Artist: Andrew Gable
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become afraid of my own thoughts I am thinking and react in shame based on the context of the thoughts.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others will judge me for the thoughts that I think.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my own mind and the thoughts that I think, realize, seeing, and understanding that the thoughts are not who I really am and I have the power to stop them, but I can not deny them as I am the one participating in them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see my mind as demented and become ashamed at how I have been existing within my own mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need to become shameful for what goes on in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am alone within how I am experiencing my mind and that I am bad for thinking in such ways.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that there is something wrong with me for the way in which I think about my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my mind determines and defines who I am and that within my belief about myself, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to believe that I am less then others because of the way in which I have judged my own mind as bad.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within my own mind in a way where I fear certain parts of it and believe that I can’t move beyond these fears and mind points.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can’t move beyond my limitations I have believed to be true as me having something wrong with me and that I can’t move beyond this belief of myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive this relationship of having something wrong with me based on the way in which my external body looks and memories I have held onto of me as real to define who I am in this moment here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my self when I say in my mind that I am less then others and that looks matter.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am is based on the belief that I am a less then capable being and that I am not good enough to make it out of my mind and into physical living here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist looking and facing my mind because I knew I would have to face instances that would make me uncomfortable and question myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing myself in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am is based on the beliefs I hold about myself in my mind rather then questioning these beliefs and seeing who I in fact am within my physical living in this moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking about my judgments I have about myself for fear of being weakened in the physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can become weakened in the physical based on sharing myself in the physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others and so create the belief that some are weak and some are strong.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my mind is more powerful then me and I can’t walk and let go of my fears when I realize it takes only my self will, I can decide in each moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being misunderstood and so judged harshly for this.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being judged in anyway by others.
I forgive myself that I haven’t yet accepted and allowed myself to see that I am the only one judging myself and so holding myself in these judgments until I release myself and stop judging myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto these judgments so I don’t have to face these fears.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto judgments so I can continue to get happy energy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have to have energy to feel good.
When and as I see I am going into a point of judging my mind and going into resistances to look at a point or points within what is coming up in moments within my mind, I stop and breath, and realize that going into resistance is only disempowering me to do anything about the thoughts and or my mind patterns coming up, and so I realize I have to accept myself as my mind, look at it in common sense and self honesty, and stop taking it personal.
I commit myself to stop fear and see directly what is here through breathing and slowing down in the moment to expand myself within what is here.
I commit myself to breath and let go of all resistances to look and investigate my mind and what is coming up within it.
I commit myself to breath and let go any point of judgment or comparison I have towards my mind or my world as I realize this is disempowering me to change.
I commit myself to face my mind in every moment it comes up and move myself to walk the change that is necessary to align with life and live what is best for all.
Insecurity: Introduction - Atlanteans - Part 148
Insecurity: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 149
Insecurity: Insecurity-Confidence Polarity - Atlanteans - Part 150
Confidence: Self Forgiveness - Atlanteans - Part 151
Confidence: Practical Support - Atlanteans - Part 152
Confidence: The End - Atlanteans - Part 153
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