Day 27 - Holding onto the Past - Sf and Release - The Gut = Trust in Self

I have always been in shape as a child, young adult, and now into my 40s I am starting to gain weight around my hips, gut and thighs. This has to do with physical body changes as I age based on hormones and body change, though it also holds understanding to self and who I am in relation to my mind and walking my process of realignment to life in oneness and equality in what is best for all life. I have been researching and looking within myself on what this points represents in terms of the mind map, as the mind is structured within the physical body as a system as the organs, layered within and through it. So as I continue to think and act in reaction as energy addiction, I am layering more and more of the mind network as self harm and abuse of life, until I stop this will not stop. 

I can use the weight point as an indication of physical real support as the correction process i am underway with is walked and lived. I should reduce my weight and as I redefine and correct myself through words, I will also correct as I am seeing it and make sense the weight will lesson as I no longer allow the layering of the mind as information and knowledge through thinking and energy.

 

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I will start with my gut, and the gut is where we say 'you can trust your gut', so within this weight being layered physically, it shows I am protecting and thus accumulating fat in the gut. Fat is stored because it is not being moved/used. So i for instance am not using/moving myself within self trust, I am not trusting myself, and what is holding me back is the memories of the past. There has been significant memories I can see and relate to that I am in fact holding  onto, not releasing them as a point of self support, defining myself still by them, and thus stiffing and suppressing myself as the trust of who i am as life and my alignment in what is best for all life as I speak and live my self forgiveness and correction as living words. 

 I can see the memories and how I have been defining myself within them in fear, creating more and more networks of information as i keep remembering them and interpreting more and more about it, as this is what the mind does, builds with memories as information and knowledge gathered through our interactions and thus our interpretations through thoughts, feelings and emotions. These are the mechanisms of the mind consciousness system, it builds and accumulates information stored in our body and our body is taking the brunt of the pain/abuse/ and harm, as we blissfully at times follow the mind as a separate bubble while the mind feeds off of us as our life force/physical body and tears strands of the physical body. 

Breathing through these memories, walking the self forgiveness, living the words as correction and self here as breath, will inturn release the memories/information and energy being generated by the mind through the use of the body, and thus the information will diminish as the gut in this instance will go down in weight ( if this is the point, will be tested in real time) and in this the systems as the mind in the gut will release and eventually end as the mind no longer is able to gather energy/physical life force of self as self has stopped the supply, by stopping the thoughts. 

So here I will walk my self forgiveness on these memories, this by breathing and seeing within what is here to work with, trusting self and working with the mind/physical/life/self to in fact and self honesty walk the self correction process as i sound it and will live words and breathe, release, and create myself here in self trust - as the correction process of real time living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories of the past where i gave into desire/want/self interest as getting out of resistance within a relationship, where i saw that i was not working with the physical as the practical point of releasing the agreement, but let it go based on external factors as well as fear of facing myself and believing i will be harmed or abused through someone that doesn't show me the love i desire as affection and making me feel like a 'queen'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to within the point of letting go of the relationship/agreement i was going based on my desire to be loved, shown love as niceties and warm words, and thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to end the relationship/agreement due to the point of fearing not getting this and that i would get it some where else.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not in fact show and live the point of self love, where i stand within myself and show myself love, care, and affection as self respect and self nurturing, and in this not actually need or require this, but be able to stand as it as an example and then receive it naturally as the expression of others/self opens to it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to need my man to trust and care for me, when i am showing within and as that need and desire that i am not in fact giving love and care as self trust to myself. 

 

 "You will only trust yourself when you live your correction in every moment,  regardless of how difficult it seems or how many times you fall. Trust is earned through living." — Bernard Poolman

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my partner as a bad person/bad lover when i see, realize, and understand i was actually showing to myself who i was in the agreement/relationship as i was in fact seeking this, and not actually giving as i would like to receive as i was in much self judgment and self hatred/anger.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  allow external forces such as songs interpretations/lyrics/melodies have a point of decision making within who and how i am as a point of following and wanting to be led, supported, when i see, realize, and understand that these songs are preprogrammed and if done within a following I am following the preprogramming of myself and mind which in fact supported with the separation of beings/life here. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to follow thoughts and beliefs of 'he is too mean' , 'he is going to hurt me', 'he is so greedy', 'i can't stand him', 'i can't do this anymore', ' i will be better off alone', 'i am not going to be able to do this for my life'. And so i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame my partner/relationship/agreement rather then forgiving the thoughts as they are not real/not reality based, but preprogrammed to separate and suck self dry as self allows and accepts the separation of the mind by accepting and allowing the play out of preprogrammed events as thoughts and acting out the thoughts as reactions in anger/disgust/hate and ending the agreement/commitment for life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel very sad and angry at myself for letting go of the commitment i made with this being for life, and ruined the point without walking the life tools and working with the living words process as principled living as what is best for all, and allowed myself to fall and fail.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to allow and accept an external source like tarot/physics/channels dictate who i am based on belief in numbers/signs, when i see, realize, and understand the are preprogrammed and not relevant to self direction in self honesty in what is best for all, a practical living as self live here.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as ugly/stupid/not a good partner, and so always inferiority myself and so i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  believe the mind as it says the things as ugly/loser/stupid with memories of my past in school where i was bullied and not accepted through name calling and competition.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the memories of being bullied at school and when my father would call me names and thus go against any type of male relationship as i see that i would potentially be abused cause i didn't have much defense as i was weak.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself by others within harm and pain that they push onto me from themselves as i see, realize, and understand we are all walking this process to life, and all require to walk self forgiveness and living change, that it is not personal ever, and only if i allow it to effect direct me.

I forgive myself to judge those who hurt me in the past and judge men with a certain signature of believing they are cool while using force in words, i see, realize, and understand this is not who i am and does not define me as i realize, see, and understand i define me as who i am and this is life one and equal in what is best for all life as i live and align with life here.  

I forgive msyelf that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the past as my past relationship, i release it as a point of learning and understanding as who i am within where i am not yet aligned with life, and that i am here able to walk the correction and work with current points and relationship/agreements as well as redefine and walk with the past relationship to align it back to what is best for all as what make sense for each moving forward. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the idea that i can ont move past this, i am to be punished forever for falling in this agreement as i see where it did lead as consequences that could have been avoided and thus harm prevented, though it is here and it was what was walked, so i let it go and move here fresh and new as i forgive myself, release and let go of the past, and recreate myself in self care and self love as i see i am committed to walk the correction and self honesty of the realignment with myself as life and trusting myself here as i correct and live in my day to day, breathe by breathe moments as living words.

 

I commit myself to stop and breathe when and as i see i am going into fear of being harmed by men/mean people, i realize it is not personal and i bring them into me and stand equal in seeing their potential and hold it as i hold it for myself and direct myself in common sense as i live practical living that will support for self realization and self support. 

I commit myself to when and as i see i am going into beliefs of wanting to think something about the past, i release the memory as i forgive any reactions, and breathe, bring myself to physical breath, and express myself in self trust as i look here and direct myself in what is best for all as a self direction, living the word self direction, self trust, and self movement. 

I commit myself to when and as i desire an external source, i stop and breath, and realize that this done in a self following as need, i am being trapped by the mind as separation, and thus i let go of the desires/need and direct myself to live the solution for myself physically no matter how long it takes. 

I commit myself to live the word discipline as i let go of the mind as thoughts/memories of my past agreement/relationship, realizing and seeing that it is a learning experience and that to live the correction in my next agreement where i stand the test of time and work through the reactions/memories/fears/reactions with self forgiveness, openness, self honesty, and communication to find and live solutions that is best for all.

I commit myself to release built up stress as these memories through breathing and living the word self acceptance, self care, and letting go. 

I commit myself to release myself from these past and do my best with aligning myself in my words as my living that supports myself as how i would like to be supported and supported others equal as so in breathe and self discipline.  

 I commit myself to show myself self love as self acceptance as i continue to apply myself in self dedication to stop all harm and anger/hate and give to myself equally as i'd like others to give to me.

 I commit myself to stop all thoughts as self harm and harm to others that are judgmental in nature and live the words stop and equality and oneness as life and self responsibility as i live within what is best for all in the moments and direct myself in common sense that is best for all.

More support at - 

lwww.lite.desteniiprocess.com 

wiki.desteni.org 

equal money system- a system to bring heaven here through oneness and equality - link here - https://web.archive.org/web/201102110...
Self Perfected - Destonian network support on fb

www.techno-tutor.com - word as living support, check out this tool! 

Day 26 - Living with myself

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to dislike myself. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become angry at myself for falling.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become pissed off at myself for falling.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to go into a point of self pity and self hate when i don't achieve the process of self perfection in a way that works for all as in the time frame i believe i should get this process done.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into petrification within the understanding of the consequences i create when i do fall and go into the realization that i didn't not stand for life, i did not support solutions/life/self, and thus i caused abuse and suffering to myself and all life as myself. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen within a point of being special, being important and feeling like i matter in this process, seeking the praise and honor of a being that walks through and stands within challenges and thus is seen as strong and powerful.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as strong so i can survive in this world and reap the benefits of a life with money and prestige, people who want to be around and support me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to impress people when i walk my process, seeing me as getting it, and smart/intelligent as i move through the information and will be able to stand and support with world change.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into blaming the beings involved in my action of falling, making it about the others and what they did to me, and in this believe i am not responsible for the fall and the outcome of myself within it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not take responsibility within a point of self responsibility within the fall where i indeed had the opportunity to stand my word and thus live the solutions, but chose to walk into and as the mind as greed, desire, self interest, and thinking patterns that i followed.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to within the thoughts of wanting what i did in the moment to fall, i did not care of the consequences of what i would face and could not see the reality that was playing out before my eyes, and thus become ignorantly blissful and blind to the hard and disciplined walk i was indeed required to face and stand within and thus in this  did not stand the point.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become ignorant to the crys and screams of the suffering in this world, who are taken the brunt of the harm that all life as myself is doing when i/all live in separation with self and what is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear i will not make process and go into pain and anger when i realize and see that i fucked myself within falling and giving into my desires and mind thinking. 

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a form of self anger and judge myself for falling as i see, realize, and understand i am still here and still walking my process to life, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as weak and not capable of standing 100 percent through the challenges of the mind, and thus allowed the beliefs to supersede breathing and walking what is best for all in the moments.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a form of self belief that i am inferior because of my thoughts that 'i am not sure' 'i am confused' 'i can't figure it out'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the thought of i am not sure, i am confused, and i can't figure it out' as a negative experience, when i see i can redefine these words to show the practical steps to dig deeper in understanding and walk solutions through testing to see what works best. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the thought that i am inferior, when i see, realize and understand i can redefine this word to stand as a point where i am in a new stage of understanding something or i am in need of more practice to get established in the point/weakness, and in this gain strength and stamina as i walk the process of integration and living to a point of proven reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the word and feeling of inferior when i go heavy and depressed in my body, believing the physical energetic experience of being less then, not worthy, or not able to cope, when i see, realize and understand the correction is to move into more education and practicing the point to a degree where i am able to live it more and more and become one with the point and so become strong. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself for falling and failing cause i believe thoughts that i am the cause of the mind empowering itself, i harmed all beings by falling, i will never live this down, i will never be able to forgive myself, when i see, realize, and understand this is thoughts and not who i am as the mind is a preprogrammed system, i am life and able to live and determine my movement here through practical and physcial effort to build words and living applications for the words as direct definitions to support me to live as an example for others if they may need support as this is what life does.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel unworthy of life rather then realizing i am one and equal with life, and thus i am here.

 I commit myself to stand within the living word of breathing and releasing thoughts so i do not align and cycle into thought patterns and thus i stop the outflow of the fall.

I commit myself to live the word of inferior to be a point i am weak in practically, and work at that point until i am able to stand in it and feel stable.

I commit myself to stop self judgement of a fall, and realize it is part of life/process and will happen time and time again until i physically stop the point and be life which does not fall/fail.

I commit myself to stop all beliefs, and work with silence/breathe and living words i can actually prove as who i am. 

I commit myself to stop all blame forever and take self responsibility for myself and change to stand as the living example in humbleness. 

I commit msyelf to stop the polarity of love/hate, like/dislike, and redefine to align with life, as love is only real when all are able to be treated with dignity as a world solution/equal money system, like/dislike as a point of bringing this back to myself and seeing where i am indulging or resisting and live it in a way that honors all life, and support myself here with practical solutions and breathing here with no mind/thoughts, self forgiveness, and self change. 

 

More support at - 

lwww.lite.desteniiprocess.com 

wiki.desteni.org 

equal money system- a system to bring heaven here through oneness and equality - link here - https://web.archive.org/web/201102110...
Self Perfected - Destonian network support on fb

www.techno-tutor.com - word as living support, check out this tool! 

 

Day 25 - to give is to ensure all get, and then one receive - life here = who we really are

 

I was listening to 'Revenge of the Ego' by Bernard Poolman today, he is discussing on the many ways were ego as the personification of self within self interest is actually an awareness as consciousness, an entity derived from the mind consciousness system which humanity is interdimensionally controlled and enslaved by, this is seen without as the current war and abuse happening all over our planet. These things do not just manifest out of the blue and it is not 'god's will, as any being that is omnipresent and omni potent such as 'god' which i see as life would never accept and allow war/abuse. Though within ego as self interest personified by self, where only self in one's bubble world is considered can this 'will' of self be lived out where self in one's thoughts think 'ah, i wish they would just go and die' or 'i hate that person, they are so annoying' believing that those thoughts have no consequence, when in fact these thoughts are creating self and intensifying and giving life to the ego of self and the enslavement of all beings through the mind consciousness system. 

The desteni process at lite.desteniiprocess.com ( free beginner course) to start one on this process of self honesty and self forgiveness, as the method and means to let go of the mind and reconnect with self here, the part of life that is and always has been one and equal with all things. Self is able to walk self forgiveness giving back to self the ability to respond differently to these looping patterns of mind thinking/memories that will cycle, self can correct the living to be of ego, of separation, back to life, in the self directive will that self have the capability and empowerment to bring self to walk this process and change. I am currently walking this process, its a process where self will fall, and fall, and fall, but the point is not about judgment of self or anyone for that matter, but to forgive oneself and get back up, always get back up and continue the process until self is here, breathing, and always in all ways walking self responsibility as self forgiveness lived doing and receiving what is best for all always. These are through living words, where technotutor is a supportive tool to purify words and rebuild self in one's natural learning ability to become empowered through understanding the words one speak and in this being able to direct one's world extremely effective as one is living what one is learning, embodying.

The process of aligning oneself to self forgiveness, we dismantle the ego, understand and forgive self for participating in harm to self and others, and recreate self in a way that is best for all in the principles of life, of creation, which is oneness and equality of all beings/all life here. This is the directive of life, and in this this is where the giving of everything until everyone gets is fact, within equality and oneness, it is not fulfilled until all are getting/being supported by what is here in the best way possible for all as self would like. Its a paradigm shift from the mind but what in fact is actually real, the ego has run rampant in our world and reality, though it is not the only way of life, it's actually a very limited form of life, the mind consciousness as we see how limited the human being has become, but we are capable of much much more. Life shares that self will only have access to life through amalgamating with and living these principles as living words, and this is awesome as this is the solution to our world hardships and current fears. There is solutions always, one must not ever give up on what is here, life, and self as life, please join the links below and ask for support if needed. 

Also, the equal money system is a system brought through by desteni and is a solution for the current money system of capitalism which is a limited and destructive system as many die and suffer due to the limited availability to have and keep money as it's controlled at the top. Though this will fall and so will our way of life as the mind fall, equal money system is a system worth researching and sharing about as we see the struggle and nature of the way in which the ego as self creates, war, famine, poverty, suffering, equal money will solve all of these and make each being a millionaire. This is a fact and this is fulfilling the proverb and age old truth, one Bernard shared many times in his talks and words, to give so all get and then self receive, being humble and patient until life is one and equal and all life is cared for. The more who stand for solutions that is best for all, the stronger we will be and the critical mass will be reached to tip the scales, it's up to self, there is always solutions and never give up even when it's tough, the tools will support so suggest practice them through self study and application. Enjoy.

Self forgiveness on my ego:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to stay in the mind as ego because it feels good when i win and get to be on top.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a form of self praise where i only see my wants, needs and desires as i have separated myself from life through believing that there is some who are more and some who are less as a judgment of beliefs and ideas that only is formed and exist in the ego of self as the mind consciousness system creates, as i see, realize, and understand equality and oneness of all life includes all that is here and leaves no one out standing on the physical of what makes all exist, life is what is here, the mind as ego is a parasite that requires the physical as the physical body to exist as it sucks the physical dry through thinking and the subsequent processes of mind layers as emotions, feelings and energy generation through and as substance as the source. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to choice the mind as ego as my own self interest as wants, needs, and desires over the life that is here in all forms ensure in this that all life is treated and sustained in equality and oneness as the principles of give as i'd like to receive as the law of the universe as life, and thus become greedy, selfish and a destroyer of life wasting the gift i was given as my physical self and body to create here in this wonder as this world as earth.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become ungrateful and full of emotions and feelings as i cycle in the endless trap of beliefs, justifications, desires, ideas, and thoughts as memories of what is real, when i see i am not ever in reality as what is here as self in the physical as the breathe, as i see, realize, and understand that the past doesn't exist nor the future, but only as an illusion as i live within and suck my resources away as my physical body substance as the mind sucks out the substance of life in my physical as i think and so equal and one without as i suck out the resources of the earth to survive. I see, realize, and understand i do not have to think, i can remain here in breath, and receive as i'd like to have if i was any being here as i give this as the principles i live and that live here one and equal for and as all life as i give and all get, i will then receive.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that some beings deserve more then others, as i exist in my imagination in my mind thinking in the past and in the future about things when i see, realize, and understand this is not reality, this is not real as i am not here, i am not existing in the physical and thus my assessment of others can not be trusted.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself ot base my entire existence on the idea that some are more then others and in this try and win, be more, compete, when i see, realize, and understand this is not the way of life, but of ego as the mind consciousness system a parasite to life which suck life from the host as the physical substance which is here unconditionally as life in what is best for all equal and one. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fall into the trap of judgments of myself and others believing my opposite polarities of this and not that or that and not this, when in fact i see, realize, and understand i am everything, i have not yet taken responsibility of myself as everything, and this i see, realize, and understand in gratefulness i can receive this life as self within self forgiveness and self correction where i can give back to myself in all forms that what i once took for myself and in this harmed.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to harm life in any way what so ever with the desire/want/need of separation in any form or manifestation as thought, emotions, feelings, and memories, where i let go of this separation through gratefulness and live the correcting by ensuring all get and when all are given fully and equally as one as life as myself, then i can receive in kind and be in kind as the human kind as a race that give freely what the earth as life here manifest gives freely for all to enjoy equal and one as self would like to enjoy, its here though self have to live it i realize. 

I commit myself to become humble letting go of any and all separation of myself into dimensions of the mind and in this i bring myself back here to my breathing, direct myself in living words that support what is best for all.

I commit myself to not give up or give in to the ego ever and thus give until all get and life is one and equal.

I commit myself to share and communicate these solutions as life here in the principles of oneness nad equality until life remains and self is here as breathe as an equal money system. 

I commit myself to release myself through self forgiveness and walking the living correction as my self through living my words that manifest equality and oneness of all life as what is here as what is real, the physical and ensuring all life live in dignity. 

I commit myself to not give up until all life is here one and equal.

I commit myself to stop my mind through writing and speaking self forgiveness and living this as i align myself back to life.

I commit myself to remain humble and face my ego when it arises and i see it activate as i see it is no way to live and is not best for all.

I commit myself to share the tools of life that will birth life from the physical always pushing my mind limits and challenge the minds of humanity as this is what i'd want if i was in the other shoes. 

Equal Life self support links to check out if you are interested:

http://www.desteni.org
http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com
Bernard Poolman - What the FAQ - Equal Money System « EQAFE
(5) Self-Perfected | Facebook
http://www.techno-tutor.com
Equal Money Wiki - YouTube

Day 24 - The Common Sense Dilemma, a new system that is best for all life

Equal Money System Book link - Vol 1

In this day and age, we are currently facing the extreme suffering of so many beings on this planet, we as human beings have not realized the understanding of the equality and oneness of all life, the equal right of all to live in dignity to the resources that is here equally given by earth for all, and in this we claim that we have common sense, we are good, and we know what we are doing. But there has to be some common sense applied, I myself am seeing the dilemma within myself that the obviousness of the suffering and terrible conditions for so many in this world is extreme, we see it every day, is it that we ourselves, each being have to touch it to finally stop, I myself unfortunately at times see it sometimes has to ge to this point. Due to aloofness, laziness, or arrogance. It also can be points of greed and desire that actually self don't really care about what is happening to our neighbors, to nature and the animal kingdoms. We have believed that it always has existed like this? It'll always be here, Really? 

We live on a finite planet where the resources are not able to sustain the greed we are consuming within ourselves and the human race. We don't realize that we are in fact equal and one, and are creating ourselves within the way we act, think, and speak, the creation of consuming as we see in our world is because we are actually consuming our physical bodies. (for more check out eqafe.com - reptilians 32) But we do have the capacity for common sense and correcting our lives to live one and equal, that is why desteni.org was created to support the human as the one who is not yet aligned to life here one and equal with getting here through breathe awareness, self forgiveness and living words. 

Picture source - Gaza: Hundreds of thousands are starving as famine arrives at ‘incredible speed,’ UN aid chief warns | CNN

There is some who do in fact want to keep things separate cause they profit and its easier, though in the long run consequence is here to be faced and growing, these beings (such as some elite) are in a delusion based on their dishonesties, we all have these alignments within us though make no mistake, so no one being or any being can be blamed. I myself am responsible for myself and all my dishonesties, and one can only forgive oneself and stand as the solution. But I am seeing and expressing here that we don't have to create mass amounts of suffering in this world to see that we can in deed change the world through changing ourselves, we can as a group come together - the equal money system is the solution for this money system we are currently facing and enslaved by, capitalism. 

Capitalism is based on competition and winner take all, this is actually a barbaric way of existing, we do not have to live in such a way, the majority needs to realize these points of all is one and equal and agree to a new system that'll support all life, this is why equal money system was created, to fulfill this need. Where all are taken care of from birth to death and real freedom is realized through individual and collective responsibility to ensure love thy neighbor as thyself is lived and create in the world we all live in, given to us as the support unconditionally through this earth, nature, the animal kingdom as examples of life realized here. 

The mind creates complexity but common sense is not complex, it is simple, just like who we are we are not complex, but breathe living beings in what is best for all, it is the facts of the reality of what is here, such as:

-there is 8 billion people on the planet, that require housing, money, electricity, sustainable resources to live within, an income to buy goods, a way to create and support the community/self, and a way to express themselves in their passions and joy.

-so this requires mathematics, say a family unit is 4 people as a reference example, so that is 2 billion houses are required, a basic income of dignity, say 8 thousand a month per person, the wealth accumulated through the labor system we implement where each one work specific alignments to their skill to support the community for 4-6 years. Similar to the military setup, except it is for the upkeep and best alignment for all in the community and all communities around the world never for harm. This is fundamental and is seen within and throughout the principles of the equal money system and the desteni i process, the inner and outer correction of life alignment here as human nature. This is seen within the foundational principles of Life as well that we are all equal and one as life and we in this understanding live what is best for all allways as who we are. Those that fall, require self responsibility, self honesty, and immediate correction within and as the self process of correction to align back to life and stop any and all harm.  

- This is all aligned in the equal money system layout by Desteni.org and Bernard Poolman from which I share links below for further research for the you the reader, so the layout in common sense has been walked in this material. Though it is also suggested to support with community connection and your own expression to help be a plus one and support those who are interested and want to see a better world for all. This self can practically apply in our day to day life, working with the power of 10, where each being support 10 beings at least in your sphere of influence getting them on their path of self forgiveness and living words that are one and equal as life in what is best for all. 

Also, tools such as technotutor will be a foundational support to help speed up the learning process by purifying words and correcting misplaced words in the physical body, the natural learning ability is engage and supports the child/adult with direct memory access to reprogram the physical body to be more purified and direct with understanding ones world through the words one learns and integrates.  

-We don't require leaders and governments to dictate these things to us, where we align our lives to what people say to us as presidents as a master/slave dynamic, based on the way the current capitalistic money is set up, some win and many loss, and that is seen as normal and ok as a byproduct of the world we live in. This is how it is? really, it does not have to be, we can change it, though understand its not a easy or quick process as the desteni material exemplifies, but it is doable and structured to support all who dare to care and walk their process. 

-We can come together as self leaders as equals and realize that through all as standing in self responsibility and self-forgiveness, as a one group as the human race, we can change the world. We do it with products such as the apple iphone, we can indeed do it with the way our world is currently existing, it takes an understanding and realization that its not an overnight quick fix, but it is a individual and collective journey of agreement to get this done. To eventually as we change, bring through a world and money system that supports all life equally. We will eventually be forced to it by life through hardship and struggle if we don't actively start changing and making this world a place where all can live. I found its from realizing that we can in fact expand, grow, and be a being that supports a new way of living, equal money system is the structure and guideline to support this change throughout time and into the new world order of equality and oneness and what is best for all. 

It is all here, the earth provides for us unconditionally - as i have realized through the throws of the process of self forgiveness and facing my demons as we all will, it is worth it, we as a humanity and life here are worth it, it is possible, we must stand together and find the will of self forgive and create a new system that is best for all. Mistakes and falls will happen, though that is what self forgiveness is for, only self can forgive self, and the material at desteni specifically supports with understanding the mind consciousness system, a interdimensional system within our physical controlling and surviving off of us like a parasite, this has actually become self. So self is rebirthing to and as life, who we have always been in our essence, life is always here, it's in our breath in the physical. 

 

Some numbers of what it'll take to support all, not much, as an example the USA military budget is 1 trillion per year as budgetted in 2025, we can support all life with that for sure in one year, and that is just one countries military budget.Its not about the money or enough resources, its about who is self, we create here, we decide as self decide. 

Self Forgiveness on the need for more/self interest to support myself in self honesty and self responsibility: 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe i am not able to see common sense. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am not able to calculate what is simple and basic within the one plus one equation to ensure all are supported in this world and reality in the best way possible as i would like to be supported, the one plus one equation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that each man on this planet is equal and one in the way of life, who i am within myself, we require the same substance and come from the same substance, we are equals and i as self am everything that exist, the others are simply different forms.  

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to want to become better, more, stronger, to gain more money, more fame, more prestige, and in this have more status over others as ego, as the mind that seeks the self interest of me going into indulgence rather then keeping it simple, keeping it balanced, and best for all life which is what is real and what is actually creating this reality. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear taking self responsibility for all of what is here, the good, bad and ugly of the suffering of this world as i fear the pain i have inflicted and caused in my ignorance. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become weak and fearful in the face of my own creations and indulgences as i have desired to be the best and be the winner, get my needs and desires fulfilled as being at the top, instead of realizing that what is best is not me alone, but a world system where all life is cared for and in this all life is safe, secure, and in real joy as life is free from suffering and consequences and this is what i want for myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame my brothers and sisters, not seeing, realizing, and understanding i require not to blame and become emotional, but forgive myself and take self responsibility to correct myself in this that i point fingers at, as i realize i am equally existing in the same system of abuse, and so i correct and stand as the solution as forgiveness and self responsibility to ensure an equal money system is created. I see, realize, and understand that it will require patience and steadfast as myself as we support myself and others to stand and get this living system that is best for all created and so they can support themselves and their plus one as the solution grows and expands as life in what is best for all as the equality of all life lived. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to put my self interest over the interest of all as i see this make no sense and only harms myself and all in the end, and thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create and perpetuate harm and abuse instead of forgiving it, standing the correction as myself, and create a system as i create who i am in what is best for all life, equal and one. 

I commit myself to use the common sense equation of one plus one to ensure each one that is here is cared for with all the needs that are required as a dignity life equal and one to how self would like and require in a world that is best for all, through the principles of what is best for all and equality and oneness as self live and prove it real as it then will become physical as an equality system for all. 

I commit myself to push and persevere as i forgive the evil of myself and correct myself as the system i live within as i support myself and others to see the equal and one principles of all life and see this through until it is a living system we all can enjoy and stand within.

I commit myself to forgive myself and stand in the shoes of others and find solutions that is best for all.

I commit myself to support implementing an equal money system so life can stop being abused and harmed and we can all flourish as earth and life give freely and unconditionally as our true nature allows self fulfillment through the fulfillment of what is best for all in purity and real innocence as the sense/source of the beingness of all is understood in equality and oneness and lived and proven in the physical world as the implementation and realization of an equal money system which is one and equal and what is best for all life lived, this a gift of self forgiveness as the human transcend self's mind and become life here as breathe always in what is best for all the true free choice. 

Equal Life self support links to check out if you are interested:

http://www.desteni.org
http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com
Bernard Poolman - What the FAQ - Equal Money System « EQAFE
(5) Self-Perfected | Facebook
http://www.techno-tutor.com
Equal Money Wiki - YouTube

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Day 23 - Equal Money System & Desteni I Process - Solutions for a world that is best for all - 1 of 30

 Equal Money System and Desteni I Process - New World Best for All 1 of 30

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Starting a new series to support myself to stay consistent and disciplined, as well as supporting with sharing and giving to others insight that have I have realized over my many years of walking self honesty, self forgiveness, and the ups and downs with this. This always to bring it back to the support of what is best for all beings. I want to spread awareness in support of everyone to understand solutions are here, it takes self honesty and common sense, enjoy.

http://www.desteni.org

http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com

Bernard Poolman - What the FAQ - Equal Money System « EQAFE

(5) Self-Perfected | Facebook

http://www.techno-tutor.com

Equal Money Wiki - YouTube

Day 22 - Sleeping for rest or for mind upgardes - i always decide

 

I have been sleeping more and more lately where i been getting up right when i need to leave, which i would like to get some things done before i leave, i see that when i first wake up, my mind is the most active, making it's way to my awareness and pulling me into itself as my self as i start participating in fears of what if. The discipline and self movement in the morning first waking up will set the day up either in more suppression and struggle or self directive will as an expression of creating myself in what is best for me and so all. Its an act of being productive through self movement, a physical get up and go and moving forward, considering my body and all my cells as myself, and in this the understanding that life is not limited in the expression of what self can do and live, there is many potentials of expression each moment. So start with the small as practically there is a limitation of what i can physically do so common sense is needed every moment, and so i practice and live this as what i can do in my day to day and in this it strengthens and builds over time. 

So after sleeping when i open my eyes, i am seeing that there is these fears of dreading the day, what i will face, and if anything uncertain will happen. I find the fears of worst case scenarios will flood my mind and in this i will become weakened in my breathing and in my letting go, i will fall into emotions and start going into self judgments and points that i myself have no control over and do not have full context. Also i have too many things i want to get done so i become unmotivated to do anything because again the belief that its too much or i don't know where to start, all just distractions really and keep me stuck in the past and in thoughts and literally in myself/my bed/physical reality. 

The understanding is to get out of the mind through breathing and letting go of the thoughts, literally let them go, if they continue without the ability to direct, going to writing is suggested to sort out what ever is repeating in ones thoughts/memories, through self investigation and self forgiveness self can flesh it out and figure out how to correct it. It takes a lot of practice, so don't give up as the mind will push this on self often, its desire is energy and not what is best for all life, so self has to take the directive pricniple back and see how to live it for self. That is the beauty of the writing and speaking self forgiveness to understand how to correct self and where, usually self knows cause it's common sense but it will be worked through as one sticks with these tools. I have not yet applied myself satisfactory in this point of letting go and walking as breath, in and out, feeling the breath feed my physical body as i as my physical embrace it and release it back to myself as the earth to them take it in and give it back for me to take in, but i see the point and i am committed to live this as myself until it is done. In essence i am seeing that it's a giving to myself as all here as i do for me i do for others and vise versa as all is one and equal. I am finding to not hold onto to anything, let it go, purify with self forgiveness and recreate self here alwasy in living principles until they are natural, they are self, who you really are, i have separated myself from life for a bit and now i am walking back to life fully, i never was fully lost, but i am actually a whole being as life, no need for separation, we are all one as the same yet equal as beings in living expression. A fascinating real-i-zation indeed and in sound. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in the morning wake up with the belief that i am doomed for the rest of the day/my life and i have no control over the destruction of what is going to happen based on the thoughts that are coming up as in the world is scary, people are not trustworthy, the world is going to end, we are going to not make it. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself for the state of the badness of the world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for the state of this world and go into anger in myself when i wake up about how messed up everything is.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into worst case scenarios within and as me where i am seeing the bad only and not the expression and potentials that exist in each moment as we are here and living in this world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the what ifs of this reality where life could be this way or could be that way, instead of working with what is here as myself and my self honesty where i stand within a point of self introspection and self forgiveness and let go and move forward. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the past recreating preprogrammed moments of memory that exist here in the present moment that is here and so recreate myself as mind as memory instead of living here and creating myself as life in what is best for all as common sense.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to try and figure things out with my mind instead of letting it go and seeing how life plays out and in this direct in the moment in the principles of life in what is best and doing unto another as how i'd like done onto me and in this live this as myself in the physical not in the mind as thought automation. 

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the memories and the past because it feels comfortable and safe as i know what to expect and don't need to really push myself beyond my boundaries.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to push myself beyond my boundaries and not stand within a point of life giving and standing within what is best to the best of my ability.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to sleep past my commitment time and not wake up due to the belief of being tired when i see i have gotten rest and i am only participating in my mind as thoughts and memories and thus allowing the mind as emotions/thoughts and feelings take over instead of self directing me here.

I commit myself to let go of the judgment and blame of myself and others, i forgive myself and live in a way of breathing and creating my day.

I commit myself to create my morning with walking up at 6am doing some writing and drinking coffee, along with exercise and prepping for the day.

I commit myself to walk up on my alarm and not stay in bed to rest. 

I commit myself to let go of the thoughts of i am tired as i see i am life and life is not tired and doesn't require to sleep but the body as the physical as me requires rest.

I commit myself to let go of fear and take responsibility for myself and share myself to support others as how i'd like to be supported.

When and as i see i want to go into thoughts and become lazy as automation, i stop and breath, i remain in breath and create myself in a way that is best for all in this moment, i will write when i am not clear and do self forgiveness until i am clear. 

I commit myself to live and do my best and bring and give this to others as a gift i can give and would like to receive as the best living potential for us all. 

more at:

desteni.org

lite.desteni.org

Process Support - Lost in automation in day to day life - Day 21

Some support on how i am walking my desteni i process after living some consequential outflows of dishonesty and the importance of not only taking the knowledge in but applying the tools, to not end in a too late ness that i have found myself in the last few years. Realizing this process is serious, not a point to take as a half measure as its relating to everything that exist including self and self is responsible. Hope this helps and prevents moments of potential compromise. Any feedback please share. Thanks for listening. 

More support at - 

lwww.lite.desteniiprocess.com 

wiki.desteni.org 

equal money system- a system to bring heaven here through oneness and equality - link here - https://web.archive.org/web/201102110...