Day 160 – Waste – Within and Without

Looking at the point of waste, how much we as a society waste stuff, time, life within and as our world as the without externalization of self, and within myself how much I waste in stuff, time, and my life that if I was to push my self discipline and self will, I could be much more efficient and effective in my living. Why do we waste stuff on this planet and why do I waste things in my life? This I see is based on ignorance, living in this illusion that our actions won’t ever catch up with us, when in fact if we open our eyes and see the truth, the destruction is ever where. What is protecting us from seeing is our dishonesties within our living and in our actions, but in the end, this will cause the death of us all, so is not the suggested way to proceed. There is another way and that is the implementation of the equal money system, a system that guarantees all life being equal and creating the best life for all.

I mean it’s like an instant gratification addiction we have allowed and accepted within the inner of ourselves as our self interest drives us and the outer where we take from the earth and never give back, it's like we are wearing bubble suits only being concerned for our own survival, while we annihilate and kill those around us and that which gives us life, our planet in the outer and our bodies as ourselves. We have to change the inner world of ourselves and thus this will eventually change the outer world of ourselves, as the saying goes, as within so without, our external world is a mirror of who we are within our inner worlds, and as we can see we are sick, we need to heal ourselves, here is some self forgiveness and self correction to move this process of self change through walking self honesty. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my existence to become that of waste, from the within of who I am where I waste my life on matters of abuse and separation from what is here as the best life for all and thus waste the opportunity to birth this for all by indulging in the illusions of the mind, as wants, desires, needs, and feelings, so I can be engaged within my own bubble world pretending to have joy and goods within my life as if this is the truth of the way life should be, while my body every moment suffers silently as the evidence of pain all over it that I physically am aware of every moment. I realize and see that existing in waste within my life is not only effecting me as the being within this body, but the countless other beings within my self as my physical body components and parts working together as I am able to exist and which gives me life, but I waste this life on things that do not matter to this physical existence within the matter at hand, to change the walking dead to life again through and as my own self willed living in self honesty and drastic change to a being that is able to be trusted and care for life as I would like for myself, to thus be an example for others and so the message and living action can grow and change can manifest for what is best for all.

I commit myself to when and as I see that I am going into this desire within myself to waste time, waste away, waste resources, waste money, waste life, I stop and breath, and re-evaluate what I am doing within and as who I am in consideration of not just me here but all the beings within and as my self here that work together unconditionally to allow me to live in this world. I commit myself to make efficient decisions within and as my day to help create the most effective way for my body to operate within considering my body within actions I take, will I be supporting my body, and so make sure I take into account what is life in fact and thus stop my illusions of the mind as desires, wants, needs, and feelings from directing me, by writing them out when I see them, doing self forgiveness, and changing myself within commitment statements to optimize my time here and give this opportunity for a new world the best self application I can.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create within the external self which is the external world the reality of who I am within myself, waste, abuse, and self destruction. Where I can see the evidence within my physical reality as the death and annihilation of all life forms in this world that is rampant throughout each area of life on this planet in countless ways, I realize the destruction in nature and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to destroy that which gives me life due to the ignorance I have accepted of not caring about the outcome but only my own self indulgence. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only care for my own self indulgence instead of the best for all that is here with me, so all can live and no more suffering is allowed.

I commit myself to stop and breath, and push myself to correct myself within the process underway as self change within self forgiveness, and thus be able to stand as a group with others to bring about a new world for all that will end all abuse and suffering in this world by creating equality and oneness as life for real in reality. I commit myself to work on all points I am able to to help push this into living actualization through becoming a being who is self motivated and thus is able to generate and create my own ways to help the group by learning and researching all the ways to will help process this new system into being that will work and generate the movement to be effective. I commit myself to change all systems within the equal money system to guarantee the safety and best life for all in all facets and all walks of life, so their will never again be the abuse and hell that has been created here due to the ignorance of man as the mind system of illusion and self interest we have created and become.


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Day 16- Depending on a Man

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist within and as a need to have a relationship with another to feel secure and taken care of.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to depend on another to have my needs met instead of directing myself to stand equal with the other as I direct myself in what needs to be done for myself so thus stopping the dependency on someone outside of me to take care of me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to see myself less then others and thus believe I need them in my world to feel safe and taken care of.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see within that need of wanting another to keep me safe and secure I am giving my power away to another within polarity of me feeling weak while another is strong instead of realizing the fact that I am my own security and care as I am the one who is here to walk this as myself no one can give me security and care if I don't give this to myself.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to attach care and security onto another as male as I have seen and come to believe that women need men to be secure and raise families as this world is tough and will be much harder with only one at the head of a household.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe within and as society's 'norms' that say that women need men to have nice lives and thus have money come in to be secure and taken care of.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to follow suite within and as society norms of man need to be their in women's lives to be able to run a household comfortably and be safe as I have always believed that what is normal is a man and women married with kids, the man works and the women take care of the kid, within this I realize and see that this is an assumption and done through tradition and is not necessarily so as it does not depend on if a man is with me or not to have security and care in my world, but who I am within whatever I live.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to play into this role with a man and thus become dependent on him to keep me safe and secure as I saw this within the man based on the physical size of the man and the idea that men have to be the bread winner for the relationship because they are big and strong and women are small and weak. Within this I realize that this is not an equal agreement and thus is me separating myself from the man in the attempt to gain security instead of walking this as myself and remaining equal with care and giving between us in an agreement that we are not in dependence of each other but indeed walking as equals in physical agreement to walk what is best for both  here within the principles of equality and oneness as who we are.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting to define a being based on the physical stature and presentation instead of realizing and seeing we are here as equals no matter what the picture present as, we are all life and thus all capable and responsible to direct ourselves as equals as one as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to desire a man to take care of me as I have come to define myself as inferior to men and see it as an easy way out as I don't have to put that much effort in, but just stay in a relationship and do all the point such as sex, cleaning, taking care of him, and just playing the motherly/girlfriend role.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself into a role as motherly and girlfriend as I realize these limit me within who I am as an equal with another and thus limiting me to be free to express myself as equal as I have put barriers on me as being a girlfriend and motherly instead of standing here as equal in physical reality and walking this in an agreement with another to live this to the best of our abilities with all life equal and one to us as we walk.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into desire within self compromise to have life be easy by giving into the relationship play out of need and desire and thus enslaving myself to another as a co-dependent in energy exchange to continue these feelings of goodness and liking towards the other as these feelings are based on need from the other and desire to get something from them. I realize within this that this is a entrapment as I have submitted myself and my equality within becoming attached and addicted to the other in separation as what I can gain from them and thus use this through giving what they need to get what I want, and thus becoming in a energy play out of give and take until it runs out and the relationship dies.

When and as this point within my world with another as in a relationship comes up to gain security and be with them for them to take care of me, I stop, breath, and focus on the physical as who I am. I realize that this point of dependency on another is separating me from me as self empowerment by standing equal and one with all as who we are. I will walk this point of becoming equal with all and become self sufficient within who I am and what I do to be able to stand equal with all and not become dependent on the other in a polarity play out. Thus I walk to become in an agreement with another as equals in all ways and thus walk this into physical application within all points of living together til we have become this with all our words as ourselves equal and one within physical living in creating the best life we can create for all here as we do for ourselves.

I commit to stop my addiction to others in needs and desires and stand within equality and oneness to become my own self empowerment through my own self direction to thus be able to stand equal in fact with another in physical living here.

I commit to walk an agreement with another out of the mind as need and desire and all the facets within what this entail in separation, and become self intimate with another as myself in self correction to become truly here and truly present with another as myself as we walk from mind dependency to self empowerment by living as equals, and live this for and as each other in to the best beings we can be as we stand and direct ourselves as equals walking together here.