When I first wake up in the morning, this is a exceptional
time to direct myself within the day I will live moving forward, I tend to go
into my mind in these times and judge myself, especially when I am in the
mirror getting ready. I find this will then lead into my day where I will go
into my mind and create scenarios about others and how they are treating me,
distracting myself from how I am in fact creating what I am experiencing and so
then not taking responsibility for myself to change, which causes this scenario
to continue to occur over and over again.
One of the outflow consequences of this I am experiencing within myself and within my world is impatience’s. I am quite astonished at how repetitive my world is and how much I go into blame and distraction toward others, when I have not once until recently looked within myself, taken responsibility for myself, and so change and correct that which does not work. I also find that this impatience towards others creates a lot of strain within the relationships I am involved in which causes stress and anxiety, so allowing this to continue and perpetuate is causing unnecessary strain within myself and so within those I am causing consequence with.
One of the outflow consequences of this I am experiencing within myself and within my world is impatience’s. I am quite astonished at how repetitive my world is and how much I go into blame and distraction toward others, when I have not once until recently looked within myself, taken responsibility for myself, and so change and correct that which does not work. I also find that this impatience towards others creates a lot of strain within the relationships I am involved in which causes stress and anxiety, so allowing this to continue and perpetuate is causing unnecessary strain within myself and so within those I am causing consequence with.
I am going to write out the self forgiveness and self correction
here to let go of the scenario I wrote out about, and correct this point to be
best for myself and so best for those whom I interact with.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
in the mornings when I wake up go into my mind and criticize the way I look and
compare myself to pictures in my mind of what I should look like.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge myself in a way that separates me from the existence that is here where
we all exist in a form of individuality through our physical though exist as
life one and equal within all as the physical that exists within all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
follow my mind within the belief that I am not attractive and that I have no
purpose if I am not perfect within the way I look toward others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge myself as unattractive because I have judged my eyes and my face based on
memories of boys judging my eyes and face specifically as less then.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself based on memories in my mind through a time within my life where
it is not certain what were the specific events and what the boys where going
through within themselves.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself by external factors where I see myself in a specific way
according to what is being done onto me or said onto me, when in reality I am
not clear in what is behind what is being said and why as well as can’t really
know directly why it is being done to me, and so I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to define myself by others and who they are at that
time as I see, realize, and understand that others are also walking their
process as a mind and don’t consider me as an equal and so can harm me or speak
to me in ways that are not best for all and I realize this is not who they are
nor myself, and with this awareness I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to fall into the energy of emotions and not stand as a support
for others to show as an example what it means to stand through emotion and
stand as a life support through not accepting what others say or do and so
direct self within how one see is best for all and will create a solution for
what is happening.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
go into emotion rather then stand within the principle of what is best and
walking what is here as self support and self honesty, correcting that which is
not best, and standing within the resistance to continue as it is comfortable to stay in and as the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fall into emotion and not breath and move through this find solutions for these
moments where I stand in the face of challenges and find solutions as I see,
realize, and understand I am capable as I am able to walk common sense through
stopping the mind from moving fast and falling into the energy that will create
distractions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
blame others for when I see, realize, and understand I am not standing within
my utmost potential and push myself beyond my perceived limitations to walk
what is necessary to be walked in the time to come.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not take full responsibility for what I have created here and so blame others
and become emotional with others to distract from the fact that I am not
standing and moving myself in the way I realize I am able to.
When and as I see I am moving in the morning within a
suppression and an energy of self abuse, I stop and breath, and let go of these
thoughts by doing self forgiveness and self commitments as I realize these will
only create a heaviness within me and a point of self compromise as I accept
these thoughts as real and so direct myself from my mind rather then my self
living here in self acceptance and self direction in self honesty and common
sense.
When and as I see I am going into a point where I am blaming
another for something that I am experiencing within myself, I stop and breath,
and realize that I am not taking responsibility in that moment to stop what I
am creating as separation and abuse, and find the correction process to move
into a point of self stability as well as self change that brings about
solutions that is best for all.
I commit myself to in the mornings when I wake up, breath
and breath until I am here and walk self forgiveness for any points that are
cycling.
I commit myself to accept myself in the mirror and do any
self forgiveness to any memories or pictures that come up to distract me and
take me away from here.
I commit myself to move into self acceptance as well as
accepting others for how they are and find solutions that are best in the
moment to solve issues rather then reacting and creating emotional issues with
others.
I commit myself to apply myself in real time self change to become stable in moments that I see I have a choice to go into the mind or be stable, I commit and move into stability in these moments through pushing myself to be stable and using the tools of self change to remain here, present, and creating solutions for what is here to do what is best for all.
Interview to check out on the topic of impatience:
Impatience - Reptilians - Part 225
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