Extreme: Working with the Extremes in the Mind to Life - Day 586

Extreme

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We had a chat on this word extreme that you can find here. We all wrote out self-forgiveness on this point and then corrections, for me I found the word was in relation to getting an ego boost in seeing it as a word I define myself by being a rebel, going against the system, and within that blaming and judging the ‘system’ for what it is. The polarity of this point is fearing the extremes of this world, and so being in fear of my everyday life and the people and experiences that I walk in to or potentially could. So there is a lot of emotion within it, not much grounded and so I am interested to clear this world and redefine it to something of life value and direct living in what is best for all.

Self-forgiveness on the points:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a belief system that I am only able to fight the system and get some sort of experience of feeling good is through going to the extremes of rebelling against it, spiting it, hating it with my emotional force, yelling, screaming, blaming, fighting essentially everything and anything that is part of the ‘control’ as the system set in place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a rebellion extreme of energy in relation to the system set up and how I feel isolated, restricted, and enslaved based on how I judge and learn about the leaders of this world in the past and what has been created with what is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am is someone that dislikes and needs to go into the extremes of emotional anger and spite to get my release of built up thoughts and accumulated energy as I have participated in the build of the emotions by thinking about and indulging more in the system conspires and shit that was done, instead of in those moments bringing the points back to myself and realizing where I am doing the exact same thing in myself, how I am participating and creating the same outflows within me and so without, and how what I am going to do to take responsibility to stop what is here. As I see, realize, and understand this is the only way to self freedom and so freedom for all because if I can’t stand equal and one with all as the correction process that must be walked within and without and become the solution, then I am equal and one to what is here as the system abuse and the abuse of life as I am equally doing it within myself, self honestly understanding and seeing this, and not changing it for the better and what is best as I always have the capacity to do this because I am alive and able.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed me to play into the imaginations of destroying the system, taking down the people I judge as evil and using my words in a way to manipulate the message to blame and defame others who are living a specific way, when I myself have never spoken to them, do not have any direct understanding of what path they walk, and so have no factual truth to be able to make any such judgment or go into blame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with these imaginations of blame and how has done what, instead of working with the reality of myself as the evil and am judging others for as I equally am participating in the same evil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare and so compete with others in this world and put people in boxes as more or less, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be more and fear being less. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play into this polarity and not take responsibility for my actions and stand as the solution in all ways until the point is cleared and I remain.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live into the the extreme petrification of the way in which this system is designed and the human being in it living from a distorted view of life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in extreme fear of dying, being murdered, being tortured, being in a fire, being harmed in any way and so within this create the desire, need, and want to have happy feelings, happy moments, where i can suppress this fear and deny the reality of this happening to many beings in this world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to decide to seek out good feelings and happy times to the more and more extremes of these feelings as each time i become more and more needy as the energy dissipates and i have to face the reality of my life, the fears, and the extremes of despair i have myself in due to only seeking out blame, rebelling, and revenge on those i believe are at fault, when all the while, i am doing the exact same thing within myself toward others and so this point continues of the extremes of emotions and experiences in my world never being stable and life at peace because i myself am creating it as such - war like, extreme, imbalanced, and so separate from life here in what is best.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a point of self-delusion within energy extremes, making it about me and my own self-interest experience rather then standing within this reality, what i have created, starting with self change up into a physical level and doing what is needed and takes to change myself so i can stand self-responsibility and be a part of the solution in this world in what makes sense, walking this process of self-purification through common sense living in self-honesty and self-forgiveness until i am stable, clear, breathing, and living what is best each breath and so creating this as my within and so equally will be created in the without and the solution thus will be created as self-responsible being here.

Self Commitments to Live:

I commit myself to let go of the point of needing to bring this extreme of living in emotions and feelings through fighting the system and I commit myself to stand within myself, breath, and bring each extreme force as the energy pull of the mind to walk into the extremes of energy indulgences, I live the word self-responsibility and work on the extreme of my own self process of living change into a being that has respect and honor for the life here and does whatever is necessary to bring through this life as myself in my thoughts, words, and deeds.

So redefining this word extreme, I am using it as a point of motivation and movement to when I want to go into indulgences into the extremes of emotion through the pull of the imaginations and desires that come up especially in relation to blaming others, I stop, breath, and move into that force within the physical, using it to move me to do a point of self-investigation, find a point to forgive, and live the commitment in real time. I commit to living the word extreme for the self-movement of who I am to do what is best and honor this word as life rather than the mind taking it and my allowing and accepting self-interest as an indulgence to reign.

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Am I Less Responsible then the ‘Elite’ of this World? – Day 383

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Elite in this context is those in high power position with a lot of capital and a lot of resources, and so with all of that at ‘their’ disposal and me with my life that is quite simple and not making tons of money, am I less responsible then the elite? My mind desires this to be true, but in common sense and self honesty, I realize I am equally as responsible for the world conditions and the world situation that is going on today because I am equal and one with the elite, we are in fact one and equal with all that exists, each and every one of us.

We all can see that we have the ‘elitist’ mentality within us, seeing others as less valuable then ourselves, desiring power, money, sex, the ‘good’ life, not caring for the homeless beggar or the child going hungry tonight. This way of living as being directed through desires and so the mind - has consequences and they are far more impactful then we could ever conceive of at this time, but we can see the obvious ones, the suffering, the killing, the destitute, the insane, the sick, those without a voice, those who starve, those who have no way out, those who slave, and so those who master. And so it’s our duty as those who have the opportunity to change ourselves and so change the world, to walk this process of self change to the best of our abilities and so to the best of and for all to live in a better life and a better way in this world.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the governments, corporations, and people in control of this economic system by having thoughts of blaming them, and excusing myself from being responsible as well for the way in which the world exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to direct me into existing within anger energy emotion towards others that I see on tv or in movies about how they have corrupted the system, and from there go into a self abdication in justifying my actions because they did it so much more, when in reality I realize I am equally as responsible as I myself have corrupted myself and others environments by not considering them as equals and existing within self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify my actions of self abdication to the way in which the system has been created through a belief that I am not doing as much damage as others are.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that through my abdication I am free of having to take responsibility ofmyself and so stand as a change in the system and an example of change as I know that I can be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value in my actions within a polarity of better/worse, creating an imbalance and a cyclical loop that will play out, never resolving the issue that is out of balance, but placing blame and so perpetuating the stall of the responsibility I see is here for me to walk to change myself in oneness and equality in my living and so be a stand to change this world into oneness and equality in the way in which we govern ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the emotion of hopelessness to exist within me towards the people in this world based on a fear that they won’t change, but within myself I see that I am actually afraid because within myself I am not standing as the change I see I can be and live as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others actions and not use them as a reference for myself or a mirror to see where in my world I do this and so see it, correct it, and change to stand as the change I would like to see in this world, as I realize I can only change myself and if I don’t change, I can not expect any other to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to access hope and so the polar opposite as hopeless within my mind in relation to this world, and so live from energy feelings within me instead of living in reality and creating the actual physical change necessary to ensure life is best for all as hoping in my mind is not action and so will not manifest this in my world as it’s a mind possession that balances energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within energy possession in self interest to enjoy the positive experiences and so will bear with the negative because I desire the positive and perpetuate the abuse that exist within these self interest desires of feeling good, when in reality this is not what is real and so continue the mind existence rather then pushing physical existence balance and correction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the mind as energy instead of here in the physical as breath awareness and physical living/correction in self application.  

When and as I see I am going into blame and so abdicating my responsibility to self introspection, self forgiveness, self correction, and living the change, I stop and breath, as I realize this is perpetuating the mind existences of illusion and friction in this world, and so I realize that this friction cause problems instead of who I realize I can be as the living solution within my self will and self direction in the physical.

I commit myself to stop the blame onto others in this world.

I commit myself to ensure I turn the reaction in the mind back to self, and find the point where I am doing this myself and so walk the process of change.

I commit to use these reactions as gifts for self discovery and self awareness expansion and growth.

I commit to stop fear and walk the practical solutions that are here consistently and in self honesty.

I commit to stop the energy addictions and move myself to breath and actual physical movement to substantiate myself in reality and so letting go of the mind experiences. 

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Becoming Equal with the Greater and the Smaller of Self – Day 382

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I have been watching some documentaries on the financial history of this world and how it was taken over by special interest groups of varying families and associates, but concentrated within the desires for personal/familial wealth. Those at the top of the bracket of financial capital and power are those who control most every part of our system at this time. But it’s not to feel disempowered or discouraged by these facts, it’s to realize that it is what is here and I am also responsible for the position of the world being the way it is because I did nothing to change it. I am not powerless within myself as I have a physical body, a will to direct myself, and the resources and abilities to create change in myself and so this world. So there is the way in which the world exists now and what I/we are going to do about it point to consider. Another focus I would like to mention is the fact that what is driving these people at the top is the same forces that are driving me, the moments where I go into a point of greed and maybe not share what I have and could share, but through accepting desires over the care of others getting an equal share of what I can give, but won't, I have created the same outcome of that which the world elite is creating on a global scale an imbalance and so an inequality among life.

So we can surmise that what is going on within me in terms of creating inequality and superiority in my world, is also being creating within every other human being and also being created in our world system as we can see clearly because our system is a reflection of ourselves, on a individual level as well as a global level, that we are only existing within and without in self interest and greed for more. So it is to realize within myself and those I suggest who are reading this consider that a process of purification needs to take place first within who one is and how one lives to in fact be in care and live equal/balance with one’s environment and people in it as well as consider everyone as yourself to create the change necessary to really see a definitive change within this world and the group of life that exists here. If one does not change the action of one’s own greed how can we expect the greed in this world that is destroying and creating suffering in our environment to change if we ourselves do not change this greed and corruption in our own thoughts, words, and deeds?

Obviously it won’t change and it will continue to destroy itself as we continue to destroy ourselves, and just as obvious it will take a process of living/time to change oneself to a 'new' or 'better' version to so live in a more principled way in the perfection of existing always in what is best for all. I suggest to follow the links below and educate and participate in how to change yourself to a human being who is in consideration of others and so equally with oneself. I have taken these courses and walked this process of purification for a few years now, and I indeed have changed and created my actions to be more considerate and inclusive of all that I am sharing life with, but I have more to go. So I will support myself here with self forgiveness to forgive myself for blame and anger towards the elite/myself in this world, and create the self corrective statements to guide myself to live the change in my world and with others in the next blogs. Thanks for reading.

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