, and so I commit to within these findings create
solutions and corrections for myself so I can change and transform these
moments to empower myself and so others.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief within myself of me being
powerless to others based on the energy experience I have accepted within me of
feeling inferior and diminished around others because of something they said or
did in my presence that I took as a personal attack or abuse towards me.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate responsibility within not
seeing, realizing, and understanding that I am the creator of this experience
of inferiority and diminishment within me due to judging myself within myself
in ways of seeing myself as not doing well within this event and comparing
myself to other people around me, and so then believe within me that that is
what everyone else is doing and saying about me in their minds and also in my
perception I have defined within there actions towards me within their gestures
and even words.
When and as I see I am abdicating my responsibility of
having to find why I am existing in ways that does not support self growth and
come to corrections, I stop and breath, and realize that within taking
responsibility I have the opportunity to move beyond my self interest of only
seeing who and what I want to see based on my own judgments and self abuses,
and find where and how I can support myself to change and stop the self abuse I
am doing onto myself through comparing and judging myself with others.
I commit myself to stop comparing who I am within a moment
and who others are, and so I commit to focus on my own self movement, my own
self growth, and through this and once this has been proven for myself extend
it to others by supporting them to see how I have changed and not make it about
comparing and competition.
I commit myself to move beyond my desires to compare and
compete, and see within myself who I will be if I dare to change myself within
this moments by seeing in self honesty and changing myself step by step in a
self creation process.
I commit myself to walk the self creation process of
standing within embarrassing moments and all moments I will face as a sales
women, and correcting myself within taking responsibility for who I am and how
I will change myself to correct and stand stable.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to take other peoples words, gestures, or
ideas, beliefs, imaginations within my own mind personal and believe that this
is who I am when I see, realize, and understand and have proven to myself that
when I move as breath here and align with my body and act, I am able to perform
in a manner that I am satisfied with and that is aligned with my expression,
and so I see, realize, and understand that I have a decision to make in these
moments to either go into a point of diminishment experience of things that are
not based on fact and reality, and so can not be trusted or walk what is here,
what is stable, what I can trust, myself in action here as I breath, aligned
with the physical and who I am here in the moment of speaking.
I commit myself to breath through the moments where I want
to listen to my thoughts and my backchat, I commit to let go of these thoughts,
I commit myself to move into physical movement as physical correction to change
my living of self diminishment to self creation in the moment of what is here.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as bad in the moment of
believing I was being judged and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to project my own judgments and comparison of myself as not good
enough onto another person and then accept that I am being held down and
abused, when I see, realize, and understand that I am doing this to myself, I
am abusing myself in my own mind, and not changing in those moments to what is
stable, what supports me as life and my expression, and what creates me as life
and that is through my living here in the moment as I speak and stopping my
participation in these thoughts, energy experiences, and my mind within
memories.
When and as I see I am projecting abuse onto others in my
reality, I stop and breath, and realize that I am projecting my own mind and
how I am toward myself as self abusive, and so realize that I must stop my own
participation within judging myself, comparing myself, diminishing myself,
thinking less then who I really am, and so interiorizing and making myself
superior to others to make myself feel an good, instead of being here and
living within what is best for all and so creating this as myself within the
way I live.
I commit myself to let go of my desire to be better then
others, and so I commit myself to stop the abuse of myself and others in my
mind.
I commit myself to let go of my belief that I am less then
others and that I am not good at anything.
I commit to stop judging myself and so I commit myself to
stop projecting this abuse onto others in my reality.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to in that moment of judgment towards myself
in my mind as doing bad when explaining the product to the vendor and thinking
he must see me really being pathetic within trying to explain this, and so
react within a physical moment of embarrassment accepting and allowing this
moment to define me as a point of proof that I am bad through defining and
judging myself as not doing good cause my face went red.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge
myself for going red in the face when I speak and react, and believe I am less
then the other person talking because of me being uncomfortable visibly in
front of them and going red, when I realize, see, and understand this is not in
fact real, I am making this up, and it does not benefit me in anyway, so I
realize I can change in that moment, let the mind go and the beliefs and
judgments, and move myself beyond that limitation into immediate correction
which is here within myself in awareness in what direction I will walk next as
I speak in my expression in the moment.
I commit myself to see and understand that who I am in the
moment is not defined by others, and so I commit myself to move beyond this
limitation of belief and direct myself.
I commit to direct myself in these moments where I go red in
the face, through breathing, and staying focused on the topic at hand, and
continuing to speak and push myself until the moment is cleared.
I commit to never give up and continue to push myself until I am stable and able to speak with ease as I have proven it through space time within the natural learning ability of the physical body.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto that memory of me being seen in
the moment of going red in the face and visible being uncomfortable as a
reminder that I am less then others and go into that sinking feeling of
powerlessness when I remember the moment I go red and what that feeling felt
like, when I realize, see, and understand that it is not defining me here, it
is an occurrence that I can learn from and realize how to correct the point,
but I also realize, see, and understand that it’s just an energy experience of
powerlessness, I am not this actually, I can move myself in each moment and
change myself in what direction I will to what makes sense in the moment and
what will benefit all and so myself, walking common sense and real time
application within breathing, correcting, and living.
When and as I see this memory come up of my face going red
with another human being, I stop ad breath, and realize that this moment is
just a moment in time where I allowed judgment onto myself, and so I realize I
am not judgment nor am I energy, I am able to direct myself in these moments
and create myself new within the expression of myself that is here in that
moment.
I commit to not allow this energy of embarrassment direct me in future moments by realizing it is not real and can be moved through into stability.
I commit to not allow this energy of embarrassment direct me in future moments by realizing it is not real and can be moved through into stability.
I commit myself to push self expression in these moments of
resistance due to a memory by seeing this is not who I really am and I can
create myself in all moments within the moment that is here by simply living
it, simply doing it.
I commit to live discipline
in moving myself in moments where I am embarrassed and want to retreat, I move beyond
this moment, and found a way to express myself and create a point of something
new that I wouldn’t have if I just allowed suppression.
Interview Support on the topic of moving through Embarrassment:
Embarrassment: Embarrassment and Personalities - Atlanteans - Part 106
Embarrassment: Is it Really so Bad? - Atlanteans - Part 107
Embarrassment: Sounding Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans – Part 108
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Sunday, August 3, 2014
Starting to Investigate My Relationship with People – Day 420
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My relationship with people over the years has been shaky at best, I have always had a feeling of separation with others, I always felt that I had to get into a certain state within myself to be around people, like it took energy and effort to be with others, it was not easy and only enjoyable once I found my place. I always was looking for my place, I was always in fear of where to find it, how to get there, if I was going to be accepted, and would it last. So there was a lot of factors I was creating to even approach people and figure out how to continue to stay with them and how in fact was I able to do that. Because there was no manual on how to be friends with or exist with other humans, it was all kind of just there when I came of age and realized that being with other humans was not a walk in the park, it was going to take dedication and effort to make it work.
So the issue I was having over the years of not wanting to be with others was when I was bullied in school, and found out that not everyone likes me, not everyone is friendly, and this world isn’t so nice and great as I believed it was as a child being rather innocent to the harshness that is existent here. I started to develop fears about my body image and what I had and didn’t have compared to other kids. I started to realize that money was important and that buying the things to keep up with the other people I knew was needed to be able to continue to play in the social games of making it with groups. So once I started being bullied, I suppressed myself quite a lot, I would not do or say anything to instigate those that were calling me names as the emotional feelings within this were extreme. I can see and will be opening up the construct of being a bully and being bullied as a play out of the way in which we have designed our world and designed our relationships with each other based on the belief that this is what it takes to survive and this is how human nature is and this is how it’s always been. How existing within starting points such as these is in a way giving up on oneself and life to live in a way that is more abusive and existing within self interest alone that has been consequential as we see with the world and our relationships within it from children up into the world system., nothing really changes, just the dynamics and contexts do, we are still bullying each other and creating conflict with no real effort and dedication to find solutions.
So I was starting to develop my mind through what I valued within others based on things such as beauty, wealth, and personality and I myself started to based who I was on comparing and competing with others through these ideas of value I had created. This then created more and more separation with people in my world, being this way where I am basing who I am on very superficial ideas was not very fulfilling, I started to more and more dislike being around people and having to keep up these appearances and ideas of myself that in reality did not match. Over time my paranoia increased on how others thought, judged, and/or perceived me, I started to more and more alienate myself from meeting new people and pushing myself more and more in the belief that all people are fuck ups and I can not trust anyone.
I realized though overtime and through the desteni process that I engaged in some years ago that I have created the state in which I am existing within in this moment, I thought the thoughts, I created the beliefs, I judge myself and others, I abused and created competition with others, I am responsible for the way I have designed and created myself in this moment. I can not point fingers at any other person, place, or thing because in the end this is disempowering myself to ever create the change that I am capable of to become a human being that is trustworthy and self directed. Not living off of needs or wants, but through principles that support life and so will always support me by implementing and solidifying them through my living over time proven through time in the physical. Each one has to find the will and forgive themselves for who we have become and what we have done in the past, and again embrace each other and support each other as we have done for ourselves. Humbleness is key for such an endeavor of self purification and supporting life in this way.
So for the next blogs to come I want to investigate and understand more of who I am in communication and relationship with others, and how I can live the words humbleness and friendliness in a way that supports myself and others to become the best we can be.
More to come in my next blogs, thanks for reading.
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Friday, February 28, 2014
How Seeing Self Here Has Supported Me in Change – Day 403
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Here I am looking at the point of considering what I am
doing before actually going ahead and doing it, and this is I have found something that one would not have to think about or analyze in the mind, but is a
single moment of being here and looking at what it is that is the ‘subject’ you
are considering within yourself. What I have found within doing this is it is a
decision I make within myself to look within a moment and see what is here as
me. This I usually do before writing or before opening a point up with another,
such as my partner, and seeing where it is that I am within the situation/topic
we are discussing. This has been a cool tool to use because it supports with
awareness in the physical and also directly seeing a situation without any mind
interferences as it’s in a moment, it is here within self just seeing in
self honesty.
Self honesty is a component one want to consider when
looking at this moment of seeing a ‘subject’ here because you have more access
and understanding within the here moment of seeing as you are not being clouded by
the mind. The mind can’t interfere because you are not thinking about anything,
but simply looking inside yourself and seeing what comes up.
Whatever it is that comes up, I work with and look at, this another component
of seeing here in self honesty is working with what is here, what comes up
within you, and not to judge whatever it is that does come up. I have realized
that judging what comes up within you is something to take note of because it
means that that moment is not a direct here seeing, but is being influenced by
your mind. So you want to see the point of judgment and write about it, self
investigate, self forgive, and make commitments to walk the correction when you
have a look at the here moment again. Once it comes up again, you can see the
correction of stopping the judgment, and then you will have more access into
the within of yourself beyond what you had judge as you are now seeing it more
direct and more clear.
It’s fascinating and supportive as it creates a space
within me where I can start to see and as I walk the process of opening up and
correcting the points that are coming up, I am gaining
more understanding of myself and how I operate within my own mind processes and
behaviors, moving myself more within my reality as a directness rather then being distracted through thinking. I am
expanding myself each time I walk this process of seeing who I am here and correcting
that which is not aligned to what I would like to live as best for all and
living the correction, which is self empowering. This because when I take a moment and see here, I then have a moment to access myself, who I am being, and so align any reactions or energy
experiences into understanding and correction
through becoming aware of it in this seeing, then writing about it, and bringing through to correction in my living. So I expand within myself and into my
world, where before I would not have ever had access to it or even consider to do such a thing because I was always
in my mind participating in the alternate reality the mind creates, and so not
stepping outside of this illusionary reality to see what it is in fact that I
am doing, the direct seeing I access when I stop and look within here.
This seeing in the here moment where I stop and look within myself
is where I realized the potential for change occurs and can be seen, and then
with this consideration of myself I can live the changes I see that are here to
be walked and so change within my life and living to be this potential
realized. I suggest to practice this if you have not yet and walk the change
necessary to change self to live in a way that is best for all, this is a tool
I would like to share that has helped me do just this in my journey to life.
Thanks for reading.
Eqafe interview support I recommend:
Reptilians - Thinking as Mind vs. Direct Seeing with the Physical - Part 106
The Consciousness of the Tiger - Part 1
The Consciousness of the Tiger - Part 2
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Equal Life Foundation - Site
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