I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
go into this fear of ‘I can’t stand
alone’ within the starting point of fearing looking bad/stupid in front of
other people in where I will not have a point of acceptance towards them based
on my belief that if I have to stand alone within who I am and go against
others, I will be able to be rejected. I realize and see within this point of
self compromise due to fear in where I will not push myself to do things that
is outside of my comfort zone and stand alone within who I am as an individual,
I am limiting my self expression exponentially due to this belief that I need
others to accept me to feel normal and ok within myself and thus I will be free
of being rejected if I just act like the group even though they don’t stand up
for life in equality and oneness, which I realize is really what life is and what is important in this life here.
I commit myself to when and as I go into this belief that I
have to act and be a certain way to be accepted and thus go into a suppression
of my expression based on fear, I stop and breath, and do not accept myself to
limit my expression based on this belief and fear. I stop all the thoughts
attached to these beliefs and fear of rejection by breathing through them not
accumulating them within me. I commit myself to push my own self expression of
being ok with who I am and walking with what I would like to express in and be
within myself in enjoyment, and stop this belief that I have to be a certain
way for others to like me so I don’t have to stand alone by not accepting it as
valid and real through standing alone if this is the correct point to walk to
show what is best for all in my own directiveness of life in common sense.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself this
belief that I am not able to stand alone within who I am and thus have to at
times go against the norm of society, of my friends, of my family, and thus
stand up for the principles that I realize are here among all life and how I
want life to be in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear this point of standing alone and thus created this belief that I am not
worthy if I am alone, I am not ‘cool’ or ‘good enough’ compared to those who
are accepted within society, and thus create this suppression within myself
that I am not cool and not good enough because I have been defining myself by
how many friends I have and defining standing alone or being alone as someone
who is not worthy, is not good enough, thus I have created this definition of
myself within relation to when in my life I am standing alone through my
definition of someone who is a loser and is not as worthy to those in a group
and have a lot of friends are thus cool and worthy. This I realize is my reaction
in fear within myself of not being cool or seen as cool by others, and thus
defining myself as a loser and unworthy because I am now the one alone.
I forgive myself that I have accept and allowed myself to
define those that stand alone as losers and not worthy because of this fear
within me of being defined this way by others as a loser and unworthy. I
realize that those that don’t accept me or don’t agree with me is their own
self willed decision, and it doesn’t mean that it has anything to do with me or
what I am doing, but is the decision they made within themselves. I realize I
must stop defining myself and defining being alone as a negative point, and thus
I realize I must stop this judgment of those that stand alone as those who are
not cool and not worthy, and walk reality for real, what is actually physically
happening and stand within the point of principle in what is best for all in
all ways that this will have to be stood within by myself till it is here
within life absolute.
I commit myself to when and as I go into this point of
definition of defining those who are alone as negative in comparison to those
in a group based on a fear of being rejected I have created about standing
alone, I stop and breath, and when this rejection fear come up, breath through
the reaction of fear and continue to walk the physical points I am walking
within myself of committing myself to stand up for life in all ways, and that
is either in a group or alone, as it doesn’t matter where I am doing it, what
matters is what I am doing and what I am standing for, and how I am living
within a way that supports these principles to be lived and manifested within
all that is here as me.
So I commit myself to stand alone when I see that it is
necessary in standing up for life in what is best for all as well as stand with
others who stand up for life and do what is best for all, and thus breath
through any and all fear of being rejected and not accepted because I realize I
do not need acceptance, I am here and thus those who are here will be here with
me, I never am alone so to speak as everyone is here.
I commit myself to walk the path alone or with others in
establishing myself into a being who aligns with the physical one and equal and
all life in this regard so all are equal in fact in the end of this process
I/We are walking to align with the physical, what is real here in breath
awareness as the physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
exist within fear of others rejecting me based on holding onto memories of
being rejected and fearing the humiliation of being singled out in front of
others and seen as weak. I realize and understand I am only defining myself as
weak and rejected based on this memory I am holding, and thus I push my self to live stable within me no matter
what the outer present letting go of the memory and living from this moment here, stopping going into the mind of what could be or what will be, but live here in what is and walk practical solutions to what is here to live best for all, no fear or memory is needed, but just me here as breath living in common sense.
Thus I commit myself to walk these principles within and as
me, and walk self acceptance with myself as well as all life in being committed
to principled living, and supporting life to again walk what is best and thus I
commit to walk the correction within myself of stopping all points of separation
by stopping the fear and the beliefs of who I am in relation to others, and
thus I commit to live who I am as life, here in full acceptance through the
self understanding that I am all that is here, living in support of all and
stopping the separation by stopping being directed by fear by stopping the fear
when it comes up as I realize it is not real, it’s the energy from the mind.
I commit myself to when and as this fear come up of being
humiliated and seen as weak if I am standing alone within a group, I stop and
breath, and remain in breath focusing on who I am as life and realizing the
process of all life that is currently here having to walk the process to align
to the physical. I commit myself to walk my process of self purification in
being able to stand alone, being my own self strength through proving in my
living that I stand absolute in times of ‘toughness’ and in times of calmness,
where who I am is always what is best for all, and thus I will become stable
here within self as who I am is my own stability because I live this within my
world by letting go of all attachments to the external world and creating this
fulfillment within myself within how I live and how I treat life within and as
the self relationship I have established within my own physical as myself fin
who I am as life.
Life Review - Acceptance and Allowance vs. The Decision
Atlanteans - When Energy has more Value than Life - Part 40
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