The Great Escape - Day 402

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a point of gloom based on hearing news in my world that was unexpected and not desired.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire a certain specific way of life and living in each moment where I am content and feeling positive to ensure I feel good and I am secure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate and attach safety and being secure to good feelings of positivity created in my outside world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from what is really here as the safety with which I can create as myself within the way I live and create my world and so treat others and create this would in the best way possible where all are able to be secure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to hear news that makes me feel secure and good based on the desire to not have to face the reality of what in fact is here in this world and escape into my own world where I am only considering myself and if I am ok.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to from this desire for my security I am fueling this desire to escape the reality of what is here such as ‘hard’ news or ‘bad’ news that I have resisted due to judging it as not desirable and so not making me feel good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist reality based on a desire to have only what makes me feel good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge what is going on in my life as good or bad and create a relationship towards it as accepting the energy of negativity when the news is something I fear and accepting the energy as positivity when is it is something I desire.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the energy experience in relation to the news I hear based on a desire to always experience happy times when in reality I realize this is not real and will always create an opposite as a negative experience because life does not in fact exist in such polarities, life lives and adapts and changes to create a solution and what is best for all in whatever that takes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in a way create and become addicted to the bad news as a form of attention where I can seek outlets of others who will give me sympathy for the news I have just received, and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the reality of what is here as ‘news’ about myself and feeding my own self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge within energy as self interest desires to get attention and so create a point of missing out on the opportunity that is here to learn and grow within myself to see who I am in relation to a specific point or news that I have not yet received in such a way, and see if I can stand and come to solutions that will generate a outcome that supports.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in energy as addiction to what I can gain out of situations rather then standing equal and one with it and finding solutions that will support what is best.

When and as I see I am going into self interest and energy addictions as an escape for desired experiences when I have to face reality in a direct and personal way such as hearing news that is sudden and shocking, I stop and breath, and realize that I will only compromise who I can be within myself by getting trapped in the loop of polarized energy experiences I am chasing and so can not stand as someone who can bring about solutions and support what is best for all because I am not in reality but fixed within my mind as energy addictions.

I commit myself to let go of the polarity of good and bad and live life from breath and fact.

I commit myself to let go of the desire to have a certain outcome and direct myself in reality as it is here and opens up.

I commit myself to support others equal to myself and find solutions to what is needed the best I am able to.

I commit myself to let go of my self interest by seeing who I am being in the moment and changing myself to be humble and gentle in the moment to correct the pattern of seeking to gain.

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Gloomy: Moods and Dooms - Atlanteans - Part 171

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Lately I have been feeling a sense of gloominess within my life, it’s based on some information I have gotten recently that shook my world so to speak, not something I expected and not something I desired, and so within this my mind is in a way creating this relationship towards this new information as something that it wants to escape from, a belief I am following that I don’t know how to live with myself with this ‘bad’ information coming into my world and reality. It’s actually a point of not wanting to accept reality, accept what is here, and move back to a time where I didn’t have such news and ‘worries’, and so could have peace of mind. But of course this is not real peace as my reality is showing within this very reaction that I am not actually at peace or stable in my mind as I am reacting to news that is here.

So I see this as a point where I am existing in the belief that my life is going to change or my life is going to be different from the what if’s scenarios related to this news and so this brings up fear. I fear losing the comfort of how my life has been through what has always been in the past. How I have grown to have a normalcy within the continuous repetition of how things always are and have always been, so when there is a sudden change, my mind goes into a fear reaction because I haven’t stabilized myself in relation to what changes or adjustments I need to walk and live to be able to direct myself and so live effectively no matter what.

Creating my own self interested reality through the mind within desired experiences is going to create my living to be less effective and less supportive to myself and others in my world because I am not existing here, but becoming distracted else where in the alternate realities of imagination or thought the mind will direct me in. So to support myself I will walk some self forgiveness and self correction on existing within gloominess towards my world based on information received, and walking also the positive polarity that is keeping this in check in my world and thus keeping it in place. To then move into life and living through changing myself, to move into reality, accept it, see the gifts and support that is here, and walk the solutions I see is best for all. Shifting from my self interested mind reality to what is best for all here in real reality, breath living, that is where life is, it’s not an experience of what reality is or a reaction of what is happening, but it’s a living in the moment as an expression of how to create a new outcome that is best for all and self. Thanks for reading.

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Gloomy: Introduction - Atlanteans - Part 168
Gloomy: Disconnected - Atlanteans - Part 169
Gloomy: When You are Gloomy - Atlanteans - Part 170
Gloomy: Moods and Dooms - Atlanteans - Part 171

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Day 189 – The Result of Irresponsible Living – Self Commitment Statements

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Day 188 – Result of Irresponsible Living – Self Forgiveness

I commit myself to when and as I go into a point of desiring to stop working or doing what is necessary to be done, I stop and breath, and walk immediately into the physical point that I desire not to do, so I am not enslaved into a point were I believe that I can’t or do not want to do it. I obviously make a common sense assessment to make sure it is relevant within my process, but I stop all backdoors of not walking my physical process of stopping desires for instance by physically walking through it and complete that which I didn’t desire to do realize that I have the opportunity to do so and many don’t.

I commit myself to when and as I go into points of greed within not wanting to share what I have in fear of being taken advantage of or being at a lost, I stop and breath, and make a common sense assessment in the physical with all physical considerations in self honest, and not allow points of self interest to direct me as I realize this will not allow me to effectively give if I am in want. I realize and commit myself to stop all points of want and desire and share with all what I have so we can create an equality within this living world as I see if a I am not willing to share then how can I ask others to do so.

I commit myself to when and as I see I am going into a point of greed to not give money or share what I have due to fear of not being fulfilled in my life and satisfied, I stop and breath, and thus within realizing that I am the other, I give to all what I have as I would want them to share with me. I commit to stop all thoughts and desires to be satisfied in my life, and walk the simplistic and basic points I need to live and thus establishing and give what I can to the development of an equal money system so we can establish a real system that supports all and all life can live satisfied and without fear.

I commit myself to when and as I feel the need to give to a charity to make myself feel good about helping, I stop and breath, and do not accept myself to fall into the trap of feeling good as I realize that charities are not asolution and should not be supported as they are perpetuating and keeping this current system of inequality in place, and thus I commit myself to walk and give to the establishment of an equal money system, so charities will cease to exist and all life will be supported in all areas within this world through a system that is lived and structured always on what is best for all in the realization that we are all one and equal.

I commit myself to stop all points of self interest and greed to have my own personal self interest and happiness while allowing and accepting others t live and suffer each day to lack of resources and money. I commit myself to do what it takes to walk an equal moneys system which will in fact support all life in this world and end the suffering and abuse to life forevermore by giving everyone what they need to live andeducating everyone on who to stand within self stability in self honesty and integrity as a co-equal with all on this planet.

I commit myself to stop all judgments and assessments on who deserves life and equal rights and who does not deserve equal rights as I realize I can not make that call as I don’t know in fact how that being has lived and where they come from, and what the being has been through, so I give as I would want to receive andjudge not lest I be judged, so I can and will walk in fact as equal to others in support and assistance to all walking this equality within themselves as I have learned for myself, so we can in fact walk as equals in this world. I commit myself to walk my process to equalize myself with the physical until it’s done.

I commit myself to let go of all attachments as definitions that I have placed on myself and what I do or who I am, and thus live within and as a point of humbleness realizing that all deserve the right to a decent and self fulfilling life, and thus I don’t stop until this is able to be lived for all through the only way this is possible by treating all equally and making this equality with and as all life as we are one life into a world system that will in fact support all in this way.

I commit myself to walk as my physical body by pushing myself in breath and practicing being here in breath, to realize myself as the physical so I can practically consider all the physical life that is here assisting and supporting my life while I breath and thus equally support with my life to help this world function and co exist as equals.

I commit myself to stop relying and living from intellect as self interest in seeing myself more superior to others, and thus walk as an equal with all life considering them and thus living the intellect I learn and apply it in my living that always supports life and does what is best for all.



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Day 188 – Result of Irresponsible Living – Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live within desires to not want to work or do anything any longer based on being sick of having to live and make money and survive everyday. I realize I am fortunate compared to others in this world, and realize many are struggling even to continue living each day, real life and death scenarios.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within a system where people are dying everyday and are being abused based on not having any other option in this world because everything is run on money, and money is not fairly given to all equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be greedy with money and not wanting to share my money with others in fear of being taken advantage of and being at a lost. I realize, see, and understand this fear is not is unacceptable and unnecessary as I can make an informed decision on what or who I give my money to based on the principle’s I live, and create an equal society were all are given the right to life and living in dignity as the Equal Money system is a living example for this. I realize there is no excuses or blame to the suffering in this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to give my money away and be greedy with my money based on fear of not being happy and being able to be satisfied in life. Basing my whole life on whether I will be happy and satisfied while so many suffer based on allowing this current world system to exist. I realize my self interest is the result of billions suffering on this planet were resources are hoarded and consumed based on only thinking about ourselves and not considering the oneness of all of us here on this planet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give money to charities within a belief that it is going to help solve the problem, realizing that this is only for myself to feel good as well as showing that the existence of charities is already a failure, and the idea and belief that charities are a solution is self dishonest and unacceptable based on the obviousness that it doesn’t solve the root problems of this world and that is human greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lie to myself for my own self interest of desiring to feel good based on greed, so I will hoard what I have and not give to others, and allow others to go without and suffer because I don’t want to share equally with all. I realize that the solution is here within the equal money system and I am a deliberate abuser and problem to life if I don’t stop my self interest and greed, and start implementing and elevating the suffering that is due to my actions of inequality and irresponsibility to life one and equal, where money as the root of life in this current system to live, is not given to all equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe based on someone’s life experience or how someone lives, and then go and judge them as deserving or undeserving of an equal share of living rights and decency in this world is a crime against life. I realize I am only denying myself the right to life because how can I receive it if I will not give someone equal to me this right as well, so I based on my inequality and ignorance will go with out as well eventually.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my ego to engulf me and make me feel and believe that I am more worthy then others based on my money I have, the job I hold, the house I live in, the car I drive, the clothes I wear, the boyfriend/girlfriend by my side, the way I look, and believe that based on what I have I am more deserving or based on how hard I work, I am more deserving to have the right to life and a life of decency then others I judge as not as deserving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a virus to life and what is living in this natural world sucking it dry and not giving an once of care to the destruction, suffering, and death it is causing to the countless living beings in all areas of life from the great to the small on this earth. I realize I am them one and equal, I am doing this too myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that based on intellect which is the memorization of information and knowledge, and storing it as memory and then recalling it and using it to make myself look and feel good in ways of self interest, and then go and judge and degrade the life as the natural world – animals, insects, plants, rocks, soil, grass, that which cooperates one and equal to give us life as less significant and intelligent beings then the human being is insane and makes me insane and ill mentally. I realize this is the case because I have seen the destruction and annihilation the human race has caused on the natural world, and have not proven in fact the superiority of the human race we claim, while all the while we as humanity ignore and deny, all the most basic evidence of real data that is proving otherwise, case and point - viruses. I realize we have created an arrogances within us that has made us so blind to our own stupidity based on believing our minds over the facts of this world. We use information as a point of ego not as life for our own self-glorification, denying the physical world that is here and the future we all can create to be lived as a better world and life for all.

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