Extreme: Working with the Extremes in the Mind to Life - Day 586

Extreme

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We had a chat on this word extreme that you can find here. We all wrote out self-forgiveness on this point and then corrections, for me I found the word was in relation to getting an ego boost in seeing it as a word I define myself by being a rebel, going against the system, and within that blaming and judging the ‘system’ for what it is. The polarity of this point is fearing the extremes of this world, and so being in fear of my everyday life and the people and experiences that I walk in to or potentially could. So there is a lot of emotion within it, not much grounded and so I am interested to clear this world and redefine it to something of life value and direct living in what is best for all.

Self-forgiveness on the points:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a belief system that I am only able to fight the system and get some sort of experience of feeling good is through going to the extremes of rebelling against it, spiting it, hating it with my emotional force, yelling, screaming, blaming, fighting essentially everything and anything that is part of the ‘control’ as the system set in place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a rebellion extreme of energy in relation to the system set up and how I feel isolated, restricted, and enslaved based on how I judge and learn about the leaders of this world in the past and what has been created with what is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am is someone that dislikes and needs to go into the extremes of emotional anger and spite to get my release of built up thoughts and accumulated energy as I have participated in the build of the emotions by thinking about and indulging more in the system conspires and shit that was done, instead of in those moments bringing the points back to myself and realizing where I am doing the exact same thing in myself, how I am participating and creating the same outflows within me and so without, and how what I am going to do to take responsibility to stop what is here. As I see, realize, and understand this is the only way to self freedom and so freedom for all because if I can’t stand equal and one with all as the correction process that must be walked within and without and become the solution, then I am equal and one to what is here as the system abuse and the abuse of life as I am equally doing it within myself, self honestly understanding and seeing this, and not changing it for the better and what is best as I always have the capacity to do this because I am alive and able.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed me to play into the imaginations of destroying the system, taking down the people I judge as evil and using my words in a way to manipulate the message to blame and defame others who are living a specific way, when I myself have never spoken to them, do not have any direct understanding of what path they walk, and so have no factual truth to be able to make any such judgment or go into blame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with these imaginations of blame and how has done what, instead of working with the reality of myself as the evil and am judging others for as I equally am participating in the same evil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare and so compete with others in this world and put people in boxes as more or less, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be more and fear being less. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play into this polarity and not take responsibility for my actions and stand as the solution in all ways until the point is cleared and I remain.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live into the the extreme petrification of the way in which this system is designed and the human being in it living from a distorted view of life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in extreme fear of dying, being murdered, being tortured, being in a fire, being harmed in any way and so within this create the desire, need, and want to have happy feelings, happy moments, where i can suppress this fear and deny the reality of this happening to many beings in this world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to decide to seek out good feelings and happy times to the more and more extremes of these feelings as each time i become more and more needy as the energy dissipates and i have to face the reality of my life, the fears, and the extremes of despair i have myself in due to only seeking out blame, rebelling, and revenge on those i believe are at fault, when all the while, i am doing the exact same thing within myself toward others and so this point continues of the extremes of emotions and experiences in my world never being stable and life at peace because i myself am creating it as such - war like, extreme, imbalanced, and so separate from life here in what is best.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a point of self-delusion within energy extremes, making it about me and my own self-interest experience rather then standing within this reality, what i have created, starting with self change up into a physical level and doing what is needed and takes to change myself so i can stand self-responsibility and be a part of the solution in this world in what makes sense, walking this process of self-purification through common sense living in self-honesty and self-forgiveness until i am stable, clear, breathing, and living what is best each breath and so creating this as my within and so equally will be created in the without and the solution thus will be created as self-responsible being here.

Self Commitments to Live:

I commit myself to let go of the point of needing to bring this extreme of living in emotions and feelings through fighting the system and I commit myself to stand within myself, breath, and bring each extreme force as the energy pull of the mind to walk into the extremes of energy indulgences, I live the word self-responsibility and work on the extreme of my own self process of living change into a being that has respect and honor for the life here and does whatever is necessary to bring through this life as myself in my thoughts, words, and deeds.

So redefining this word extreme, I am using it as a point of motivation and movement to when I want to go into indulgences into the extremes of emotion through the pull of the imaginations and desires that come up especially in relation to blaming others, I stop, breath, and move into that force within the physical, using it to move me to do a point of self-investigation, find a point to forgive, and live the commitment in real time. I commit to living the word extreme for the self-movement of who I am to do what is best and honor this word as life rather than the mind taking it and my allowing and accepting self-interest as an indulgence to reign.

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Day 112 – Never Forget

Within this statement, we have used this point of ‘never forget’ within the context of never forgetting a particular heinous action done by one group of humans onto another, killing, maiming, harming, brutalizing, raping, and this can be seen with all actions against life, but this is only seen within published killings such as 9/11 world tower killings or events such as the holocaust, but this is being done over and over everyday within every place in this world. We use these words ‘never forget’ as a remembrance but in fact it’s a remembrance to seek revenge, we will never forget who attacked us, so thus we can keep fresh in our minds, the death, destruction, and dysfunction of a society that is driven to hate each other and so we can get our revenge to do the same. But this cause absolute dysfunction and devolution in this world because we never go to the origins and source of how and why this hate and abuse emerged in the first place to make the human annihilate against each other and all life that exist.  Money in this world not given to all equally and allowed all life to be supported  as life as one within all is the cause to the hell that is here, because oneness and equality of ALL life is not honored and respected within all, and thus inequality rule and we can see it everywhere.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make money more valued and powerful then life itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to kill in the name of god but in truth kill in the name of my god as money to have more and take from those that have what I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a fictious being in the sky to blame for my actions or inactions in the atrocities that have been brought on to life by the human in the name of money as our god.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself take from another what is not mine as I have already have and thus want more then y fair share and so I abuse, kill, and rape in the name of my god as money for the desires I hold to have the most.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse, kill and rape another being in the name of money and having more then what is my fair share as I see myself as more worthy due to the greed of living more luxurious that I presume I deserve.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to kill, abuse, and rape life here in the name of my desires and my wants as I see myself as more worthy then other beings due to who I am and how I have defined myself, and thus created the atrocities that have been brought to humanity over the centuries due to this greed and definition of being more and desiring the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to believe that I am more worthy then another being due to my birth place, my ethnicity, my religious affiliation, or any point of definition other then the equal value we all are as life itself, and thus created the annihilation of life as I have separate myself from myself in the greed for more and these definitions I hold as more valuable then other life beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as more worthy then another life being due to my ethnicity, culture, religion, or anything other then who I am as life as all are life as this physical existence we all share.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from life and abuse it because I have defined myself as better and thus I deserve more rather then realizing the way to true freedom and prosperity through honoring another within the true value of who I am as life one and equal with all that exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse life for the desire for more and kill and annihilate it because I allowed survival to exist instead of realizing we all are here and thus all can LIVE by giving to all what I would want for myself in equality and oneness within all points that exist, this will always equal all in value and give all what is needed to live.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am here one and equal with all life as I am physical as all are physical and separated myself as a belief that I am more due to a illusional definition of ‘I am better because…” I have created to justify the abuse and killing that I put on others to fulfill my desires as having more when I realize who I am and understand the equality and oneness of all life is fact as I can put myself in the shoes of the other and see this is real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire more then my fair share and justify abuse and killing in the name of my desires, instead of realizing I can have all that is needed in this world by giving it to others and thus this will always be given to self because it was shared among all and there is enough because I created it in such a way using common sense and decency.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to become greedy with what I have and what I want because I believed there wasn’t enough of what is here, realizing that in fact there is enough, I just desired more then my fair share and thus caused the conflict and abuse of others for taking the shares of others instead of giving to all equally as I would want for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the life in another and thus glorify the life in myself by giving to myself more then my fair share and thus taking from those who don’t have enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to deny the life in myself in equality and oneness which is eternal life and thus squander this opportunity for life in eternal enjoyment because I didn’t not want to give up the god as money for all to have as I would want for myself.

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