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Pompous Me – The Elite Within – Part 1 – Day 347
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create a belief of myself in relation to the clerk as being inferior to me due
to the fact that I created a self belief of myself that I am more then him
because I have the ability to buy things.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create a belief of myself and those who look or appear or spend money, that
these people are worth more then those who don’t spend money, don’t look like
they have money, or don’t appear to have any money, and so I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge other people based on my perceptional
image I have created in my mind of what someone with money looks like and what
someone without money looks like.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create
a split within myself within my interactions with others as decent and rude
through changing my behavior whether someone looks and acts as if they have money and those who don't.
And from there I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to become superior to those that I see appear to not have as
much money as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create a belief that those who have money are more worthy of life then those
who don’t based on an inner energy of confidence when around those who don’t
have or look like they don’t have money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
from this false sense of confidence from an energy feeling of feeling superior
to others who don’t look or act like myself, I go into a point of rudeness or
kindness if it suits me and my self interest, disregarding the other completely
as I see them as not as important to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
treat another human being as kind or rudely based on the feelings I get within
me and thus act on these feelings as if they are real, when in reality I am
abusing others thorugh only considering myself and not considering the other
equally.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe myself to be more important then any life form due to a false sense of
security through having money, but realizing that money is not a safety net, this
world is not safe, as I creating the fear through judgment of money attainability.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never fully become
aware and understand the person who does not have money, what there life is
like, what they go through on a day to day basis having no money or having to
struggle to survive, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to thus not consider or care about my responsibility and
participation within the way the other person/animal/nature is effected based
on the way the system is operating where people have to survive through
attaining money when it is not given equally to all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create a protection shield that is through attaining and hoarding money and
from there create a feeling of being happy and being superior to others because
I have blinded myself from the reality that I am not superior nor am
particularly happy as how can one be happy when others suffer in this world,
using ignorance as a form of bliss is an illusion and unacceptable in this
world where lives are being effected in horrific and horrendous ways.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel nothing for the other person/animal/insect/nature/environment who has to struggle
to survive because I desire to feel special and more then others where within
this acceptance and allowance creates a lack within an other.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be selfish and not share myself and all that is here as earth’s resources equally
among all and within this I forgive myself that I have created a judgment of
others who have no money or appear to have no money and not do anything to
alleviate their suffering through the principles that are obvious and common
sense if I put myself in the other person who has nothing and is sufferings
shoes.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that money is not to be given freely to all and that I should have as
much as possible as this will allow me to continue my desires to be special and
feel good about myself as being superior to others because I have more.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not consider or accept that if I have more then enough of what I need, then I
am taking from others there share that should be given to them so they can also
live comfortably and have enough.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe because of my family generations and bloodlines that I am superior to
others on this planet because we have been shielded from suffering by
accumulating wealth as a fortress of protection but in reality what is fact is
that I am an abuser and a taker of life that I have no right and no regard to
take, life is equally here among all and thus I realize all have a right to
equally be able to live and not have to struggle to survive or die because they
don’t have enough.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that because my family has accumulated wealth then that means that I am
special, and important, more so then others who do not have this linage and
money availability.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
hurt and abuse others in words, actions, and/or thought because I have accepted
myself to be and live as if I am better then any other life form on this planet
through the protection I perceive I have through having money availability.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe because I have money available that I can do whatever I want and get
whatever I want because I have the money to buy it and thus power through money
availability.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
use my money availability to become more powerful then others and desires this
power as I can have control over others and have them do what I want.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that because I have money that means I have power to do whatever I see
fit not realizing and seeing that there is laws here within the physical that
are to be recognized and aligned with as this is what gives me life, the laws
of the physical as life, and so by denying the laws of life as equality and
oneness to all that exist through taking more then my equal share, I am no
longer aligned with life and thus face unnecessary consequence that will not
benefit me as life as I am creating this conflict within my own decisions by
not aligning with life as balance in the laws that create this balance as
equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
desire to be more powerful then others and control others by using money in
this manner to get what I want.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not consider, see, or realize that this mentality of getting whatever I want
and doing whatever I want because I have the protection of having money to do
and get things with, that I have disregarded the consequences of my actions as
only considering myself and my needs, I do not consider the other billions of
life forms on this planet living with me who have the same needs as myself and
so abuse deliberately through accepting and allowing self interest as desire
over the laws that govern life as the physical equality and oneness with all
that live.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
make money my definer of life instead of realizing I am already life and so
create the solutions or be a part of creating the solutions necessary to allow
all to have equal opportunity to a life that is best for all and share the
gifts of life here equally for all.
When and as I see I go into a point of definition outside
myself through any material possession or idea and/or belief I have created
about myself in separation with others, I stop and breath, and realize that
this is creating a split between myself and others and so creating conflict
within myself and abuse with others. I realize that this is creating the abuse
in this world and that what needs to be lived is the laws of the physical which
is life within oneness and equality in what is best for all anything less then
this is an illusion and is based in self interest, and should be corrected
through the process of self honesty and stopped as soon as possible.
I commit myself to live the laws of the physical through
correcting myself as life and aligning with all others as life in oneness and
equality in what is best.
I commit myself to stop defining myself by money and others
by money, and see life here as the physical
and I commit to walk the practical steps to support others in the best way
possible.
I commit myself to investigate when I go into a point of
definition or belief or idea of myself when I see an energy has moved me and direct
it into the physical by stopping it and directing myself in what will be best.
I commit myself to see money as a tool to have society move
and work towards a solution to create a living income for all to the eventual
implementation of an equality system that will facilitate the processes and
systems to create life here for all worthwhile.
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